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any extra lore on GhidoraStan64?

duh!! i love worldbuilding on the little things so lets get it !

- ren serizawa in the ghidorahs voice au attended an elitist tokyo school from the years 2006-2009, his father was a fairly public figure who often preached about balances long before the 2014 attack which resulted in ren having a big target on his back throughout his school days, already having few friends due to being reserved on top of now being bullied.

- ghidorastan64 wasn’t born until a particular incident involving one of rens peers going out of his way to put a salamander in his shoe, which can easily be considered the straw that broke the camels back.

- when ren got home that day, he did what any angry chronically online teenager in that era and beyond would do and created ‘ghidorastan64’ as a means to take out his frustration on others, its worth noting the internet was a very different place than it is today, with that being said, he frequently targeted monarch pages, pro titan pages, vivienne graham in particular, and later went on to troll real life lolcows such as chris chan.

- ren DID NOT know ghidorah was a real thing when he created the username, to him, it was an evil creature from mythology and he had no idea said creature would fuck him over.

- nowadays, the ghidorastan64 account became so infamous several people began to use the handle— this means ren wasn’t the only one trolling bernie and a few copycat trolls came along down the line. even nearly 20 years after the account was made, controller x!ren considers this his biggest secret and feels true fear whenever someone refers to him as ghidorastan64 as opposed to X.

after ghidorahs voice im defo writing a renfic that dabbles into body horror instead of psychological horror , anyway im updating my thangyu fic and ill prolly get to work on ghidorahs voice at some point

i finally got around to watching monarch ill see if i can fit them into ghidorahs voice

i promise one day im gonna fix all the typos in ghidorahs voice im rereading it and lordy why did nobody tell me..

600 hits omg omg i literally dont know how to thank yall, hopefully ghidorahs voice surpasses the mha wattpad fic i wrote pre quarantine that ended up getting 2k hits..

ghidorahs voice is so close to 500 hits its at 499 rn aaahhh im so grateful !!

I had this really crazy idea about GVK years after watching KOTM in theaters my brother told me this years ago before any trailers of GVK came out

He predicted years ago that Madison was gonna be the main villain of GVK and team up with someone like Walter to help her get rid of Godzilla with Kong & MechaGodzilla as a back up plan in case Kong lost against Godzilla but he soon goes rogue similar to the actual film leaving Madison horrified thinking she pulled the same stunt. Her mother did years ago, only with a giant statistic killing robot turning herself in to the police

I almost believed him since Maddie did lose her mother and brother due to Godzilla’s interference in 2014 & KOTM it would be interesting to see Mark defend Godzilla while his daughter utterly despises him holding him responsible for Emma’s horrific actions against Humanity

What do you think your thoughts would’ve been if this happened in the actual GVK and how would it affect Mark and Maddie’s relationship?

i think madison was better off as a one time character in KOTM just as the brodys were in 2014 and the returning characters could’ve been stanton, chen, and coleman, gvk already had 3 human villains and maia was the only one who posed a threat since all walter and ren did was manipulate nathan, disappear for the entire second act, and then not even bat an eye when the facility was snuck into. i think a villain madison would’ve been interesting since shes a teenager and teenagers get angry over small things that ultimately don’t matter in 5 years, but maybe for another film

im tryna take more gaps between releasing chapters for ghidorahs voice since its nearing the end and its only ab a month old— i wanna let the fic grow but i have sm muse so is there any questions hcs or extended content (that typa stuff) yall would want pls comment !

treat🍡

SUPER DEEP THANGYU ANALYSIS TRUST!! EP3 - EP5 ANALYZING [1/2]

