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Summary: In order to learn magic, Thor invites you to stay in Asgard for a while, offering his brother Loki to be your teacher.
Pairing: Loki x reader
Word Count: 3,768
Warnings: mentions of anxiety and PTSD
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Your first thought when you landed in Asgard was that you could never live in a place like that.Â
It wasnât a matter of whether you wanted to or not. You definitely did. But something told you that you didnât belong in Asgard. The place was everything you had seen in fantasy movies and imagined when you read fictional books. Even though you were there now, Asgardâs golden castle was shining almost blindingly in the sunlight, just a little ways away from you, and you still couldnât digest the fact that it was real. It seemed almost too good to be true. And someone like you couldnât live in a place as grand as this. You were barely visible on Earth. You would drown in Asgard.Â
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SO CUTE! SO CUTE! SO CUTE!
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Words:Â 2.620 words
Type:Â Fluff
Summary: You, Billy (and your 2 kids) go back to Hawkins for a high school reunion.
Warning: English is not my first language. Swearing. Mentions of Abuse. Sorry if I misspelled something.
Part 1Â Â Â Part 2
A/n: Gifâs not mine :)
Y/D/N - Your daughterâs name
Y/S/N - Your sonâs name
Billy wakes up from his peaceful sleep with sounds of a struggling child next to him. He opens his eyes and automatically turns on the light of the nightstand. The cutest sight appears in front of his eyes, his daughter trying to climb the bed that heâs in.
âWhat are you doing, princess?â Billy whispers and his daughter jumps in her tiny feet.
Billy doesnât even know how she got scared since he even turned on the lights, but he still laughed.
âUp, Daddyâ The kid says with her arms up in his direction, opening and closing her fists.
Billy unwraps his arm from around your shoulders and you just move a bit closer to his chest. He picks Y/D/N up from the ground and she sits down in front of him, with her hair looking like a birdâs nest and her face swollen from sleeping.
âI had nightmare, daddyâ She whispers and Billy gives her a small smile.
âWhat was it about?â Billy whispers at her.
âAbout you and mommyâ She whispers as a little pout started forming in her lips. âIn my dream, you and mommy disappeared in beachâ She says with her messy English as her eyes fill in with tears.
âOh, princessâ Billy says while pulling her close to him.
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This sounds really awesome
Pairing: Steve Harrington X Reader X Billy Hargrove
Begins in Season 2.
Summary: You thought you escaped the world of science experiments and torture when you walk out of that lab. However, high school has other plans, somehow you end up as unlikely friends and love interests to the two most desired boys in school. Not to mention monsters from another dimension and a little girl named El from your past that just wonât seem to leave you alone. Maybe that lab wasnât as bad as you thought, at least there people left you alone.Â
Chapter 1: The Odd Day
At age five you could read minds.
By the age of six years old you had already learned how to deceive the men working for the lab. Nobody would ever suspect a small child learning such a thing and yet you were no ordinary child.Â
By age seven you had learned how to manipulate the minds of the men around you with a few words.
By age eight they had caught onto what you were doing and made it so you couldnât talk. You knew you had to be smarter and sneakier.
By age nine you figured out you could make them bend to your will with a touch. Nobody touches you anymore.
By ten you could make them bend to your will with a thought if you concentrated hard enough.
By eleven you knew you had to make them forget.
It took three whole years.
At age fourteen, you made them forget. Then you disappeared.
The man is in his 40s and balding with a round belly and white lab coat. You gaze at him almost in boredom as he deletes your files from the computer and the surveillance footage. You had been eating away at every mind in the facility for the past few weeks. Your plan is foolproof. When he is finished you know you need to do one more thing. You have him lead you to Martin Brenner. You follow him into the room before you make the man before you collapse into an unconscious state. Brenner gets up at the sudden disturbance and gazes at you in shock. You tilt your head in contemplation before you open your hand indicating you want the file. You watch as his eyes glaze over and he reaches in his desk for your file.Â
He goes to hand you the file and you grasp his hand making the man freeze.
âYou are to forget me. You will never think of me again. You will forever leave me alone.â
You turn on your heel and walk away. After years of reading the minds of the workers and studying their every move within the lab you knew your way out. For a moment, guilt washes over you as you hear the forlorn yells a little girl as she screamed for her âPapa.â That man is not her papa and you want to take her with you, as bad as it is in here, you know little of out there and that world is no place for a child of ten.Â
You do a sweep of the lab making sure you havenât forgotten anything. The gloves they forced onto you in order to control you, now just help you not to leave any traces behind. When you get to the guards you have them wipe all the new surveillance footage before you wipe their minds and walk casually out of the gates and into the forest.
You understand the concept of family. You had seen them in the minds of the men. You saw happiness and love in family. You saw safety and security.Â
You walk through the woods until you get to a road. Since you donât have a car you just start walking.Â
You arenât sure how much time has passed when a car comes speeding toward you but youâre surprised when a familiar face is staring back at you. Melanie Summers is a labtech at the facility and someone whose memory you had a harder time of erasing.Â
âGet in,â She says with finality.Â
You regard her for a moment and wonder if you should trust her. A gentle probe of her mind and you know.
