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I still love you, but I’m setting you free.
You know how deeply I cared for you, don’t you?
You must know how many silent tears I shed, how many nights I wished you’d realize that indifference wounds more than words.
I never asked for much—just to be seen, to be felt, to be loved the way I loved you.
But instead, you made me feel invisible, even when I was right beside you.
I still love you, but that love no longer chains me.
It no longer keeps me stuck in a one-sided battle—where I was the only one trying, hoping, believing.
I won’t ask for your time anymore.
I won’t ask for your attention anymore.
I won’t ask for love anymore.
I won’t ask for honesty anymore.
I won’t ask you to choose me anymore.
I won’t ask for anything anymore.
I’m letting you go—not because I stopped caring, but because love was never meant to be this painful.
Maybe one day, you’ll understand what you lost.
But by then, I will be somewhere far away —where love is not pleaded for, but given freely.
Abdullah.
You deserve a love that isn’t wrapped in uncertainty, a love that doesn’t leave you wondering if your worth is seen, or if you even matter in the grand scheme of things. Maybe you’re in a relationship, but do you truly feel the comfort of it? Are you constantly questioning whether you’ve received the assurances you need to feel secure, or have you simply settled for the idea of being with someone because it feels easier than facing the unknown? Love shouldn’t make you second-guess yourself, but sometimes we find ourselves stuck in a cycle of convincing ourselves it’s enough, even when it’s not.
When was the last time you asked yourself if you’re staying because you truly love that person, or because you’ve become so entangled in the years and memories together that it’s hard to imagine life without them? It’s difficult to walk away from something you’ve invested so much time in, but deep down, do you feel valued? Do you feel like you matter to them, not just in moments of convenience, but consistently, every single day? You deserve a love that makes you feel seen and heard, not a love that leaves you questioning your place in their heart.
You deserve a love that isn’t shy, a love that is proud to claim you no matter the fear or uncertainty. It’s not about perfection; it’s about authenticity. A love where they have the courage to show the world who you are to them, not in private, but in the open. You deserve someone who will stand tall, unafraid, and shout your name from the rooftops because they are proud of you and the life you share. You deserve a love that is sure, steady, and unwavering—not one that leaves you guessing.
— Abdullah
"She thought about it the other night. How you pushed her boundaries and tested her senses. She thought of how she got lost in you. And you in her. She thought about how often you called her 'beautiful' in between breaths, whimpers, and moans. She thought about how you made her body rise and fall like Roman ruins.
She thought about how you come up behind her, gently move her long hair over to the other side so you can kiss her neck. And she laughs to herself remembering she told you 'you can't kiss a girl's neck and not expect the sequence of events to start', jokingly. It makes you grin as you're kissing her.
She thought about how all her sadness, pain, and anxiety disappears when she's with you. And only with you. You awaken another side of what not many have seen, and only a few dabbed into. But with you, oh with you, she gives all of her. And you cherish that.
She thought about how you know her body more than anyone else. She thought about how she feels so complete when she's with you, and feels like something is missing when she's not. Then she thought about what you have planned for her next time, and she grins just imagining what you may come up with".
You're not grown until you know how to communicate, apologize, be truthful and accept accountability without blaming someone else.
Almost. It’s a big word for me. I feel it everywhere. Almost home. Almost happy. Almost changed. Almost, but not quite. not yet. Soon, maybe.
Being faithful in a relationship isn't just about staying out of someone else's bed.
It's way deeper than that.
It's the texts you don't send, the flirty conversations you don't entertain, and the decisions you make when no one's watching.
Being faithful isn't just about avoiding the act of cheating. It's about consciously removing yourself from any situation that could potentially blur the lines. It's about not seeking validation or attention from anyone outside the relationship. It's about not having anything on your phone that you wouldn't want your partner to see.
Being truly faithful is not just about physical monogamy. It's about
emotional integrity.
A story doesn't exist unless it's Told.
I hope you find someone who will understand your past traumas and give you constant reassurance that you're now trusting the right person. I hope you find someone who understand that you are not perfect but will never make you feel not enough. I hope you find a kind-hearted person. Someone who will speak kind words to you and will always respect you no matter what the situation is. I hope you find someone who knows exactly how to treat you right. Someone who will love you genuinely and will care for you like he's afraid to lose you.
I hope you find someone who can love you selflessly because not every one can love that way. Not every one is willing to sacrifice everything he has just to see you happy and not every one is willing to love you with everything he has. I hope you find a love that allows you to be happy and to be at peace because you deserve it after how many times of settling for less than what you deserve. And most importantly, I hope you find someone who will never give up on you and will never treat you poorly.
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(。・ω・。)つ━☆・*。
⊂ ノ ・゜+.
しーJ °。+ *´¨)
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𝒀𝒐𝒖 𝒂𝒓𝒆 𝒕𝒉𝒆 𝒔𝒕𝒐𝒓𝒚 𝒕𝒉𝒂𝒕 𝑰 𝒏𝒆𝒗𝒆𝒓 𝒘𝒂𝒏𝒕 𝒕𝒐 𝒆𝒏𝒅.
When you finally meet someone who tries their hardest to be with you regardless of how difficult you are, stay with them.
Stay with them because finding someone who is willing to be with you at all costs doesn’t happen every day.
"Secret&Seductions"
Forgive yourself for not knowing what you didn’t know before you learned it.
"Perhaps, somewhere, someday, at a less miserable time, we may see each other again" - Abdullah.
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