Reconnecting With My Room After Being Around Other People For Too Long

No matter how long I’ve been on edblr.

My brain will never be able to compute lbs to kgs.

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when i look at the scale i see 117lbs but when i look in the mirror i see 200

when @na is finally back and you go crazy again 🎀

yk the type of people i HATE and i mean HATE with a burning passion? the anti-ana mfs on tiktok. like yes, in THEORY i get what they're trying to do when they share the "bad parts of ana" like fainting and hair loss. i get they're trying to help but if anything it's doing the very opposite.

i know cannot be the only one who feels so invalidated by those types of tiktok's like, wym u lost ur period, mines still regluar??? organ failure, mine still work fine, atleast to my knowledge. all it does is motivate me to continue starving n restricting until i check ALL of the boxes.

but idk this is just my opinion lmk if u think differently or have something to add id love discussing it!

"losing weight will show you just how much weight you have to lose"

felt that one in my chest

Wanna be moots? X

<3

Sure!!!

Trying to spend less time mindlessly scrolling for thinspo and actually becoming the thinspo..

Going on nature walks. READING BOOKS AGAIN. Light stretches every time I think about it. Doing at home Pilates. Watching documentaries. Spending more time with family and friends.

ITS SO UNFAIR HOW SOME MEN HAVE THE SK1NN1EST FIGURE EVER AND THEN THEYRE OUT HERE GOING TO THE GYM TO MAKE THEMSELVES BIGGER???