You get into the car and she rushes off down the road.Â
âI canât believe you actually made it outâŠ.â she says more to herself than you, âHow did you do it?â
You regard her silently for a moment. You had spent years muzzled like a rabid animal so you couldnât speak. They didnât talk to you. Melanie had been the only one to treat you like a person. She had lost a child and apparently you reminded her of her daughter.Â
âI plan for long time.â
She nods in understanding, âWhere are you going to go?â
âAnywhere that is not there.â
Talking hurts too much so the next time she asks a question you just shrug your shoulders. Perhaps you should be more grateful to this woman who is risking her life to help you, or maybe you should leave and never return. âIâll stay with her until I know where to go, then Iâll leaveâŠâ
That had been the plan anyway. That had been three years ago now and now high school almost made you want to go back to the lab. Teenagers are cruel and your odd mannerisms had made you quite the target for snide remarks and judgement. Imagine going to high school and knowing exactly what everyone thinks about you.Â
Mostly echoes of âfreakâ or âweirdoâ haunt your mind through every interaction. Every minute thing about your appearance and mannerisms to the fact that you are smart attracted the disdain of your peers.
You had somehow garnered teachers pet status due to your intelligence and your boredom. Well, perhaps not that last bitâŠ
This is why you get paired up with Steve âThe Hairâ Harrington in your science class. This makes you want to actually poke your eyes out with a spork. The plastic ones from the cafeteria⊠spork.Â
You heave a sigh as you glance to your right and roll your eyes at the male sitting next to you as he tries to balance a pencil on his upper lip.Â
âSo what are we doing?â He asks eventually when you donât offer to speak to him.Â
You turn and look over at him before you shrug and continue to look through your science book.Â
âGreat⊠I got stuck with the freak⊠I hope she doesnât go all Carrie on everyoneâŠâÂ
You heave another sigh at the thought that drifts from his mind. You shake the thought away as you turn from him and gaze out the window. You open your science book to a page about chemical reactions and slide it over to him.Â
âIâll handle it,â you say with finality before you close the book and stuff in your bag a moment before the bell rings.Â
âLike hell am I babysitting this overgrown child,â you think to yourself as you get up and walk away. You ignore him as he shouts after you.Â
âLook,â Steve says as he goes to grab your shoulder.Â
You whip around and throw his hand off of you.Â
âDonât touch me.â
He holds his hands up as he takes a step back, âwhoa⊠sorry⊠I just wanted to tell you I want to help.â
You regard him quietly for a moment, âif thatâs what you wish.â
âUhh it is?â He calls as he falls into step next to you.Â
You just nod in acceptance.
âWe should probably meet up then? You could come over and we could do the project at my place?â
You can practically feel the wince at the suggestion.
You just nod once again, âokay.â
âOkay cool⊠well⊠Iâll see you soon.â
You nod and watch as he rushes off down the hallway.Â
You make your way to your next class quietly and feel a frown as the voices of the new student, Billy, and his cronies Tommy and Carol meet your ears. Billy hadnât bothered with you, but Tommy and Carol love to make comments and shoulder check you as you walk down the hallways. Even better if you are holding books to knock from your hands. You had thought of using your powers on them multiple times, but you knew that while in Hawkins staying as far below the radar as you can is important.
âBilly! I donât think youâve met this⊠freak yet have you?â Tommy yells loud enough for you to hear as you go to pass them. Tommy makes it a point to step directly in your path. You regard him cooly for a moment before you make to get around him. You can see Billy out of the corner of your eyes watching the event unfold. Sure heâs handsome but his mind is angry. You made it a point to stay as far out of it as you could. Nothing good ever comes from minds like his.
You gaze back at Tommy in abject boredom and you make to get around him again.Â
âWhere do you think youâre going?â questions Carol in her shrill voice as she walks up to you.Â
You turn towards her voice, âAway from you.â
You smirk at the outrage on her face as you attempt to get around the pair a second time.Â
âWhat was th-â
âLet her pass,â A deep velvety voice cuts off Tommy.
The duo turn to regard their companion in confusion, âBut Billy!â
âI saidâŠâ he says as his voice drops dangerously low, âLet her pass.â
You regard him in confusion as the words âfucking asshole,â floats across his mind.Â
âThank youâŠâ you say softly.Â
He turns and nods at you as he continues to stare the other two down. You donât stick around to see what happens next. You donât question why, Billy Hargrove, the guy who seems hell bent on making Steveâs life a living nightmare would be nice to you. Then again, you arenât the biggest fan of Steve Harrington anyway. He may be nicer now that he is dating Nancy Wheeler, but that doesnât erase the past.Â
You put the two males from your mind as you make your way to your final class of the day. Billy walks in a few moments before the bell and takes a seat in the back closest to the door. His gaze shows his boredom as he regards the English class with minimum attention. You donât pay much mind to him and when class is over you head for the door.Â
You are almost home free when you hear your name being called by none other than Steve Harrington.Â
âSoâŠ. Would you be free this weekend to work on our project?â
âWhy are you so excited about this?â you finally ask after a moment of being confused by the maleâs presence.Â
âIâm⊠not doing so hot in science and I need a good gradeâŠ. This is like what? Thirty percent of our grade? I figured this would helpâŠâ
You just nod in understanding, âWe can work on it this weekend.âÂ
You say nothing more on the matter as you walk away from him.Â
âOk! Bye!â he yells after you, his discomfort obvious.Â
You just hold your hand up to signal you heard him.Â
You get out the doors in enough time to watch Billy peel out of the parking lot. You contemplate for a moment the fact that he had been somewhat decent to you today, but donât dwell on it long. The walk back to your house is odd to say the least. You notice an odd group of kids speeding past you on their bikes. One child in particular catches your attention.Â
âIt must be nothing⊠surely itâs nothing⊠itâs not backâŠheâs-â
Panic rolls around inside of his brain and as you regard him, you feel a presence you havenât felt in 3 years. The hairs on the back of your neck stand on end and you resume your casual walk home, but this time just a little bit faster than before.
