Since We All Know Cas' Confession Was Platonic, To Celebrate Nov 5th I Will Tell All My Friends They

im going to fucking kill myself

Why can’t we just stay right here?

Oh god, it sounds so real

misha's fics are buried deep in ao3 and completely unknown because nobody likes his cas characterization

Oh alice..you would have loved Tim pls don't end up like him <3

Buck truly embodied the “Bothered and Bewildered” part 😭 Payback’s a bitch and his name is Eddie Diaz 🤭

I just KNOWWW that Eddie is still salty about the whole “I feel like she sees me” bs buck was spewing in the cemetery and he was waiting to give Buck a taste of his own medicine 😭😭😭

I think the reason Eddie crashes the bucktommy date is bc Buck mentions him three times in a row and ends up summoning him like in Bloody Mary

mentally i'm still here. buck's expression is making me utterly feral, because WHY are you looking like that as you tell your best boy friend that you & your gf broke up. what the fuck.

Buck CLINGS to people. He got scared Taylor would leave, he asked her to move in. Hee got scared Tommy would leave (like how Tommy left Abby, like how Abby left him), he asked him to move in.

At the well, Buck tried to bury himself with Eddie too. After the shooting, he despised himself for surviving without Eddie.

But after the well Eddie SAW how tightly Buck holds onto people and saw how he would probably rather die than be left behind.

AND HE PUT BUCK IN HIS FUCKING WILL AND HE ESSENTIALLY LEGALLY GRABBED HIM BY THE SHOULDERS AND SAID "YOU MATTER TO ME AND YOU ARE STAYING NO MATTER WHAT BECAUSE YOU CAN STAY BEYOND ME".

And when Buck was let go again (in 8x06), he KNEW he to find Eddie and that there was a space where he could settle and be held without asking.

No explanations because Eddie has told Buck he can hold his hand gently and that he can trust that Eddie isn't letting go, he is meeting Buck where he's at always.

The tenderness in knowing that the door will be answered and having no expectations of the person on the other side other than to meet them exactly where they are at, becsuse they are fully and completely enough as they are.

Happy November 5th to everyone who's celebrating!