I Think It Is Very Depressing That Like Every Aesthetic People Try To Emulate Are Of People Doing Things

i call this the 'I'm normal about media' moodboard

YOU ARE YOUNG AND YOU STILL HAVE TIME TO BE A PERSON ⭐️ 1) Bright Dead Things by Ada Limón (2015) / 2) Katrin Lillenthal // 3) At the Kitchen Sink by Camille. A. Balla // 5) From this Ask Polly 6) Little Weirds by Jenny Slate (2019) // 7) NASA // 8) The Diaries 1910 - 1923 by Franz Kafka // 9) this photo here // 10) Blue Horses poems by Mary Oliver

when Lemony Snicket wrote “I will love you if I never see you again, and I will love you if I see you everyday” that hurt me

concept playlists pt. 4

Not the usual super specific playlists but I spent a shit ton of time on these so y’all should check them out :) <3 there’s also a bunch of different kinds of music on each playlist so if you’re looking for a variety I got u.

invested in a figment: for my obsessive folk who long for love or someone they can’t have

can you feel my love buzz?: obsessive vibes again but more intense and less lovesick

stop it, wake up: self explanatory, I don’t know what the concept is here but I love this playlist so check it out

rhinestones from the sky: for rainy days and gloomy weather when you’re in your room and want to stare at the ceiling and you’re not happy but you’re not sad either

new wave: mix of synth and vibes

i work the week like sedation: made after I worked every day for a week and felt like I was deteriorating

such a lonely day: those days when you contemplate life and drive around and want to scream but also cry but in a mellow way where the feeling just settles

i’m aboutTo have a nervous breakdown: for when you are losing your mind, be it from school, work, etc.

dream workshop: artists and academics collide; a fantasy i have of having an apartment with my friends and working in a little workshop space on our own respective things like art, music, studying, etc.

dissociating on the metro: it’s before dusk during the blue hour and you’re on your way home on the subway/metro after a long day

pt. 1 pt. 2 pt. 3

Your worst sin is that you have destroyed and betrayed yourself for nothing.

- Fyodor Dostoevsky, Crime and Punishment

𝙽𝚘𝚟𝚎𝚖𝚋𝚎𝚛 𝟹, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟷 𝚃𝚑𝚎 𝙳𝚒𝚊𝚛𝚒𝚎𝚜 𝙾𝚏 𝙵𝚛𝚊𝚗𝚣 𝙺𝚊𝚏𝚔𝚊, 𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟶 -𝟷𝟿𝟷𝟹

I'm trapped. #girl

“i could fix him” well i could watch him spiral into bloodlust and madness instead. it would be significantly more fun

“i have too many books on my tbr” my brother in christ, you’re the one who put them there