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shiro and matt calling each other by their actual names is my new religion
Tilda Swinton risked arrest waving a rainbow flag in front of the Kremlin in violation of Russiaâs new homosexual propaganda bill. And she wants everyone who can to reblog it in solidarity.
Guys please reblog this, it wonât ruin your blog, this is important
So Iâm sitting here in my livingroom with knots in my stomach because Iâm coming to the realization that I have to go to a party in less than 3 hours and boi Iâm anxious
God I really love this series I canât wait to read more.Â
Part 11
Warning: language, anxiety, fluffÂ
Summary: After four years of being tortured by hydra, you were finally back, yours powers stronger than ever. But that was not all.
Word Count: 5.9K
A/N: If you havenât noticed yet, but I donât really read over these, so its unedited. I sometimes read them like a day or two later and edit them, so sorry if some stuff sound weird. But I hope you enjoy it!Â
(gif not related to story, just really love it and wanted to post it.)
You couldnât sleep all week. The nightmares returning, the yelling and sweateness and panting. You couldnât sleep anymore. Because Peter wasnât holding you. Yes that sounds pathetic and weak, but you had to admit it. Peter made you feel safe, and safe is sleep. But this was all mostly your fault. You avoided Peter at all costs. You trained on different times, telling Steve you had a lot of work and couldnât do it at your usually time. Steve obviously changed it, making you feel as comfortable as possible. You went to the library during lunch, MJ usually tagged along, not wanting to spend the whole lunch with just the guys. You avoided Peters faze during the classes you had with him. Thank god MJ was your lab partner.
But soon enough, Friday came rolling around.
âHey, so we still on at your place?â Ned says as you and him walked down the halls to your locker.
âMy place?â You say forgetting you had asked them to come over.
âYea, you said on Monday that movie night was gonna be at your place. Unless you donât want to-â Ned says seeming a little disappointed, he really wanted to see the conpound.
âOh yea yea, no itâs still at my place,â you said, âum is-is uh Peter coming,â you quietly said as you closed your locker.
âYea pretty sure!â Ned says happily. âIâm just gonna stop at my house and Iâll be at your place at 6!â Ned says jogging off.
FUCKKKKKKKK, what are you gonna do now???? You had successfully avoided Peter, but now, NOW heâs coming and you will have to face him, be in the same room as him. What are you suppose to say? Sorry I walked in on you jacking off, it really turned me on?! Like the fuck?
You race over to the compound as the million of scenarios flipped through your mind. You could always cancel? But that would be mean, they were really excited to come. Fuckfuckfuckfuckfuckkkk
You walk into the compound, finding your Dad and Rhodey talking in the kitchen. âHey, dad.â You say dropping your bag down and sitting on the stole next to the counter. âI have some friends coming over in a few minutes, please donât bother us with you stories and tech, I donât need you showboating.â You say taking a bite of your apple.
Tony gives you an offended look, âHeyyyyy, I thought you liked my stories!â
You roll your eyes, âI do the first time, not the other thirty times.â You say. âAnd theyâll most likely want a tour, so Iâm also gonna do that, so donât freak out when you see some teenagers walking around.
âYea ok, just donât let them touch anything, I donât need another teenager breaking a suit,â he says eyeing you down.
âHey! That was one time!â You say as your dad rolls his eyes and continues his conversation with Rhodey.
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Ned was the first to arrive, not wanting to be late and missing out on anything. Mj and Fladh came at the same time, greeting you with a hug. Flash tried to contain his excitement, but you could see right through him.
âSo you guys wanna your?â You say as they all stood up in amazement.
âYea!â They all yell.
âShouldnât we wait for Peter though?â Mj says, following you down the hall.
âOh um he knows his place around.â You say trying to sound calm. Because anytime someone brought up Peter, all you could see was his hand working on his throbbing, hot, long cock- stop, not now Y/N
You first show them the lab, they look at the equipment and technology in amazement, Bruce gives you a strange look before you smile and wave your hand at him. âIs that the HULK!â Flash says a little to excitedly.
You let out a small chuckle, âYea, but he goes by Bruce here.â You say as Flashâs face reddens a bit. You continue to show them around, leading them to the hallways of bedrooms, passing by Sam and Bucky, earning gasps from Ned and Flash, MJ knew how to keep her cool. âAnd lastly the training room,â You say opening the doors to the training room taking a step inside. They all did a 360 turn, looking at every angle in the room. Ned stops facing a wall, as he brought his hand up and pointed in that direction.
