Just a writer who loves too many fandoms. But who can blame me? I'm a sucker for art, classic and for charachters with a bow that have as many issues as me, 'cause what is life if you don't have a hoard of suffering archers behind u? My main fandoms are TMI (the mortal instruments), TDA, TLH and any artwork created by my one and only Queen Cassie, LOTR, Dune, Percy Jackson, The Dragon Prince bcs I would die for Ruthari, Brooklyn 99, ACOTAR, Iron Flame, TVD, GG (xoxo), and any form of classics (Razumikhin's, Raskolnikov's and Holden's love child) and probably many more fandoms that I can't remember rn but will once I close this.All hail Lana del Rey, KoL, The Smiths, Fiona Apple , TV girl, Marina and all my underrated bby's who should be at the top.xoxo
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HELLOOOOOO???? I leave ig for a day and this is what I miss ๐ญ
Why's he so preeeeettyyyyyyyyyyy but also aging like the finest wineeee...
Like, sir? Is it you or is it Esther who I want to marry??
Matt posting again after a year ๐ฅบ
Me loves him so much
Spent my entire life trying to not grow into being my mother and being my own person to talk with my father once and realizing that we're the same person. We talk the same way, use the same mannerisms, gesture the same way when we're talking, and look the same despite having spent over a half of my childhood not seeing him.
Don't I just LOVE genetics?
Also, why is he like a grown ass man with a rocker beard, tattoos, black clothes and rings and a bike, but he somehow speaks like me? Sir? What sort of joke is this? You couldn't give me your bike? You had to give me your round ass face, knowing I can't grow a cool beard?
Mkay...
Sebastian Stan/Matthew Daddario could very rudely step on me and run me over with a car, and my Romanian ass would very kindly say: Mulศumesc. Acum fa-o din nou. ศi te rog eu foarte frumos, vrei sฤ te cฤsฤtoreศti cu mine?/Grazie. Adesso fallo di nuovo. E per favore, vuoi sposarmi? ๐
City of Heavenly Fire in a nutshell.
my mind instantly drew a parallel with Jace and his falcon here.
Reading Lady Midnight thinking Kit is finally a Herondale with emotional intelligence. Then reading about him kissing Livvy while thirsting after Ty in Lord of Shadows. And then reading about him leavimg the country after feeling rejected in QOAAD.
We. Just. Canโt. Win.
If ya'all even want to know my new hyperfixation is The Mortal Instrument books all over again like i am 12. That's right, I am reliving my childhood and I realized that I had a banger taste
Was anybody going to tell me that Alec Lightwood is autistic or was I supposed to come to that conclusion while rereading the books five years later myself???
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I want you to know that my ezzdeen is "ADHD" and very picky in his food, and now he is suffering from huge weight loss, because the crazy expensive prices for the food ,so that we can't afford to buy what he accepts, without you ezz will not regain his health.
We needs your support more than ever, the daily costs of living, the expensive treatments, I hope that through your support I can reach safety with my family.
ehm...yeah...anything you want to say about it?
no so what
Iโm really curious if Kit knew that he was bi before meeting Ty or was that boy his gay awakening ๐ญ
On a trip and HAD to buy something. Duh.
Proud to say I own the most Will Solace earrings and necklace and the most Alec Lightwood ring ever. Ehehe. I feel proud of myself.
when you show up to the insane parabatai competition but will โjem is my great sinโ herondale and jem โmy will, my rebellion, mine foreverโ carstairs are already there
wylan van eck at the merchant council meetings
My current mood is having a writer crisis and realizing that my MMC was never a blond but a brunette, and was never a tan bish but a pasty boy with severe trauma. I am also rethinking whether Alexander fits him better over Christian. God! Don't I just LOVE making literal last minute changes (pls end the suffering).
I think itโs very interesting that Alecโs full name is Alexander.
Alexander means โmanโs defenderโ which is often his tactical position during fights. He defends the perimeter with his bow and often gets the brunt of attacks.
Although it fits perfectly with his identity as a Shadowhunter, it also fits nicely with his personality.
Alec is very defensive over the people he loves:
- He threatens Clary over Jace
- Kills Meliorn when searching for Magnus (insane moment that cemented him as my favourite character)
- Was adverse to Simon dating his sister (who heโs extremely protective of)
โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธIn this scene he nearly flips โฌ๏ธโฌ๏ธ
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โWhere's Simon?" Clary interrupted.
