The Bad Boys!

the air just fully punched out of my lungs. do you think parrot begged wato for this... do you think they didn't tell wifies beforehand, wanting wifies to have the moment as special and untampered as possible. or do you think this wifies might or might not even be parrot's wifies, a clone of what once was... still remembering unstable, but not parrot's wifies? and do you think that just for one more shining moment parrot got to crush wifies in his arms before he had to leave again? i need to go throw myself to the birds i'm about to lose my entire goddamn mind about parfies AGAIN

Trying to figure out if you’re ace or aro can be so goddamn hard because it’s like, trying to find the absence of something. Imagine you’re at a pond and you want to know if there are any turtles, or fish. Say you find a turtle and you’re like “great! Now I know there are turtles.” Or a fish, now you know for sure there are fish. Or you find both, and now you know for a fact there are both turtles and fish in the pond.

But like, if you don’t find any turtles it might be that there are no turtles or maybe you’re just really shitty at looking for turtles and maybe you THINK you saw a turtle over there or maybe it was just a stick. Maybe there are only a few turtles. Maybe you need to do something special to find the turtles. Maybe a bunch of these rocks are actually turtles but you couldn’t tell them apart. Maybe there are no turtles. You have no idea. Meanwhile some people are saying “Oh there have to be turtles! You’ll find them eventually ;)” or “How many turtles have you found in your pond?” or “Try planting some vegetables at the shore to attract the turtles.” Or “Oh no! What disaster happened to your pond that there are no turtles?” And you’re just standing there wet with an empty net and a tired expression.

But whatever because whether there are turtles or fish or not your pond’s ecology works just fine without them because that’s what eco-communities do they form a system around what they have. You aren’t missing anything if you don’t have turtles you just have a pond system without turtles. If someone tried to change you by pouring a bunch of turtles into your pond it would probably fuck something up.

So you don’t have to be entirely sure. You don’t have to search every inch of the damn pond before you can decide there are probably no turtles. If you want to take the aro or ace label because you think it fits go for it. And if you do find your turtles you can rename the pond. That’s fine.

Autumn life doodles! I still gotta draw the rest of the autumn lifers but i binged Tibby's entire pov today and i just had to doodle the guys!! the lovelies!!

firends :]

my favorite type of grian posts are the ones he made years ago that only got dug up recently

thinking about how the grave in parrot's new episode wasn't really a burial for the player jumper killed but rather the grave of her morality and innocence and good standing within BAT. also the framing of parrot standing behind her and moving forward at the last second.. the symbolism ohhhh my god.

i present to you

clayroba ketsukanclay

ha ho

he ho

ho ha

okay thanks bye

[Day 251]

From one of the streams before :D

senku bc i love him very much (ignore the big ass chunk of white space LMAO)