my relationship goals is cardan and jude
I should stop trying to fit in, I'm not made for that
I want a fantasy novel life, this little life with no magic is not for me. I want adventures, magic, witches, dragons, eternal lovers. This life feels small for me.
Everybody leaves me, I'm really such an undesirable person? My classmates say I'm kind, so why nobody want my company?
I'm always so alone when I'm with people
why cant i fall deeply in love?
why people don't understand how sad girl lana del rey shes thunderstorms arabella sylvia plath the bell jar my year of rest and relaxation arctic monkeys chase atlantics star girl I am?
The ninth doctor was so insane fr he was like I watched my planet get destroyed and I can't share this trauma with anyone. I will fix this by befriending a human girl and taking her to see her planet get destroyed. This is normal behaviour.
I hate knowing I have a problem but not having a diagnosis by my therapist because then it's so hard to explain what happens to you and you're less understood, you cannot say anything because you don't have a diagnosis yet
i love suki waterhouse vibes