EPISODE THREE first episode ok!! [actually ep 3],, namgyu has a very odd thing for skin-to-soin contact with thanos, he doesn't have a second thought when thanos touches his shoulder, though once thanos pulls away, he does stare at him for a few seconds (expectantly,), and then starts speaking to myunggi. he's analyzing and watches situations to see if anything goes further [when thanos first grabs myunggi, namgyu identifies it as thanos merely attempting to scare him and steps back, when thanos gets closer to myunggi attempting to intimdate him, there is no reaction from namgyu. Though he seems to recognize his connection with thanos to the point of knowing that he can verbally deescalate thanos + a little bit of 'friendly touch'] Namgyu appears mildly posessive/clingy towards Thanos, as when they leave, he ushers thanos to come with him [in the english dub, he addresses him directly]. Photo time! At around 15;10, onwards, Namgyu is standing a foot or two away from Thanos, but when people get closer to Thanos, his immediate reaction is to get closer [his expression changes when people start getting close to thanos, as he looks around], as they start flocking thanos, and namgyu goes a bit behind, his honest reaction is to be like 'hold on..!!' while jumping up and down [he jumps up and down when he either gets really nervous, or really happy ((ex, mingle))],, he uses it as a chance to get closer to thanos. he pushes out other people once thanos tells them to leave as well ['all right, lets go'], commanding them as if theres a chance they wouldnt leave [he wouldnt like if they didnt left.] i notice he doesnt smile in his photo, nervy little boy [or he cant smile without thanos, which is a possibility as all scenes of him smiling are with thanos.] , he also isnt the happiest when thanos pushes him out of the way for mina [he lets out a little '..what?' and his gaze follows thanos. He also Red light green light! The only game theyre not next to eachother. It's funny how they made an effort to make sure Namgyu looked annoyed at Thanos flirting with a girl [also, the 'i like YOU!!' and then cutting to namgyu is crazy.] him also being concerned about thanos shows how much he cares in a very odd way, as he doesnt show empathy for anyone else. EPISODE FOUR ,, not thanos scoping namgyu out and following him to harass myungi [i would too],, AND I NOTICE THIS. Thanos complains 'I LOST MONEY :(', and namgyu continues, but when he speaks, he goes. 'pay US back', which is fucking adorable holy shit?? thanos empathizes how he 'worked so hard for that!!' but he does care enough to also share with namgyu.. OHOH and whn myunggi beats thanos' ass, guess what the gayboy does.. runs to his side and goes 'GET OFF HIM!!', he does the same when inho. i mean youngil, is beating up thanos [yup, with him for the drugs. thats why he saved him even before knowing abt the drugs], also,, his dumbass stalkin thanos [[when he was in bed and peered over thanos]] OKAY!! game time. namgyu's jealous as looked so fucking pissed when thanos started talking to semi ,, and when strokin thanos didnt work he just became semi's number one hater. i deadass dont know why his clingyass bitchass gayass is so pissed that thanos is focusing on other people. throughout the intro of semi and minsu, he keeps tryna TOUCH THANOS!! he is. clingy towards thanos is a very, very odd manner. he just becomes so reliant o n him oh my god. leave thanos alone. idk theyre close in their own way. but during their pentathalon they are the only ones with their arms wrapped around eachother. he alwways flocks to thanos when he has a problem, [with semi, he looks towards him for like.

EP FIVE! namgyus psychotic i think abt that a lot idk whats wrong with him. also um, im like 100% sure thanos cant remember semis name and thats why he calls her 'senorita',, he assumes as theres 'minsu' and 'gyeongsu' that namgyu is 'namsu', and he just cant remember semis.. the lunch part is so silly.

namgyus ass is always starin. speaking of staring. not him starin at myunggis dick [[im fullyconvinced hes homosexual. NOT FOR MYUNGGI I HATE THAT SHIP. he just , liikes men.

i like to imagine they kissed in here

if Madison did inherit Ghidorah’s curse similar to Ren what would the relationship be?

how would Madison react when Ghidorah reveals himself to her what would the relationship be?

Since he did try to kill Madison in KOTM I can imagine him and his brother deciding to play some psychological horror tricks on her

Walter possibly surviving and framing Madison & monarch claiming they were responsible for mechagodzilla is awesome concept to show you just how smart Walter is and possibly leading to Madison and the others to get made fun of on SNL similar to ren

What would Ren be doing to get proof of Madison‘s ghidorah curse to Walter?

these are unique hypotheticals so let me dive in!

