Gender Dysphoria
Gender Dysphoria
Its not like you don't like the way you look, it not that you can't change who you are. It's the fact that you hate yourself, it's the fact that every fucking moment you hate the look of your chest, too flat or big
You hate the look of your hair, to feminine, to masculine. You hate the shape of your body, the way your eyes are tired and the way you are perceived,
You hate the Dysphoria it gives you to be called a boy or a girl. You cringe every fucking time someone calls you she, or he. You hate yourself, so fucking much and it hurts. It hurts so much to sit and cry in my bathroom floor, my parents asking what's wrong, everyone asking what happens to the little girl or boy that I used to know.
And then you give them the answer, the answer that you dread, the answer that lingers in the back of your mind, the answer that they force you to hear.
And sometimes it feels good to hear the words that you hate,
But other times it's just as painful then when you say it in your head.
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At the risk of sounding anti-intellectual, I think that college should be free and also not a requirement for employment outside of highly specialized career fields
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not a single thought behind those eyes
Also btw trump recognizing only "the two biological sexes" harms intersex people too. I am a researcher of sex and it's affects on disease, and sex is far more complicated than "two sexes" and it always will be. Sex is multifaceted and there are far more than two binary sexes. Keep that in mind too. Don't fall into bioessentialism as you fight for trans people and intersex people.
Nick sounding and looking terrified when he asks Charlie, “Are you angry at me?” is already painful.
But the way he’s still trying to hold back tears as Charlie leaves … well, it hurts even more thinking that Nick might be worried about Charlie leaving him for good if he doesn’t act the way that Charlie “wants” or expects.
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dude out for curiosity I checked the comment section in one of your ai tiktoks and it gave me a headache... it's the stuff of nightmares how do you cope???
i smoke a lot of weed, bask in the fact that i’m a better person, and make money off their comments
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Wow I haven’t posted in a minute lol. Anyway Technoblade fanart in 2025?? Yes.
ctommy is a pigeon. We took them out of the wild, and domesticated them. Trained them to be our messengers, used them to fight our wars. And when we didn't need them anymore, what did we do? We left them, abandoned them. Now we look at them with annoyance and anger, treat them as pests as an object of blame for our problems. They didn't want to change. They've only adapted because we made them.
My brother saw this on my desk and kept asking what it meant
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