13 Days Kinds Of Kisses Up To The 14th Of February✨ (\\\^з^\\\)(⁎⁍̴̆Ɛ⁍̴̆⁎)

Read somewhere today:

"People become writers, when nobody listens"

my grandma used to recite the saying "is it better to have loved and lost or to have never loved at all?" and every time my answer would be that i would have rather not loved at all.

she would smile then, and say "then you did not love". i didn't understand what she meant. of course i had loved. i had a broken heart, didn't i? i had the scar to prove it, the inability to eat. i had loved and wished i hadn't. i loved, i thought.

and then i met you, and i fell in love and then i lost you and now i understand because i would feel this pain over and over again just to love you for five extra minutes. i would fix my heart and hand it back to you without hesitation. "look! it's all better now! you can try again" i would tell you, i would cry it out hysterically while waving my taped heart in the air. i would love you a million times knowing i would lose you and i would not care as long as i got to do it. i have loved. i have loved so completely.

mae // what a bittersweet thing to understand.

when an entire team of scientists kept chuuya trapped in their lab to experiment on him. when the sheep used chuuya as a weapon and means of protection. when dazai wanted chuuya to be his dog. when he wanted chuuya to be his maid. when rimbaud attempted to turn chuuyas dead body into a puppet to use it as a weapon. when mori had chuuya swear his undying loyalty to him after making sure he had no one else to turn to. when verlaine tried to kill every person who chuuya had an attachment to so he could make chuuya rely on solely him. when professor N brought chuuya back into the lab to continue his experiments. when fyodor had chuuya turned into a mindless vampire to get him on his side. the innate bsd character urge to own chuuya

Okay seriously. Reblog if you're OLDER than 11.

therapists saying you're surprisingly self aware is like being called a pleasure to have in class for adults

Fuck personality tests. Who comes to your mind when I say "Michael"

thank you @ragesauceman on tiktok for this glorious meme template

Thoughts on Phantom of the Opera AU where Dazai is The Phantom, Reader is Christine, Chuuya as Raoul. Please i am opening a draft as we speak i am screaming and crying as I watch the movie.

Reblog this for suicide prevention.

Reblog if Feuilly matters to you

I’m trying to prove a point.