- i imagine madison would be way more resistant since as opposed to ren who has a similar dynamic to cletus and carnage, madison and ghidorah could have a similar dynamic to flash and (anti?) venom, idk i dont tap into that side of marvel much but what i mean is madison is an unwilling host

- i think madison would be more vocal ab what happened to her, ghidorah might js use her as a carrier to give him a more useful vessel since madison lacks the skill to achieve any of his goals

- i think if walter survived (say him and madison were standing on opposite sides of the control room in gvk) he would have a legitimate reason to hate titans since you didn’t state whether or not his daughter, maia survived i assume she didn’t and since he’s established as a powerful person where ‘no cost is too high for him’ he could prolly sue the living hell out of monarch and put them out of commission, if hes anything like real world billionaires who get so bored with their money they decide to buy their way into having their hands in politicians pockets, he could go as far as to throwing mark and friends behind bars, blaming bernie for mechagodzilla going rogue

- honestly, ren might not even be involved at all and could’ve went on to align himself with some other anti-titan organization, since he only saw simmons as a stepping stone, it can be assumed his loyalties did not lie w apex at all and he was only sticking around so he could personally kill godzilla, but since that failed, he could be elsewhere.

is Ren/x still considered human or is he fully Xillien now?

this is an interesting question and im happy to answer it! the answer is he’s something in between, i wouldn’t say he’s on the path to becoming an xilien but rather the first of a new species or sub species/cousin to the xiliens. while the xiliens in the ghidorahs voice universe are humans who mutated after the hiroshima bombing and had rapid-advancing technology, ren/x was first mutated by ghidorahs blessings (as he calls it), and possesses more electricity in his body than the average human or xilien, ghidorahs blessings gave him the abilities to telepathically communicate with ghidorah and electrokinesis, however, upon declaring himself X and further mutating, he gained telepathy as a whole, telekinesis, energy projection, command over xiliens & their monsters. he doesn’t quite have the resistance xiliens have, but his immune system is much better, as many humans had collapsed upon breathing in hedorah’s fumes, all ren/x did was burst into a coughing fit— which frustrated him because it reminded him he wasn’t quite finished shedding his humanity, but also gave him hope he would eventually not be human entirely. with that being said, chapter 29 is out !

happy one month birthday to ghidorahs voice !

chapter 2 is out if yall havent read already !! pls chirp up ideas on who to make the embodiment of life

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63380905/chapters/162385135

my passion project turns 1 month old tomorrow

sooo heres some more not nessacairly organized notes for the ghidorahs voice universe!!

- (pre gvk) mira used to leave sticky notes with sweet msgs in rens lab since their hours were different, he pretended to find it annoying but kept them everytime 😭

- its not a fic of mine if there arent lgbtq characters soo.. ghidorah as a whole is aroace, he’s too evil to feel love and would only be with someone if he had something to gain from it, ren/x is demiromantic (meaning he rarely feels romantic attraction, and when he does, its because the relationship started as a friendship), maia is omnisexual with a female lean, rodan and gigan are gay, ill go on to edit this laterr

- ghidorah recognizes they hit a jackpot with ren, its not everyday someone with bordering genius intellect hellbent on revenge on your ancient rival who you also despite willingly dawns a helmet establishing a connection with your brains. ghidorah felt a lot of glee when their unwilling puppet turned out to be probably the most capable person of building them a new body in addition to hating the same lizard they do, meaning they could capitalize on his hatred and bring him closer to them out of desperation.

- in all actuality, ren/x didn’t escape the courtroom in chapter 8, he was hauled off to a jail under monarchs supervision without any problems, fleeing the courtroom, going to bernie for help, and being cornered by a demonic manifestation of himself in 2024 was all a hallucination induced by ghidorah. the demonic manifestation saying ‘we’ve been waiting for you for such a long time’ represents how ghidorah was trapped with ren in the three year coma, waiting for him to claw his way out. 2024 ren as a whole represents the last time ren serizawa was alone in his own head, the neurolink helmet showcasing how he welcomed ghidorah with open arms, intentionally or not, ghidorah is inside him now.

- since i took inspiration from princess burn from wings of fire when expanding upon ni’s personality, he has an odd fasinication with all things dead and instincts on keeping sans several severed heads, which creeps the hell out of san, but ni considers it the only leverage against san since san makes it his mission to piss ni off and get him off task.

- when creating sans personality, one of the points i made was to NOT downplay the fact he willingly attempted to destroy the world. i feel when writers baby san, it takes away from the fact ghidorah represents satan in a lot of ways and this is godzillas greatest rival we’re talking about, im not gonna tell others how to write san since its fiction and at the end of the day its not a huge deal, but sans main inspiration is agatha harkness— he thrives on deception, putting on a charismatic front that ichi and ni lack to make himself seem almost likeable, but it pisses him off royally when others dub him the nice head as it makes him feel inferior to ichi and ni.