Isabelle wobbled. "He's a rat," she said darkly.
Did he do something to you?" Alec was full of brotherly concern. "Did he touch you? If he tried anything-"
No, Alec," Isabelle said irritably. "Not like that. He's a rat."
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Even with his sons heโs always defending them, he worked hard to make sure Rafael was adopted properly.
Not to mention all the things he does for the Downworlder community.
Alec spent a lot of his life worrying about being unable to live up to expectations, only to become what his name represented.
Alexander doesnโt just mean defender, bro IS the defender ๐ฅ
One word from you and I would jump off of this ledge I'm on, baby
Tell me, "Don't," so I can crawl back in
I can appreciate a man who's normal but I LOVE a man who's comparatively normal. A man who seems like a mess in a vacuum but as soon as you compare them to their friend circle you're like "oh. Oh wow. You're their idea of sensible."
wants to write malec fanfic while simultaneously not wanting to touch an already perfect couple for fear of tainting cassandra clareโs masterpiece
just leaving it here...
Doesn't bother me...
at all...
idc...
i swear...
me seeing that my fav character barely/doesnโt have any fanfics OR imagines
Not my sadistic ass spending all of last year crying over the Circle thinking that nobody wanted anything with it.
There was a whole Tumblr fandom ALL ALONG.
Life is good, but life is bad.
Here's my head canons that literally nobody asked for, but I don't care because I spent all of last summer thinking nobody was invested in the circle and I have pent-up fangirl energy ๐:
Robert is a fictional adult who needs some love: Is he one of the oldest? Yeah. But since he got abused by his dad and he felt like a disappointment for not being able to bear the runes (allergy) he's an insecure little bun, k? K. Also Maryse absolutely understands that, and although she's like super cold and icy and murderous she has a big heart (she's a silver girl, k?) and is always there for him at his lowest. Also, screw Shadowhunters and their smooth skin. Him and Alec? SCARS. That's it. Scars, actually, scars on all Shadowhunters, and also on Maryse, one that runs from the bottom of her ear, down her neck to her collarbone. How? (she's a Shadowhunter, ppl)
Maryse's mom was TRASH, and she has a fear of commitment: Why do I say that? IDK. I like characters with family issues (y'know Robert's got it w his dad, she as it w her mom). AND. She felt alone, which is how Valentine got to her. She was really close to her brother, and him getting stripped of his runes and exiled left her alone with parents that didn't care for her and too many close friends because of her cold (sarcastic queen) attitude. At the end of the day, she felt abandoned and, leaving her with a fear of getting close to anybody because they might leave her as well.
Miss ma'am passed her absolute need to perfect to Alec: If you've read TMI it's hard for people to not know that Alec is definitely the fake it til you make it, wake in the same shoes until you bleed and work on it until it glistens. So while I do firmly believe that he got some of Robert's personality, he did get his loyalty and bravery? From Maryse, all together with the constant urge of being perfect, which she got from her parents' constantly pushing her to be perfect and her need to prove the man in the academy that she deserved her place there.
Maryse and Robert might have been in love, they might not have known what that was: They both come from pretty toxic families where love was ehm...not a thing? So when they met, it was obvious that all these intense feelings of "I would kill for you" would get confused (maybe) for love. I do still that they fiercely loved each other like one loves its first partner. Deeply ad burning, that in their hearts, they were each other's other half. But I do also think that them insisting on staying when that love melted into pure raw platonic love (care? Do remember Maryse cried at his funeral and Michael's ghost touched her shoulder). Which brings me to my next point.
Michael and Maryse: Friends. That's it. The typical gay and bi power friendship.
Celine/ Maryse/ Michael: Trio of friends. Izzy/Jace/Alec but a cultist version of it.
Waywood?: Real. Maryse's relationship w Robert had faded into a pure friendship which lead to him realizing that he was in love w Michael (whether he acted on it or not, that idk)
Eliza and Maryse?: A thing. Hell yeah, she did act on it, which leads me to the belief that Maryse did know that Robert was in love with Michael and that he knew that she was in love with Eliza. Think of it, a lavender marriage out of fear of being stripped of their runes by the clave.
