Stay With Me,

im a black hole

keep ur distance

as i suck you in

hard to escape

my eclipse

mistaken bliss

Remember to treat everyone as a human being. It’s easy to forget that most people can understand you, they just have a difficult time communicating their own thoughts.

let your light consume

my every shadow

i heard the moon

she whispered things that didn’t matter

i find it rude

she leaves every few hours

she said i was always there

you just didn’t see me

and when she came back

i was the one leaving

strength only comes from within.

it is without hesitation,

all from the inside,

with all of your heart

and soul.

sometimes i hate social media. it’s a sickness really. it makes you less human. like why do people post a picture of a person as a form of affection? or why does everyone have to look so goddamn happy or interesting? or pretty? it feels so misleading. it takes us away from reality. a digital world where people live through their eyes and thumbs. leaving them with fabricated hearts and blinded minds. can we no longer see what’s really in front of us? we live for something fake, something that isn’t real. a shared delusion, how amusing. i guess what im saying is that the real world is where the magic is. we need to break free from this cage of illusion. these walls we’ve built with our fingertips. just remember what’s important, remember the things that are worth fighting for.

p.s. i do understand the value of it, i guess balance is the key. just don’t let it consume you.

you write so beautiful

i imagine you wear flowers in your hair

and your presence graceful

and i wonder what sorrow your eyes wear?

i would love to agree with you,

but my flowers have died,

i slouch and i limp,

and there’s darkness in my eyes.

i own many scars,

none of which i paid for,

and i ripped out my heart,

so i couldn’t feel it anymore.

even these things can be beautiful i see,

but my perception is blind to me,

i’d rather live through your eyes,

it sounds so much more lovely.

i wore frozen tears

but it hurts

you’re burnt in my skin

like a curse

my flesh will never forgive you

my flesh will never forget

my flesh will never forgive you

my flesh will never forget

Unexpected drifter,

have you found me?

I was lost,

because time travels far,

afloat dangerous waters.

O ocean bouquet,

you have brought me face to face with God,

a celestial current,

guide me away from torment,

O symbol of love,

take me away.

Whiskey Apologies

Where do I begin?

It all started way back then.

A blonded stare,

A sugar bear,

A blue truck and the wind in your hair.

We gave up that night,

Too many fights,

I did what I thought was right.

What a little life.

And then I drank too much and I didn’t slow down.

I said move on but i didn’t know how.

I said you’re better off without me now.

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find the words.

So where do I begin?

It all started way back then.

And in the end, I lost a friend.

We are footprints in the sand,

Just footprints in the sand.

I’m all alone,

It’s been so long,

I think of you,

Is it wrong?

i don’t deserve,

A single thing,

So here it is,

My apology.

Call me crazy,

And you can hate me,

But I won’t blame you,

I lost my way.

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it.

watch the sun,

rise,

the sky is a much sweeter poet.

look away,

oh unwieldy femininity,

i am unworthy of your gaze.

may our eyes meet,

reflections in the same star,

the sun watches you,

fall.

candle of the night,

i succumb to your prowess,

extinguish my reality,

oh burning desire,

be gentle with the flame.

i can not forgive what hasn’t happened,

or forget what’s to come,

whether i drown in hazel,

or endure in song,

i’ll still just be watching movies,

leaving it up to the divine.