âWhat happened there?â He said, you turn to see what heâs pointing at, your face falls blank as you stare at the whole in the wall, it was slowly being rebuilt. You stare at it for a little too long, making your friends give you a questioning look.
âY/N? You ok?â Mj says, as she reached to touch your shoulder. You quickly snap out of your state and shKe your head. You turn giving them a forced smile.
âY-yea, everythingâs fine. Someone just had an accident and the wall was the victim.â You say walking towards the door. âSo, wanna watch the movie now?â They all turn giving each other looks of confusion, but nod there heads following you out the door to the common room.
About thirty minutes passed until Peter finally came. âSorry Iâm late, I just hadâŠsome things.â He says dropping his bag to the side of the couch.
âItâs fine, weâre only a few minutes into the movie.â Ned says not taking his eyes off the tv. You and MJ snuggled under a fluffy blanket on the couch. Ned sat cris-crossed on the floor in front of the couch with a bowl of popcorn in his lap, and Flash laid next to him, occasionally reaching to get popcorn.
âCoolâŠwhat movie is this?â He says looking at the tv screen trying to figure out what movie it is.
âRobin Hood.â Mj answers.
âRobin Hood?â Peter repeats, the movie just came out yesterday, how did you get it?
âYea! Tony Stark was sitting here when we came and said that he gets it early because he liked Robin Hood, then he told us a really cool story about one of his huge Halloween parties and he went as Robin Hood.â Ned says enthusiastically, as you rolled your eyes teasingly.
âNice,â Peter says, as he casually takes a seat on the couchâŠnext to you. The common room was pretty big, there was more than one couch in the room, but nope. He decides to sit in the same one your sitting on, only about three inches away.
You felt your heart picking up, you tried focusing on the movie, (it was actually really good so far, damn Taron Everton is hot af) but you couldnât help your gaze slip a little, looking at Peters profile. Peter also couldnât help but take a few glances at you here and there. He couldnât stop thinking about, you were the only thing he was thinking about. Why werenât you talking to him? Had he done something wrong?
When your eyes move to take another sneak peak at Peter, his eyes were already on you. You both lock eyes, just staring deep into the other eyes. Peter watched as your eyes sparkled even in the dark and you watched as his chocolate brown eyes stared back at yours. And thatâs when it came back. The water in his hair, the curls sticking to his forehead. His lips between his teeth, the few moans that left his lips-
You quickly got up from your seat on the couch, making Mj shift her whole position because her head was resting on your shoulder, âI-Iâm j-just g-gonna go to theâŠbathroom.â You say, Mj surprised at your sudden moves. You quickly make your way out of the common room, as you walked down the hall until you were in a corner. You lean your forehead against the wall, as you hand came up to touch the wall for support. You stayed there until your breathing calmed. But it soon picked up when you felt a hand on your shoulder. You quickly turn around taking ahold of the persons wrist twisting there hand around their back as you pushed them against the wall.
âItâs just me man,â Peter says his words a little muffled because his face was smooshed against the wall. You quickly retract your hand as you take a step back.
âS-sorry.â You say looking down at the ground.
âAre you okay?â Peter says taking a step forward.
âY-yea always.â You say forcing smile out.
âUm- y-youâve been avoiding me?â Peter says rubbing the back of his head.
âW-what pffffffft no, I-Iâve just been uh busy.â You say rocking back and forth on your heels.
âBusy? Since when are you to busy to say hi?â Peter says, his voice a little hurt that your lying to him because he knows when your lying.
âIâve just been busy Peter, ok, just leave me alone.â You snap at him. Why is this so difficult! Just tell him how you feel, stop hiding! Why did you have to yell at him? FUCK.
âFine,â Peter says rolling his eyes and going back to the common room. He doesnât know what he did to upset you, but he wasnât gonna stand there and get yelled at  and if you wanted to be left alone, then heâll go, you know where to find him.
You wait a few minutes until you go back. When you enter you see that no one has moved from there seats, except Peter. He wasnât there. âUm hey, uh- w-whereâs Peter?â You ask.
âOh he said May needed him back home for something, he said heâll see us on the field trip on Monday.â Ned answers.
âField trip?â What field trip???
âRemember the Decathlon field trip on Monday. Weâre going to DC again.â Mj answers looking at you strangely. âY/N are you okay?â
You look down at at Mj, moving over to sit next to her. âYea Iâm fine, it just slipped from my brain.â
âYour still coming though?â Ned says turning around to face you, Flash does the same.
âYou have to come, if we win this weâre gonna go to finals and we need you!â Flash says.
âYea Iâm coming, donât worry.â They all nodded their heads in response, turning there attention back to the movie.
For the rest of the time, you couldnât focus on the movie. Why? Peterâs why. Why did he have to be so cute? Why did he have to be so nice, so caring, so sweet, so, soâŠso Peter! It was unfair, should you tell him how you feel? No! You canât, it would just complicate things. And besides if you did, you would just hurt him. Thatâs all you are, you are dangerous. People canât come too close to you because youâll just end up killing them. Your not going to let Peter end up the way Wade did.