- ichi is well aware ni wants to usurp him and often eggs ni on just to see if he’d ever grow the balls to try, on the topic of ichi, he is the mastermind behind ghidorahs schemes and personally gave san the task to run mechagodzilla as a means to ‘redeem himself’ since ichi wanted someone to blame for their loss (his ego cant COMPREHEND the idea it was his own fault, however he also learned from his mistakes and knows to take out humanity before facing godzilla) but at the end of the day, ichi knew mechagodzilla would fail and it was more of an intimidation display than anything else, sort of to let godzilla know ‘hey, you didnt kill us and you wont, the devil doesnt die’

- i’ve seen a lot of people headcanon ren had a rebellious phase in his youth and i wanna say that does NOT apply to my take on ren, yall, piloting mechagodzilla and becoming anti-titan IS his rebellion against ishiro 😭 schools in japan are strict and dont even allow students to get piercings to put that into perspective, my take on ren spent his school years coloring in the lines and being rather reserved, isolating himself and channeling his time into expanding his engineering skills to impress ishiro, the most rebellious thing he ever did was take out his frustrations from being bullied FOR BEING ishiros son at school into becoming an internet troll, which in the late 2000s was just for chronically online teenagers. while on the topic of rens high school years, i imagine he ran his schools robotics team like the navy 💀

- in the gvk artbook, we see ren wearing a lot of black was intentional and meant to convey the mystery of his character

with that being said, i carried gvks fashion storytelling into ghidorahs voice, i imagine as ghidorah continued to corrupt ren and strip him of any options or ways out, his attire progressively gains more gold accents such as gold jewerly, black w/ gold, and by the time he declared himself X, i imagine his attire looked a lot like the original controller X in final wars, but instead of the blue and black we see, its gold and black.

- the idea of the public turning its back on ren before court trials even began sort of parallels the fandoms opinion on him without even reading the novel 💀 they literally HATE him because they cant stand the idea that ishiro was a shit dad and js shitty to ren overall, imagine in addition to ur dad dying for a random monster, he adopted some random british girl long before that and you hear people going ‘theres no serizawa without graham haha!’ yeah there’s rlly no wonder he became a villain LMAO

- in some ways, ishiro is the overaching antagonist of ghidorahs voice since this is ren/X’s story i’m telling, its mostly told through his perspective so his worldviews determine who the protagonists and antagonists are.

- anywayyy with that being said here are the playlists i made for some of the characters and their dynamics

hiiiii i know i said i wanted to write a thangyu outbreak au but i noticed that concept had already been done so instead i wrote an au where nam-gyu is the embodiment of death ! give it a readd

https://archiveofourown.org/works/63380905/chapters/162385135

Hi! Do you have any incorrect quotes or clips that remind you of Ghidorah's voice(s)??

LMAOOO yes i do

chapter 20: in the HEAV

nathan: alright listen up, once we find the ghidorah skull we gotta torch the place and get out!

jia *coughs and signs*: dude, ren, can you not smoke in the HEAV?

controller x!ren *signs and says verbally*: you cant tell me what to do, who elected you the mayor of meeee?

nathan: put it out, ren, its annoying everybody!

controller x!ren: god, you guys are so lame! and if you want my help you better all stop calling me ren

raymond: …thats your name, isnt it?

controller x!ren: thats the name my stupid parents gave me! i like to be called by my xilien name, X.

ilene, maia, bernie, raymond, and nathan in unison: oh god

i hate you for what you did and i miss you like a little kid

the way you characterize ghidorah holds a really special place in my heart and reading him in ur story is such a goddamn treat and it makes me so fucking happy finally reading someone's take on San and making him...seem in character and not infantlizing the fuck out of him and shit 😭

but like I was saying, your Ghidorah interpretation is extremely good and I love it a lot (especially Ichi cuz hahahaha he's a character extremely special to me and ermmmm don't look at my banner) LMFAOO anyways I love it and I look forward to reading more of the way you write him in Ghidorah's Voice or any future writings!! I love it and keep it up, your writing is really damn good!!

Have a nice break and happy birthday!!! have a great birthday!!!!!

