So Yesterday, I Was Talking To My Friend, And I Casually Slipped That I Have Depression. But I Shrugged
So yesterday, I was talking to my friend, and I casually slipped that I have depression. But I shrugged it off, and was like you know I’m mentally ill. And she said, is this a proven fact, or do you just think you have depression?
Like, my dad, my aunt, both my grandma’s, my uncle, and all my great grandparents have depression, and I have all the symptoms. But no, yeah, let me just tell my parents that I want to kill myself and get a therapist to diagnose it so that they send me to a mental hospital.
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Hey so I need help proving my mom wrong, if you have a mental illness and you know about it, either being diagnosed or researching it yourself, please reblog this. She thinks mentally ill people don’t know that they are mentally ill.
At 17, I was a depressed teenager who self harmed and wondered about just how painful it could possibly be to end my life.
Right now, I’m laying on the couch, and I can hear my husband reading our four year old a bedtime story using silly voices.
Life gets better. Make sure you’re there to see it.
REBLOG AND SEE IF YOU GET A COLOR.
PURPLE: I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.
YELLOW: I wish we were friends in real life.
RED: I love you with a burning passion.
GREY: I wish we talk more and being friend
TURQUOISE: I would hug you if we’re met
PINK: I love your blog it’s one of my favourite
TEAL: We have a lot in common.
BLUE: You are my tumblr crush.
ORANGE: I don’t like your blog.
WHITE: MARRY ME PLEASE.
GREEN: I think you’re cute.
CORAL: I think you’re beautiful
BLACK: I would date you
BROWN: I don’t like you.
Follow meh?
This isn’t my main account, I’m sorry 😂
REBLOG AND SEE IF YOU GET A COLOR.
PURPLE: I don’t talk to you but I really love your blog.
YELLOW: I wish we were friends in real life.
RED: I love you with a burning passion.
GREY: I wish we talk more and being friend
TURQUOISE: I would hug you if we’re met
PINK: I love your blog it’s one of my favourite
TEAL: We have a lot in common.
BLUE: You are my tumblr crush.
ORANGE: I don’t like your blog.
WHITE: MARRY ME PLEASE.
GREEN: I think you’re cute.
CORAL: I think you’re beautiful
BLACK: I would date you
BROWN: I don’t like you.
Person: What is your hobby?
Me: You know… The usual. Being rejected, crying, being lonely and self-loathing…
Person: what?
Me: what?
being mentally ill + suicidal at a young age (before 18) is. strange, because you grow up with this idea that one day you’ll finally snap, turn off, be brave enough to kill yourself, so you don’t really plan for the future. adulthood- further life, it isn’t for you, nor do you feel included within the future of it. it isn’t.. it isn’t part of your life plan.
and then before you know it you’re 18 and you’re an adult but you never thought you’d get this far and sure it’s great that you’re still alive you guess but also. you feel so alone + lost in a world you never expected or planned to be a part of.
Reblog for anons to send you a heart if they would lowkey date you
Bonus points if they say why
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a-confuzzled-person reblogged this · 7 years ago