Flash drove Ned and Mj home after the movie. It was actually a nice night, besides the whole Peter thing, which was still on your mind, it was nice. You close the door, as the car leaves. You made your way back to the common room, laying back down on the stack of blankets.
âHey kid,â Bucky says taking a seat by your head. You make room for him, laying your head down on his lap. Bucky brought his hand up to play with your hair as you let out an annoyed grunt. Not because of Bucky. âWhatâs wrong?â Bucky asks, as he continued to stroke your hair.
âEverything! Everything is just ughhhh.â you say closing your eyes in frustration.
âWas the movie not good?â Bucky asks, confused at your sudden annoyance.
âNo, the movie was good, you should watch it actually- no but itâs just- ugh itâs just Peter.â You say opening your eyes, locking them with Buckyâs, as he stopped stroking your hair and just placed his hand atop of your head.
âWhat about Peter?â Bucky says sturnly, âDid he hurt you? Because I swear if he did-â You sat up, placing your hand on Buckyâs shoulder.
âNo, no he didnât do anything. Well he did, but not intentionally, itâs actually my fault, I donât know what Iâm thinking, I donât even think I am thinking. Itâs just everything and I donât know, I just donât know like-â Bucky takes his hand in his.
âHey, hey, calm down. Itâs just me, you can tell me. Just take a breathe first.â Bucky says as his eyebrows furrowed.
You nod your head, and take a deep breathe in, letting it out a few seconds later. âI think⊠I think I like Peter.â You say your eyes looking down at your hands in Buckyâs. âBut I canât, I canât like him.â You say quickly after.
âWhy canât you like him?â Bucky says, as a smile tugs on his lips.
âItâs just heâs- why are you smiling?â You say looking at Buckyâs face. Buckys puts his hands up in surrender.
âIâm not!â He says as the smile grows.
âYes you are! Iâm not saying anything.â You say as you drop your head on the other side of the couch, burying your face into the pillows and blankets.
âHey, câmon, I canât help the smiling, but I wonât say anything. Câmon doll,â Buckyâs says as he shakes your shoulder a little. You turn your head so you could see his face.
âFine.â You let out, as you sit back up. âI canât like him because IâŠI donât wanna hurt him,â You say the last part quietly, as your eyes dropped down to your hands again.
âHurt him?â Bucky says, as the smile fades away and a more concern expression appears.
âYeaâŠeveryone that comes too close, getâs hurt.â You say as all the memories of you hurting people appears. You remember the night they took Wade away, the stories youâve heard of Steve and Bucky loosing it after you disappeared. The times Tonyâs beat himself up about you.
âY/N, you donât hurt people,â Bucky says, as he sat closer to you, putting his hand on your lap.
You shake your head, âNo, I do! I hurt you guys, I hurt Wade, I almost killed Peter!â You feel the tears pushing against you eyes, trying to break free. No, donât cry. Bucky lifts your chin up softly, so you could see his face.
âThatâs not your fault. Y/N you canât hurt us because weâre always gonna be here. What happened to Peter, wasnât your fault, and heâs fine. Y/N, you canât expect everything to be your fault. Not everything is on you.â You shake your head.
âWell it is, Iâm dangerous and- and I canât control it. I-I donât wanna hurt you guys. Iâm going to protect you guys, b-because Iâm not a baby anymore.â You feel a few tears run down your cheek. Bucky brushes the tears away. âS-stop,â you says as you push his hands away and wipe there tears away yourself. You donât need him to see you when your weak.
âY/N you can cry.â Bucky says, as his heart aches seeing you like this. You shake your head frantically.
âNo, I canât, itâs weak. Iâm-Iâm not weak,â You say as more tears fall down and you struggle to wipe them. Bucky takes ahold of your wrists, bringing them down, as he locked eyes with yours.
âY/N showing your feelings is not a sign of weakness. You can let it out⊠it will make it better.â Bucky says as he wraps his arms around your shaking your body. You donât protest, you shed a few tears, as it soaked up his shirt.
âI-Iâm s-sorry Bucky, y-you canât s-see me like t-this,â You say not trying to push away, as you continued to cry quietly, trying to contain the loud sobs for escaping.
Buckyâs rubs your hair, as he pulled you closer, âNo, donât be sorry, donât you ever say sorry for showing me how you feel.â You nod your head against his chest, as you continued to let everything out. It wasnât as bad as the first time, but it did relieve the stress you had. You cried until you grew tired and feel asleep against Buckyâs chest. Bucky let you rest on the couch, as he stroked your hair, trying to take all the pain away from you.
Bucky heard footsteps coming down the hall and then chattering. Steve and Tony. As they entered the room, there discussion abruptly stopped when the saw you laying on Bucky. Your face wet and red. Tony opened his mouth, but Bucky brought his hand up to his mouth, telling them to stay quiet so you donât wake up. Bucky slowly brought your head up and set it down gently on the couch, as he walked towards Tony and Steve. You shifted a little mumbling something in your sleep, as you became comfortable again.
Bucky let Steve and Tony back into the hallway, so they could talk normally, without waking you up. Tony started, âWhat happened? Is she okay? Did someone hurt her?â
âSheâs just fighting with herself.â Bucky said as he looked in the direction of the common room.