(SIDE NOTE BUT HIM BEING A CLOSE VOICE CLAIM FOR GHIDORAH IS???? SO PEAK??????? DUDE. FUCK YES)

THANKKK YOUU SO MUCH! im glad u like my take on san since one of the points i made when writing this was to ensure he wasn’t clueless or caring, hes heartless 😭 i made him more of a comical and less serious villain but he’s still a villain! i couldnt be happier that u like ichi as well, hes fun to write! the compliments on my writing and takes on ghidorah mean a lot so thanks soo much :)) thankk youu!!

29 chapters are out so farrrr!

https://archiveofourown.org/works/62545903/chapters/160084237

gonna take a week off from ghidorahs voice since i wanna give the fic time to grow while its ongoing and my birthdays tm

do you have any hcs for the three Ghidorah heads?

i know you only asked ab the ghidorah heads but i’ve been dying for a ghidorahs voice hc dump so im taking this as ‘do you have any headcanons for ghidorahs voice?’ which i do!

- since ghidorahs roar is more of a high-pitched screech or cackle, i’ve always imagined his voice was high pitched and bordered on feminine with a demonic edge, so i’d say he sounds like ‘HIM’ from powerpuff girls, obviously ichi ni and san have slightly different voices but HIM is the closest i could find.

- ghidorah saw all 33 years of rens life play out while in the coma as if it were a movie, meaning they saw lots of unpleasant things they’d rather not see (interpret this how you will)

- ichi actually isn’t the best at combat, obviously hes ghidorah and can fight, but he’s much more gifted in psychological torment and usually says something to get under his enemies skin AND THEN going for the kill after stunning them.

- additionally, ichi pays attention very heavily to body language, he’s learned lots of sign of human nervousness and human body language in general from the three years he spent in a comatose rens mind, going through his memories.

- ni has always wanted to usurp ichi, he just knows ichi is way smarter than him and is uncertain on whether san would be on board. ~~possible au where ni and san successfully erase ichi’s consciousness and instead have ren/x upload his consciousness to mecha king ghidorahs middle head.. making ren the cady haron to ichis regina george LMAO~~

- that being said, i’ve always liked the idea of ni being the henchman whos objectively more evil than their superior, ni is the best fighter out of the three and though he believes they would’ve killed godzilla in round one under their leadership, ni lacks the critical thinking to plan attacks and is a very ‘claws on’ kinda guy so he wouldn’t want to waste time planning.

- san is big on theatrics and dramatics so while in rens body, he often drags his trenchcoat as if it were a cape.

- san is more mockingly curious than genuinely curious abt human life, like the tags of ghidorahs voice states, he is __just__ as much of a villain as his brothers, the three of them are simply different villain archtypes who hate eachother and wouldn’t work together if they weren’t attached to the same body.

- ghidorastan64 was one of the chris chan trolls, i got this idea because i watch chris chan documentaries while writing 💀

- hate isnt a strong enough word to describe how ren/X feels about vivienne graham and godzilla— for the same reason, might i add! he feels they stole ishiros time and attention from him.

- ren/X views ghidorah as a sensei figure of sorts, he believed ghidorah saved his life and would’ve died from electrocution in 2024 if it weren’t for ghidorahs interference and since ghidorah has unintentionally shown more and pride interest in his accomplishments than ishiro has, ren/X may even go as far as to viewing ghidorah as a father figure, though he still deems ishiro irreplaceable, ghidorah is a close second.

- that being said, the father/son affections are completely onesided and all three heads of ghidorah view ren/x as a desperate puppet, a means to an end— they capitalize on his hatred for godzilla and overall mean spirited nature to mold him into the perfect lapdog.

I have a really cool idea for a fanfic during the event of GVK After you’re done with ghidorah’s voice

While Madison and Josh have conversation with Bernie in the bar, Hayworth is waiting outside ready to capture the Titan truth speaker Josh and Madison, heads outside to start up the truck, but she is soon captured and Josh is killed by Hayworth showing us he’s not screwing around

Bernie watches from afar in horror as Madison is taken away by Hayworth accidentally, leaving her phone behind Bernie call’s Mark Russell on her phone but the conference was very tense with Mark holding Bernie accountable for Madison’s kidnapping but Bernie explain’s that Madison‘s life is in danger He’s willing to take responsibility but for now they have to save her so mark reluctantly agrees and join’s Bernie to rescue Madison and expose Apex

i believe there wass a bar scene that ultimately didnt make the cut in gvk..

