there’s literally nothing more fun than being kind????? like? making someone feel loved and appreciated and seeing them smile and hearing them giggle?? sign me the fuck up
bare with the cold for a little longer .
the line “your worst sin is that you’ve betrayed and destroyed yourself for nothing” is so raw you’d think it’s from a destiel fanfic or even hetalia but it’s actually from dostoyevskys crime and punishment
I really enjoy the genre of “older literature featuring a really smart but deranged college student who does something really fucked up with his knowledge and has multiple breakdowns over it for the rest of the story.” one because it is entertaining and two it encapsulates the college experience in a way nothing else does.
girl i love the word puttering...like yes i am just puttering around...doing my little tasks...going beep beep....
i think it is very depressing that like every aesthetic people try to emulate are of people doing things but they themselves are incapable of being somebody that does things… the mall goth 2005 aesthetic revived in 2022 but nobody goes to the mall to be annoying and weird and nobody lets themselves be cringe… the cottagecore aesthetic but nobody knows how to raise gardens or live self sufficiently … the dark academia aesthetic but nobody actually reads books…. The obsession of looking like you are a type of person who does something without actually doing anything … the Instagram effect
concept playlists pt. 4
Not the usual super specific playlists but I spent a shit ton of time on these so y’all should check them out :) <3 there’s also a bunch of different kinds of music on each playlist so if you’re looking for a variety I got u.
invested in a figment: for my obsessive folk who long for love or someone they can’t have
can you feel my love buzz?: obsessive vibes again but more intense and less lovesick
stop it, wake up: self explanatory, I don’t know what the concept is here but I love this playlist so check it out
rhinestones from the sky: for rainy days and gloomy weather when you’re in your room and want to stare at the ceiling and you’re not happy but you’re not sad either
new wave: mix of synth and vibes
i work the week like sedation: made after I worked every day for a week and felt like I was deteriorating
such a lonely day: those days when you contemplate life and drive around and want to scream but also cry but in a mellow way where the feeling just settles
i’m aboutTo have a nervous breakdown: for when you are losing your mind, be it from school, work, etc.
dream workshop: artists and academics collide; a fantasy i have of having an apartment with my friends and working in a little workshop space on our own respective things like art, music, studying, etc.
dissociating on the metro: it’s before dusk during the blue hour and you’re on your way home on the subway/metro after a long day
pt. 1 pt. 2 pt. 3
Oscar Wilde had a lesbian niece
Yea
YEA
Her name was Dolly Wilde. She was the daughter of Oscar Wilde’s older brother, and was born about 3 months after he died. She worked as an ambulance driver during WW1 and spent most of her free time banging rich ladies. And guys. GUYS.
SHE
LOOKS
JUST LIKE
HER UNCLE
They both have That Face.
I’m so, so happy I know this now.
“‘Do you fall in love often?’ Yes often. With a view, with a book, with a dog, a cat, with numbers, with friends, with complete strangers, with nothing at all.”
— Jeanette Winterson, Gut Symmetries (via luthienne)
100+ dark academia vibe songs from various genres & artists.
(I recommend listening with shuffle on.)