âWhat do you mean?â Steve said as he crossed his arms.
âShe thinkâsâŠshe thinks sheâs dangerous, she thinks if she drops her guard or comes too close she can hurtâŠ.us.â Bucky says.
âUs? She canât hurt us?â Steve says in disbelief of what you said.
âShe says she has to protect us,â Bucky continues. Tony stays silent, as his breathe became heavy.
âProtect us? W-what- why, sheâs just sixteen, this shouldnât be all on her.â Steve says, rubbing his face. âTony, what are we gonna do?â Steve tries to think what couldâve happened in those four years for them to break you.
Tony shakes his head, âI-I donât know.â they all look at each other waiting for someone to think of a way to help you. But everyones silent.
Steve, Bucky and Tony all ended up sleeping in the common room, they wanted to stay with you all night. Tony sat beside you, bringing your head up to rest on his lap. Bucky laid on the couch beside yours, and Steve laid on the ground close to your couch as well. There were more couches in the room, but they wanted to stay close to you even if you guys were in the same room.
You ended up getting one of your dreams, you started shifting on Tonyâs lap. This was the first time Tony and Bucky have seen you in the middle of one. Steve remembered the first time heâs seen on of yours. Tony didnât know if he should wake you up or not. Tony instead pulls you closer to him, wrapping his arms around you. You begin to whimper, and sweat. Steve got up, and sat next to you. Bucky say up from the couch, leaning his elbows on his knees. They all felt useless, they didnât know what to do.
You then shot up from Tonyâs chest, screaming. You rub your eyes, as you caught your breathe. Thatâs when you feel all the bodies surrounding you. You quickly jump off the couch, tripping on the blankets that tangled your feet, and falling face down in the middle of the common room. You feel hands on your shoulders, you bring your hands up to defend yourself as you closed your eyes. When the person turns you over, you throw a punch out, but there quick to grab your wrist, you throw your other hand out, they grab that one as well. You started to kick your feet, and you start sqwerming on the floor. This has never happened before. Whoâs touching me?! You start panicking, Peterâs the only one thatâs held you during the dreams. But this, this isnât Peter.
You feel the person, sit on top of you, locking your hips between there legs, they held your wrist on either side of your head. You start shaking your head side to side. Another set of hands come to hold your head. Is this when your gonna die? You hear people talking, butâs itâs muffled because of your up coming panic attack. You feel a weight on your chest, your chest going up and down, as you try to breathe. You feel the tears coming down your face. I canât breathe, I canât breathe! You start to cry out. You canât breathe.
Steve was on top of you, he held your now glowing hands.
âGet off her, sheâs having a panic attack!â Tony yells, as he starts to see you try to breathe. Â
âHer hands-â Steve says, but Tony is quick to start.
âGet off her NOW!â Tony is starting to panic. Steve quickly gets off you. Bucky picks you up, letting you sit up right. Your eyes are still shut, as you still cried out. Tony sits in front of your, he takes your glowing hands in one of his. They burned his hand, but he didnât let go. Tony brought his other hand up to cup your cheek. You continued to yell, and scream. Tonyâs hand started to bleed.
âWhatâs happening?!â Nat came running into the room, the rest of the team following behind her. They all looked between you, Tony, Steve and Bucky. Thor pushed past everyone making his way towards you. Tony tried talking to you, but you couldnât hear him.
âMove aside, Stark.â Thor says as he crouched down beside Tony.
âNo!â Tony says, the pain starting to get to him. But he didnât care, you were his daughter, this shouldnât be happening to you. Thor grew annoyed. He saw your arms and chest start to glow as well, he couldnât let you explode, not here, at least. So he pushed Tony aside, making Tony fall to his side. Thor picked you up as you continued to cry in pain. It was no longer just breathing, it was physical pain. You didnât know what was happening, but when Steve was holding you down, it just brought back all the times they use to trap you done and do procedures on you.
Thor ran outside, until he was across the massive field in the back of the compound. And just on cue, you let out a massive cry as the energy from your body releases, destroying all the trees and equipment that was by the edge of the field. Thor was there though, he could take the pain. What could you say, he was the God of the Thunder. Thor sat down on the ground, he kept you on his lap. He noticed the rest of the team at the far end of the compound watching it all go down. Thatâs when you begin to move, you open your eyes, seeing Thorâs face above you. He gives you a smile, the smile you let out when something finally goes right. You start to sit up on his lap.
âW-what happened?â you say looking around, seeing the trees fallen down and burnt up.
âLittle stark, you had what we Asgardians call a night-terror.sâ
âNight-terros?â you say as you felt the breeze go through your body.
âItâs when your in a dream, and it comes out into the real world, your powersâŠyou lost control.â You shake your head, as Thor pulled you closer.
âDid-Did I hurt anyone? Thor did I hurt you?â You push away checking his body for any cuts or blood. But there was nothing. Thor lets out a soft chuckle, as he took your hand in his large ones.
âOh little stark, Iâm a God, your silly for thinking that.â You laugh with Thor, as you realize heâs right. But the mood dies down when you turn your head to find the team standing on the other side of the field. âWe should go back,â Thor says, standing up, letting you stand by him, he held your hand as the two of you walked across the field. You soon saw, your dad holding a towel around his hand. You and Thor were just a few feet away from everyone, but Tony couldnât wait, He ran towards you until his arms were wrapped around you. He let out a sigh of relief when he felt you wrap your arms around him. You guys stay like the for quite some time until Steve pats Tonyâs shoulder telling him they should go back inside.
