As He Was Inside Me, With His Weight On Top Of Me, He Kissed Me On My Forehead Softly Again And Again-

"I crave and desire you."

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Because without looking for you, I find you everywhere, especially when I close my eyes.

- #Abdullah #AbdullahBook #KittyCat

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

Believe me, there are still women that will love and accept you even if your mouth is harsh when you're angry.

Because she understand you're not perfect. You're just a man. She will not simply fell out of love with those mistakes. She will accept you like you accept her despite her flaws.

Tell you what's wrong in you, she will help you to fix yourself. And when you go to war, in the heat of the moment, she will never think that your relationship is already broken. Believe me, there are still women who will be there for you through thick and thin.

A big salute to those women out there.

Hello! Keep going! God's with you!

Self-Respect is All That Matters.

No Turning Back.

Remember that the happiest people are not those getting more, but those giving more.

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We All Have Time Machines. Some Take Us Back, Those Are Called Memories. Those Are Called Dreams.

#Abdullah

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As I sit alone in the darkness, tears stream down my face as I fight to keep from falling apart.

All the questions and emotions of us flash through my mind as I rest my face in my hands.

For so long, all I wanted was your love and to spend my days and nights being loved by you.

But no matter how hard I tried to be what you wanted, regardless of how much I wanted us to be happy together.

It never really happened the way I had always hoped.

I don’t know if you just don’t care, don’t realize or don’t want me…you never actually told me what you wanted.

It’s a hard thing to be stuck in a place of uncertainty when it comes to matters of the heart-

Especially when all I wanted was to love and be loved by you.

I know now that I have to turn the page and close the chapter on you and me.

If there ever really was a “you and me.”

I’ve known for the longest time I deserve better but I was so scared to move on, fight for what I wanted or lose you.

But now I realize that I never really had you to begin with.

The idea of “us” was really just wishful thinking..so it’s time to let go of all the hopes and dreams I had for us.

And finally move on and be happy on my own.

It’ll be hard, I know, and I’ll shed a lot of tears as I do what I have to do to let you go.

But as I wipe away the tears from my face, I look outside and see the sun shining brightly.

I’ll get there, I know.

That place where I can think about you and not cry.

When I can get up in the morning and be happy it’s a beautiful new day.

I’m far from that right now, but I’ll get there.

I can’t fight for someone who won’t fight for me.

Who makes me work just to get their attention.

I deserve better and I’ll find it.

But first, I’m going to work on myself and do whatever it takes to be happy by myself, for myself.

It won’t be easy, it won’t be fast,

But it will be the best thing I’ve ever done.

Love myself for the person that I am because in the end, that’s what truly matters the most.

I’m closing the door on you and opening the door to my happiness.

One moment, one step, one day at a time.

- Abdullah.

Do you stand up for your partner? Do they trust you to protect them? A true friend, keeps your secrets, watches your back and stands up for you when you're not around and stands beside you when you are.

Maybe it's easy to stand up for them with strangers, but what about when it's your own family or a close friend that's talking bad about your partner, what do you do then? Do you go along with it, sit there and say nothing, or do you speak up for them? Or what about your partner's family, do you stand by and let them talk down to them or push them around?

This is one of the most damaging situations in a relationship, being with someone who is too weak or afraid to stand up for you. How can your partner trust you if you don't protect them, or worse, betray them by joining in with criticizing them?

Your partner has opened their heart to you, allowed themselves to be vulnerable and share their pain, their fears, their hopes and dreams with you, you are the person that they should be able to trust the most. It's up to you to show them who you really are, show them that you are a person of integrity, a person with the courage to protect their dignity and their heart.

We all try to be tough, to be strong, but deep down, we all want to feel that someone has our back and will do whatever it takes to protect us. Courage is not the absence of fear, it's being afraid but doing what is right anyway. When you show your devotion by protecting the one you love, you earn their love, trust and loyalty.

(This post is not implying that you should protect an abuser or if a loved one is trying to help you get out of a toxic relationship. It's to encourage people in a healthy relationship to support each other better.)

#Abdullah - Love, Life & Relationship.

#Relationships #Love #Loyalty

A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.

Trees know when we are close by. The chemistry of their roots and the perfumes of their leaves pump out change when we're near... when you feel good after a walk in the woods, it may be that certain species are bribing you.