Can we take a brief moment to talk about how PERFECT Maryse and Robert would have been in another universe?
They're such a common trope, people, and such a good one, but gone wrong.
Like, be fr, hot, gorgeous, smart, short-tempered, stubborn, I will kill u if u piss me off, traumatized gf, and I'm just a fictional adult, might be gay (bi), why's m bff so hot, quiet, traumatized as hell, let me stay in the shadows, twink bf?????
Also, can we talk about what a perfect mix Alec and Izzy came out to be? Like, black hair, blue eyes, got them looks from Maryse. Alec is like super introverted, which in my delulu head canon is a trait he got from Robert, together with the awkwardness and quietness (plus the poker face), which reminds Maryse of the young Robert she fell in love with (pulled that out of nowhere, don't question it).
And I just know Izzy's just a copy of young Maryse and you CANNOT convince me otherwise.
Anyways
Let's have a minute of silence for the potential that went down the drain with these two (or waywood and eliza/maryse)
I have never suffered more in my life, needles to say I now recommend it to all of my friends
I'm not kidding when I say that after finishing lord of shadows I had to punch the wall a couple of times, eventually got up and started pacing around my room, head in hands, then buckled up laughing in disbelief. had to check the book to verify did this actually happen.
Funny how both tmi and twp start with a herondale having prophetic dreams of their stb love interests
Slowly poisoning my friends into reading all of Shadowhunters. One down. Next step is them shipping everyone with absolutely everyone except for Malec
Ok, now hear me out. The kids by Charlotte Cardin is SO Lightwood family coded it might as well be their motto. There. I'll die on that hill.
We're holding on to Past grey lost blue And I hate you, you know Wish that we could control Our urges to hold Each other again But now I'm looking across Lines wrote and lost I can translate, you know Burnt before it was lit You found a lovely bad trip And you ruined us Oh, you wrecked us
Too bad for the kids downstairs The constant bad luck The place by the window
Still holding on We both know you're wrong But your face says all good You've always been such a runner Thought you'd leave me sooner But you're still down here With the girls and the kids And the poor and the ill And with me babe With the girls and the kids And the poor and the ill
Be so fr rn. This is THE Maryse and Robert song if there ever was one.
Me every time I get the chance to bore someone to death abt the Circle and Maryse (plus all the Circle girlies)๐โฎ โฐ๐
Screaming crying and throwing up over Maryse Trueblood
Eliza: I am calm, I am relaxed, I am a happy tree.
The circle: *being the circle*
Eliza: YOU ARE MAKING IT VERY HARD! TO BE A HAPPY TREE!
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Stephen: Ok, I need you to swear-
Celine: Fuck.
Stephen: Swear as in promise.
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Michael, about Valentine: Have you ever looked at an authority figure in your life and thought, "Wow, I respect a well-grilled hot dog more than I respect you?" โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ Lucian: Your friends are counting on you! Valentine: Well that's their falt. I've carefully cultivated a persona that screams, "You're on your own!" โโโโโโโโโโโโโโโโ
Robert: What the hell are you smiling for?
Valentine: Am I not allowed to be happy?
Amatis: Of course you areโฆ itโs just that you being happy, usually means someoneโs lost their lifeโฆ or a limb.
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Celine, first joining: I know we technically have permission to do this, but this all feels highly illegal.
Stephen: Thatโs half the fun of it.
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Stephen: People say I have a unique way of lighting up a room.
Amatis: Itโs called arson and those people are witnesses.
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Celine: Robert and I are getting closer. The other day he gave me half his sandwich.
Robert, whispering to Maryse: I mistook her for a garbage can
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Robert: I tried to write โIโm a functional adultโ but my phone changed it to โfictional adultโ and I feel thatโs more accurate.
You cannot convince me that Alec looks that much like Will. Like, I know it's cannon that they do, but I just know that apart from hair and eyes he's a literal copy of Maryse. I just know. Go look at the official art. Miss ma'am might as well have pulled a Zeus because Izzy and Alec look JUST like her. I will die on the hill that Will and Alec only share eyes and hair.
This badass morally gray woman for whom I would die really did say: My husband's meh, so I'll just kick him out of the genetic cocktail.
And I love that for her because the Truebloods really do have the best characters.