I don’t want temporary thrills, I want you all the time.
I don’t read books backwards.
“Everyone wants a strong woman until she actually stands up, flexes her muscles, projects her voice Suddenly, she is too much. She has forgotten her place. You love those women as ideas, as fantasies Not as breathing, living humans threatening to be even better than you could ever be”
— Ari Eastman
I crave INTIMACY desperately, but when I’m touched I pull myself away. It’s been so long since I’ve been able to allow anyone in my life.. I am triggered when I am hugged, kissed, admired by others and yet I disagree with them all.