Discipline Is Liberation

my current struggle

Do you know how hard it is to concentrate on school work when you know you’re barely going to use the degree and your future most likely entails you on a yacht in Greece with an old man

My cast got removed a couple of days ago and even though everything is still swollen I am very happy with my nose. I know that it will take time for the swelling to be completely gone but I can already see that the result is going to be amazing.

Last week I had a rhinoplasty consultation with the best surgeon in my area and it went amazing. He made me feel so comfortable and fully understood what I want. The surgery will be in the beginning of December and I can’t even describe how excited I am.

me and my future husband

Vogue Paris 2008 February “Just Married”

Midnight tease.

starting the day by going to the gym and making the stairmaster my bitch

this is basically a summary of everything you need to do to level up

Essential Steps followed by the most successful courtesans:

She drastically improves her appearance.

She upgrades her knowledge of etiquette and manners and improves her social skills.

She changes her environment in order to increase the chances of meeting men with money.

She makes a conscious decision to stop associating herself with men of lesser means and inferior position.

She continues climbing no matter what, because settling is never an option.

From ‘How to Date Like a Courtesan’ by Celeste Mgboli

Always expect better than the best. Creativity and audacity is how you get it. The status quo (clinging to groups, needing reassurance) will make you work the rest of your life. Others are irrelevant. Oversaturation in a market does not matter. 

Identity is a prison and I refuse to be locked up

women at my gym in their 40s and 50s that are in better shape than most 20-somethings are my workout motivation