My Emotional Support Self Neglect

the urge to deactivate everything and go missing

i'm not "undiagnosed" i'm largely headcanoned as neurodivergent but with no confirmation in canon. i hear a showrunner said something at a panel last year but it hasnt been leaked on youtube yet.

i’m sick of the ache in my chest that constantly tells me i will never be good enough.

“oh sorry, i forgot” doesn’t make me feel better. what i hear is that im forgettable and not important enough to set reminders for

— Georgia O'Keeffe

Actually you CAN use the same word twice in the same paragraph. The same sentence even. If it's funny, if it's for emphasis, if it's harping on a theme, if you're sexy and you do whatever you want forever. Write on

this is how i feel sometimes

I get a small wave of depression every time I see myself in a mirror. it feels like a punch in the gut, and I honestly have no idea what I should do about it

dysphoria really sucks, like, you'd really think I'd be used to how I look by now

the same 4 meals in rotation i love you. i love you the same 4 meals in rotation

sorry for being cute and earnest and silly I’ll try harder to be more nonchalant and unbothered and mysterious