hiiiii

first I wanted to know where u got all ur ideas from ! or comparisons of characters from other media that you have

what's your favorite chapter so far?

whats your second favourite kaiju in the storyline?

will godzilla fight?

do you plan on giving Ren more flashbacks to his mother?

will Ren die?

i love all these questions so lets begin !!

as stated before, i got the idea to write a possessed ren story when i noticed the sheer lack of others exploring this concept. for early chapters, i took inspiration from horror movies such as smile 2 and the lazarus effect, as the story progresses, i also used elements from biblical horror such as the antichrist.

i have a bunch of comparisons so lets get itt! i didnt have to develop a lot of the characters but mira is inspired by my two favorite adaptions of mary-jane watson, her introduction in the 60s before being destroyed by bad writing and her mcu counterpart, as well as being an obvious nod to emiko yamane from the original ‘54 film. san is based off comedic villains such as agatha harkness and the joker, ni takes strongly after princess burn from wings of fire and i’ve been pretty into squid game lately so nam-gyu/player 124 as well, naturally, since ni takes after princess burn, ichi takes after princess blister and dr doom, but i’d argue ichi is worse than doom as ichi literally wants to burn the world, doom has been told by the panther god the world will be a better place ruled by him.

my favorite chapter is tied between chapter 8 and chapter 16, i love the scene in chapter 8 where ren is forced to confront a demonic hallucination of his past self but i also love when he finally realizes he has to take a different approach and abandons not only his identity but his humanity and dawns the title of X.

my second favorite kaiju is tied between gigan, spacegodzilla, and bio!maddie. its difficult to choose when i’ve had a lot of fun writing them but i like them more than the pre established mv titans since theres more i can do wo asking myself ‘would blank *really* do this?’

yes! godzilla has already fought kiryu and is getting ready to confront ghidorah in the next chapter.

since mrs. serizawa isnt all that important to his motivations, probably not, we just saw her in chapter 27 and controller x!ren could care less abt anything from his human life.

ren is already dead, silly! theres only X now

“I’m a writer” I mumble to myself as I type “what defines a war crime” into the google search bar

and js as i refreshed its at 500 i literally cannot thank yall enough !

ghidorahs voice is so close to 500 hits its at 499 rn aaahhh im so grateful !!

ghidorahs voice is so close to 500 hits its at 499 rn aaahhh im so grateful !!

ghidorahs voice got 453 hits wow im moving to la to start my life as a celebrity

heard on ao3 you plan on doing another Ghidorah’s voice what if with Madison inheriting Ghidorah’s curse which I’m really excited about since Ghidorah’s voice is an unexpected masterpiece of Godzilla media

I could definitely see Ghidorah and Madison’s shared psyche being more like Dr. Jekyll, & Mr. Hyde so when Ghidorah takes over he decides to have fun with Madison’s body, taking it on a rampage similar to let’s say in Hulk 2003 during with Bruce his first transformation or electro’s awakening in amazing Spider-Man 2

There could be some really awesome imagery with lightning bursting out of Madison with ghidorah taking over

first off, thank uuu so much for complimenting ghidorahs voice im so glad u like it :)

second off, maddie being possessed by ghidorah rather than ren would be interesting but now that i think of it i once im done w ghidorahs voice i prolly wont be on the fanfic scene since in addition to ghidorahs voice i own a discord rp server that i need to keep alive and since im writing anywhere between 3k and 7k words per chapter i find myself too burnt out to reply on disc which is smth i def wanna fix. back to the topic on hand, i’d encourage others to take inspo on ghidorahs voice and write their own take, of course, maddie is a more trusted individual than ren so i think others would believe her and she’d also be more willing to accept help (ren wasnt willing to accept bernies help when he couldve been saved), ren has a lot more hate in his heart than maddie does for ghidorah to feed off of, and ren already hated godzilla for his lifelong issues w/ his father, however, i dont see ghidorah having much use for maddie since as smart as she is, ren has access to technology and is obviously brilliant as we saw in gvk, that ultimately resulted in mecha king ghidorah but i dont think maddie would be capable of building mkg, and with ren going on to become controller X, i dont think maddie would stoop that low.

at the end of the day, i do encourage others to explore this idea since i have a lot on my plate writing wise 💀💀

can whoever sent a question send it again i think i fucked it up LMAO