Identity Is A Prison And I Refuse To Be Locked Up

Last week I had a rhinoplasty consultation with the best surgeon in my area and it went amazing. He made me feel so comfortable and fully understood what I want. The surgery will be in the beginning of December and I can’t even describe how excited I am.

“Discipline is getting up at six A.M. in Hollywood when you’d rather be in New York waking at eleven. Discipline, too, is learning something new and strange or refusing a second piece of cinnamon toast. Discipline is not putting things off until tomorrow. If today is for buying spring clothes, you buy them. If now is the time to take singing lessons, you take them now, not next year. Next year you can take singing lessons, too, but they are next year’s lessons. There’s a time for everything.”

— Grace Kelly on self-discipline (Photoplay - February 1955)

girls on tumblr calling themselves sugar babies after selling dirty feet pics for 5$ 💀💀

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High self-worth is essential as water, sleep, and oxygen. You must believe you deserve space. You must believe you are worth “it”. And then take that a little higher, and add your wildest dreams to this ecosystem. Our thoughts nourish our mind. When we think happy/exciting thoughts, our mind actively searches for these things in our surroundings to reaffirm and validate them. Even if we don’t yet have it, when we think about a big dream or goal, our mind starts pinpointing the opportunities that lead us to achieving these desires. Whenever you feel lost in life, go back to the drawing board of your self-esteem. Build yourself up again, as many times as you need to, even when it feels like you are starting over. Self-love, vibrations and energy is an important priority like sleep, water, and nutrition. Channel your highest self-regard before bed. Just a little reminder: when you’re struggling with a difficult situation, the best thing you can do is INSIST on championing yourself. Do not compromise. Do not falter. You are special.

“The only safety is in money… Money is a woman’s only power in this world. Make it your solace and your dream and one day wealth, real lasting wealth will make you free.”

— Margaret Wells, Harlots (via brownstatuesquesugarbaby)

Success in hoeing is subjective, however. If you’re falling in love with married or taken men, when you’re supposed to be getting paid, your business is shit and you are completely immature. If you’re nearing thirty or over thirty, and you’re getting played by men? Lol. You would be amazed how many women aren’t even hoeing for money, truly, but for validation. Get a hobby, don’t waste your time. Better yet get a lobotomy and stop writing confessionals when you could be making money

"Money speaks only one language - if you save me today, I'll save you tomorrow." - Unknown author

So many asks: why am I so successful? Why do I never get played? How do I run through these men so easily?

Always remember that all of these men have virtually no idea what they’re doing. Sexual and emotional incompetence is beyond insidious. The concept of womanhood is vague and barely registers to them. They are filled with unwarranted and unearned notions of superiority. They are incredibly insecure and easily manipulated. Act accordingly.

I think I just expected that someday someone would come along who was like me and because they were like me they would care about what I was hiding and dig it out of me with a blunt instrument but that person has never come and they never will and instead of mourning that I should just turn the blunt instrument onto myself and show what I find to others