Latest Posts by aethererebus - Page 4

unfortunately it appears that i'm some kind of insane person

i died like 5 years ago my body just kept going

fun fact! if you were to arrange every fish on earth in a straight line, nose to tail, they probably wouldn't enjoy it very much

EAT THE MOON

Eat the MOON dude

eat the MOON

I don't gotta explain anything

The objective could not be more clear

get up and

eat the moon

go go GO GO GO

You've always wanted to eat the moon

gO GO GO GO GO GO

Being sick for anything longer than three days is unreasonable. Like okay, I get it, let's fucking wrap it up here

does any one want me or not want me or feel any particular way about me at all

mind if I come over and behave somewhat like a scared animal before I adjust

weird and off-putting but endearingly so

Actually you CAN use the same word twice in the same paragraph. The same sentence even. If it's funny, if it's for emphasis, if it's harping on a theme, if you're sexy and you do whatever you want forever. Write on

*remembers*

*gets sick to my stomach*

"what was your childhood like?" idk I wasn't there

has anyone else been getting stupider and worse or is it just me

well look who it is. my old friend. the conses of my quences.

certain kind of tragedy i think in still following your childhood best friends online. like once upon a time you knew me better than anyone. i thought we would be friends forever. now we are Adults and Different and even despite that I so badly wish we could still Talk like we were 13. i dont know who you are. I miss you.

sometimes i feel like im climing up this incline again alone but thankully sisypus and the itsy bitsy spider and here with me

i feel like “sometimes your self diagnosis can be wrong/disproven by a professional” and “nobody knows what goes on in your mind better than you” are sentences that can and should coexist

ive seen tons of passive aggressive posts on here saying “if your psychologist “refuses” to diagnose you with something you probably dont have it (: hope this helps (:” when thats a horrible thing to try to push without lots of nuance

minorities tend to get misdiagnosed a lot - afabs, poc, queer people, all of which ive seen have serious conditions like schizophrenia/DID/other personality disorders be brushed off as the modern day hysterical (usually just “youre bipolar, get medicated and get out of my office”). not to mention for more stigmatized disorders like cluster b disorders are insanely difficult to get diagnosed if you dont fit a very specific checklist (when doing research into npd, 99% of the articles are just “people with npd are inherently abusive and will imminently manipulate their loved ones when their feelings are hurt so beeee carefulllll!!!”)

things like DID are also under researched and theres even psychologists that think it doesnt even exist or that you have to fit one mold to count as an actual system and if you slip up once and break that mold you’re probably faking or misdiagnosing yourself.

being told “haha your therapist is omnipotent and their word is law” in our experience (with many disorders and vulnerability problems to put it lightly) can be incredibly damaging, especially to people who are trying to shine light and find communities to discuss what theyre being troubled with. yes, your symptoms arent going to magically disappear because a person with a doctorate said they dont exist, but (again, from experience) you can either consciously or subconsciously smother those symptoms because “my therapist obviously knows best and im definitely faking which makes me a horrible person”

idk it just feels shitty to say “this person you barely know outside of telling them what youre struggling with is the deciding factor and their word is LAW in your life”

platonic third base: when you get to know someone well enough that they start making mortifyingly specific observations about you

fucking insane to me that people can be mean to kids. this thing is four to five shoe boxes tall and youre shouting at it ?? ? what is your damage the mf just got here.

I say shit like "If my memory serves me" knowing damn well it serves the dark lord

I have a joke about math but im 2² to say it

"You're losing blood" no I know exactly where it is. The floor. Don't ever underestimate me.

tv takes itself too seriously these days. you are a jittery jumble of bumbling pixels doing a fun little dance for my amusement. fucking act like it

Put your fucking knight on a leash it keeps trying to duel mine

In bed. Straight up losing it. And by "it," well. Haha. Let's just say. My memories

thank you black mold. thats a wonderful idea black mold.