Tony pulled away, his hand came up to pushing back some loose hair that came to your face. He then checked your face for any cuts or scars, let me rephrase that, he checked your face for any new cuts or scars. You let out a weak laugh, âIâm fine, dad.â Tony then held your cheek his thumb caressing your cheekbone. You saw his glazed eyes, and it broke your heart.
âYou scared me sweetheart,â Tony says softly. You wrap your arms around his torso.
âIâm sorry Dad.â You pulled away taking Tonyâs hand in yours. You moved the towel and examined the burnt flesh. It was bad. His whole palm was bleeding and you felt him tense up when you touched it. You started shaking your head, you felt the tears run down your cheeks. You hurt him. You hurt him. You hurt him!
Tony retracted his hand, lifting your chin up to see him, he brushed your the tears coming down your cheeks. âIâm fine sweetie.â You shake your head ânoâ
âN-no itâs not fine. I hurt you. I-I hurt you dad. Me n-not some bad guy, I did.â Tony wrapped the towel around his hand again, pulling you close to him after. He rested his chin on top of your head as you cried in his chest. âI-Iâm s-so sorry daddy, I didnât m-mean too.â Tony stroked your hair as you continued to sob.
âItâs not your fault. Itâs not that bad anyways, and I know you werenât in control.â
âBut it was me.â You whisper to yourself.
Tony took you back into the compound, he settled back into the couch, letting you rest your head on his shoulder. The rest of the team went back to their rooms, in Tonyâs order. You were weak. You knew after taking out all your energy you would feel weak afterwards. Your body felt numb.
âWhat do you wanna watch,â Tony said as he rubbed your arm up and down.
âWhatever you want,â Tony looked down at you, his eyes widened.
âSince when have you ever not wanted to pick the movie,â he said teasingly.
âSince I hurt you,â You say making the mood die down. Tonyâs face drowned.
âY/N, I said Iâm fine, you didnât hurt me.â You lifted yourself up, so you were sitting up looking at Tony.
âBut dad I did, I hurt you, I lost control of these bullshit powers! I hurt you dad and you canât say itâs not my fault because it was me, it was my hands, it was my body and it was my powers. D-daddy I donât want you to be afraid of me.â Oy choked back the sob from escaping your throat. Tonyâs heart shattered right then and there. He pulled you into his arms once more.
âY/N, sweetie, Iâll never be afraid of you. Your my little girl, Iâll be afraid for you never of you. You have to understand that.â Tony said into your hair. You nodded in response, still holding onto him for dear life.
You ended up picking Robin Hood, you didnât really pay much attention before, but you ended up falling asleep on Tony in the first ten minutes of the movie. He stayed with you the whole night. Thankfully you were too drained to have a dream, and just had a dreamless sleep. Tony stayed awake though, not wanting anything to happen if he fell asleep.
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You slept through all of Saturday. Tony only left your side to use the bathroom. He didnât dare move you from your spot, afraid to wake you. The rest of the team took their turns sitting with you. Tony brought his computer when he sat with you, so he could finish some work when you were resting.
Soon enough, you woke up Sunday afternoon. You shifted in your sleep, which wasnât much surprise because you moved a lot in your sleep. But you brought your arms above your head as you stretched out your body. When tony noticed this movement, he slapped his computer closed putting it down on the table. The rest of the team were spread out around the room, but when they saw Tonyâs sudden movements they quickly made there way to the couch you laid on. They all circled around you.
You rubbed your eyes, and they fluttered open. âJesus-!â You yell grabbing your chest at the sudden faces circling you. âCanât a girl get a few minutes of sleep.â You say seating up. They all ignored what you said as they came around the couch sitting in front of you.
âAre you feeling better?â Steve said.
âYea I guess.â You looked around the room seeing all their concerned faces. âWhy does it look like someone died?â
Tony answered this one, as he put his hand down on your lap, making you turn your attention to him. âPeanut⊠youâve been asleep⊠for a day and a half.â
âWhat?!â You looked at your family, seeing their faces as they nodded. âWhy didnât you guys wake me? I missed a whole day!â You donât know why you were angry. Maybe it was because they all watched you sleep. Your helpless weak body, on the couch unguarded.
âWake you? Y/N you needed the rest.â Bucky said confused at your attitude.
âIâm not weak; I donât need sleep.â You say rubbing your face with your hands in frustration.
âSince when was sleeping a weakness?â Steve questions.
âSince every time I sleep I lose control, and fucking blow something up!â They all stay silent, as you beat yourself up about this. âIâm not weak,â you whisper, but Tony heard.
âWe never said you were weak, we just said you needed the rest after what happened.â Tony rubbed your back. Iâm not weak. Iâm not weak. Wait you were asleep all day. On the couch. On a Saturday. When Peter has training. You picked up your head from your hands looking at Steve in shock.
âWhat? Whatâs wrong,â Steve said as a rush of worriedness and concern came in.
