"Would You Still Love Me If I-" I Would Still Love You If We Reincarnated A Million Times And You Killed

I love using "by the way" as a segue into topics that are completely unrelated to the matters at hand. it isn't remotely by the way, quite a ways out of the way in fact. a little adventure

Whatever *sticks my dick in the gap between who you are and who you portray yourself as*

my insides feel rotten, i dont feel like a real person

why must i be so hard to be around?

the urge to deactivate everything and go missing

theres something so innately and intrinsically wrong with me its in my bones and my blood and everywhere inside and around me and i cant tear it out no matter how hard i claw