I Threw Myself Into The Wishing Well

i’m always running away,

am i even worth knowing?

it’s funny how things change,

and life keeps going.

We are warriors of life,

Raging war against death,

And we must die fighting.

And after everything, I still have nobody. Why do I give so much of myself to other people?

Yes, my argument is flawed by my emotions, I didn’t necessarily mean I never had the opportunity to vote for a candidate of my standards. I’m just saying that the candidates didn’t meet my standards. I appreciate you for expressing your opinions and keeping me in check. Good luck to you.

You know what’s bothered me? People viewing our president as some sort of celebrity. Especially someone that says they are a “fan” of a presidential candidate, just doesn’t sit right with me. These are real people governing our country, not a fucking magical being or a movie star. Politics nowadays is damn reality tv. This country is as mature as a high school, and the popular kids are fighting for control. I’m not religious much but this is what god means by “false idols”. Also, the fact I’ve seen people bet on the election or talk about it like it’s some sort of sporting event is quite outrageous and unsettling. This isn’t entertainment, this is supposed to be a commitment to democracy and creating equality and fairness in our country. It’s about making the proper changes to help better mankind and American lives. I think we need to start somewhere new. Our lives don’t change with a presidential election, change occurs within ourselves. It’s our mindsets that are hurting us. For the next four years we live with a decision, and after that, the same thing. That’s how shit works, and not everything goes your way sometimes, but that’s how life happened to turn out. It’s hard for me to trust anybody that worships a “presidential candidate” or obsesses over the idea of the election. All we can do is control what we do and how we act. We can’t better the world until we better the people that are capable of changing the world. Change is necessary, without it, we wouldn’t adapt, survival wouldn’t be possible, and evil would persist. Fuck trump and fuck Kamala. I never chose them as my candidates. Who said anybody is worthy of such a position of power anyways? But if you really are into politics and support someone, I get it, you’re doing all that you can do by voting for what you believe in. And I commend you for choosing that decision. Just remember there are more important things to consider than to obsess about your favorite “candidate” on your free time. And for the love of god, stop dividing this country.

Life is a comedy

discipline is freedom. remember that.

i think that i’m a fool,

thought of you this afternoon,

you cross my mind every now and then,

october skies in the morning.

time is lost, yet can be found,

i wouldn’t mind having you around,

and if i could find you in the clouds,

i’d find a storm and never turn around.

Always never, and never always

I’m stuck somewhere,

in the middle of nowhere.

Where here is just as there,

And then is just as now.

I know exactly where I’m lost,

And yet

i am unaware of everything around me.

We’re all different,

So aren’t we all the same?

I think too much,

And sometimes not enough.

Maybe it’s the act of balance,

Throughout all of this chaos.

Don’t we take life,

When we are given death?

Don’t we share hate,

When we steal love?

Sometimes we listen without understanding,

And sometimes we speak without meaning.

Everyone is justified,

And everyone is guilty.

Look at me trying to argue,

That we all can agree.

But we all just turn our backs,

And believe only what we see.

Hold me close

And hold me bare

I’ll take a flight

I’ll be right there

You told me you cared

I see my flaws

I know they’re there

You say you love

But do you swear?

Can’t ignore what’s in my head

Home body,

But nobodies home.

How could I exist?

I’m only blood and bone.

I’m way too deep in consciousness,

i get lost in supermarkets.

Who are you to judge,

what’s inside my pockets?

If I gave you the world

You’d question how I’d got it.

If heaven was here,

You’d stomp right on top it.