âDid Peter see me? Did he see me asleep here.â You wanted to know if Peter saw you asleep, because your body gave out. You wanted to know if he cared enough to come. Steve relaxed when he heard what you said.
âNo he said he was busy helping his Aunt with something this weekend, canât make it to training.â A have Steve a small nod, but a small part of you wanted Peter to come. A small part of you wanted him to hold you. To keep your body close to his, to kiss your forehead when the dreams would start up. To trace shapes on your arms. But no, he wasnât busy with aunt may he was avoiding you. You pushed him away and now heâs gone.
âIâm gonna go pack.â You say softly standing up, but that caused everyone else to stand up.
âPack? Pack for what?â Clint says as he stood in front of you. Tony and the rest stood beside him not allowing you to move.
âThe decathlon trip tomorrow. Weâre only staying for the night and coming back Tuesday. No biggy.â You say as you try to get around them, but Tony steps in front of you this time.
âYour not going.â He says.
âWhat?!â You say confused.
âY/N your not going. Not after all this, we need to help you, you need to stay low.â
âStay low- I have to go. And Iâm fine. I got a day of sleep, Iâm healthy and thriving.â You say sarcastically.
âYour not going. End of discussion.â He stays sternly.
âEnd of discussion my ass, I said I was going they are all counting on me.â Steve says language under his breath but just receives a slap to the arm from Bucky and Sam.
âAnd Iâm your father and I donât need you losing it.â You released a half-hearted chuckle.
âWow dad. And you ask me why I didnât say anything.â Your face becomes serious again. âThis is why, I knew if you guys found out, you would treat me like Iâm a fucking child-â
âWatch your mouth,â Tony says.
âReally?! Are you kidding. Iâm going and thatâs the end of the discussion. I donât have time to whine about my problems when my team needs me. And Iâm fine for your information, you donât need to lock me down in the compound, because Iâm perfectly fine.â You said, you took a deep breath, as you looked back into Tonyâs. âYou have to trust me dad.â
Tony pulled you into a hug, you wrapped your arms around him. âI just donât want you to be alone. I donât want you getting hurt.â He says against your head. A smile spreads across your face.
âIâll be fine dad. I promise.â
âAwwwwwwwwww,â You hear the whole team say. You and tony pulled away rolling your eyes. But they all come into a big family hug, everyone squishing the other. It was annoying, but it was sweet. It just showed how much everyone cared for the other.
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âCall me if anything happens. Anything at all. Actually call me when you get there, and when you get to the hotel and when you wake up the next day. But if you need to call me at night you can. If you feel yourself losing it call me. Iâll answer donât worry. Also send a text, I might call after though because you know I donât like texting. Actually forget what I said, donât really forget it, Iâll just call you every hour just to check with you, you can call me though if-â you put your hand on your dadâs shoulder to stop him from talking anymore. You give him a soft smile easing his nerves.
âIâm gonna be fine dad. Donât worry.â Your dad returns the smile.
âIâm never gonna stop worrying. Your my little girl.â He says pulling you into a hug. He holds you a little too long that you have to tap his shoulder.
âOk dad, I have to go now.â Tony pulled away nodding his head. You opened the car door, slipping out and grabbing your duffel bag from the trunk. You start walking to the bus before you head your dadâs voice. You turn on your heel as you looked at your dad from the car window he rolled down.
âLove you peanut!â He yelled as he waved to you.
âLove you too!â You yelled back waving back to him.
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A/N: hoped you liked part 11, Iâm really enjoying writing this series. Already started writing Part 12.
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Pairing: Kuroo Tetsuro x Reader
Word Count:Â almost 2K
Summary:Â You had come to watch your cousin, Hinata Shoyo, compete in a tournament in Tokyo. But apperently Tokyo guys canât take a hint when you tell them youâre not interested. Kuroo steps up to save you and now there might be a rumour going around that youâre together.
A/N: My first anime fic ! Hope you all enjoy ! :) I donât know I wanna continue this ! But I just had to get this plot out of my systemâ itâs very much like that time Kiyoko was being hit on by Terushimaâ but this guy is NOT Terushima.
You looked over the stadium mapâgazing up at it in confusion. Tokyo Metropolitan Gymnasium was probably the largest sports complex youâve ever seen, having moved to Tokyo only months prior, you donât think youâll ever get used to the sheer size of the buildings here.Â
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Fandom ; Stranger Things
Pairings ; Billy Hargrove x Harrington!Reader
Summary ; Billy really didnât expect to fall for a Harrington after seeing how obnoxious and annoying King Steve was, but fate has a funny way of bringing opposites together to not only make peopleâs lives better, but also to wreak havoc
Warning(s) ; swearing, mentions of sexual intercourse, making out
Word Count ; 4.9k+
Authorâs Note ; Goodness, this was a work in progress for months. I had started on the first half of this fic somewhere in june but I got stuck along the way because I didnât know how to continue it, but I really liked the first part so I had trouble tweaking it. Iâm kind of conflicted about the ending because it seemed pretty abrupt to me, but I had trouble coming up with a suitable and sensible ending that fit the first half, so it turned out strange. Hope you guys like it though! Feel free to send in constructive feedback or ask to be added to my taglist xxÂ
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