Always never, and never always
I’m stuck somewhere,
in the middle of nowhere.
Where here is just as there,
And then is just as now.
I know exactly where I’m lost,
And yet
i am unaware of everything around me.
We’re all different,
So aren’t we all the same?
I think too much,
And sometimes not enough.
Maybe it’s the act of balance,
Throughout all of this chaos.
Don’t we take life,
When we are given death?
Don’t we share hate,
When we steal love?
Sometimes we listen without understanding,
And sometimes we speak without meaning.
Everyone is justified,
And everyone is guilty.
Look at me trying to argue,
That we all can agree.
But we all just turn our backs,
And believe only what we see.
My misery and my desire,
Are similar in their attire.
I’m really the smartest fool,
Touching a raging fire.
You must take what is yours,
Because yours only stays awhile.
And it’s only never too late,
To love the things you hate.
But then ya’ll gonna mix my words,
Y’all don’t know how to spell,
And what if I get my groove on,
And tell that bitch how I felt,
nah, I can’t catch no feelings,
Cuz that ain’t good for my health,
And when I get to coughing,
I pray I’m up in the clouds.
death doesn’t bother me anymore.
i’m more concerned about appreciating the time we have with the people that matter in life.
take every moment in, and do not hesitate to show your love.
one more time
touch my skin
hold me tight
i don’t want it to end
the look in ur eyes
tells me everything
all your lies
disguised as loveliness
all those things you said
all those things you said
i don’t want to die
but don’t want to exist
don’t know how to cry
i’m no good at this
it’s all in my head
it’s all in my head
the world is littered in gold, you just gotta know where to find it
do you feel it too?
how my body yearns for you
like gravity holds me to the earth
our souls forever reaching
gripping tighter as we touch
grip me tighter
before i float away
the moon had already kissed her
long before i met her.
her eyes were dark,
but she always felt like a campfire.
her beauty was nothing like diamonds,
it was more like the light that reflects off the clouds from above them,
she was obviously beautiful, but few ever chose the window seat.
i’d jump out this plane if i could,
i swear id land in a heavenly oblivion
it’s always the stars that fall down
that never reach the ground
i’m always running away,
am i even worth knowing?
it’s funny how things change,
and life keeps going.
hold on.
my grip is getting loose,
my reality is due,
we die for what we choose,
and i’m fucked up,
you got me fucked up.
what is this society,
fighting for entirely?
getting kind of tired,
of bullshit and liars.
fakers with a smile,
and fakers with power.
sweet talking money,
has made us all sour.
fuck the institutions,
abusing us with counterfeit.
the government wants us clueless,
the truth is we are powerless.
until we decide to unite,
and banish all our biases.
storm the castle tonight,
and take back broken promises.