Death Doesn’t Bother Me Anymore.

fuck off. if you have money to waste on blaze you have money to donate. if you have money to waste and to blaze you have money to donate twice.

Honestly you’re completely right. I really don’t have the money to waste for things like this. I would rather donate to something useful. In my mind I thought that spreading knowledge or awareness would be more beneficial, because if I can change just a few people’s minds, then that itself is going to promote just as much change as would a donation. I would say somewhat even more valuable. Sure if I donate somewhere I can help feed someone or house someone, which I definitely want to do. But if I can shape the minds of the future, then maybe we have a fighting chance at survival in general. And you don’t know me, and I don’t know you. You don’t know what I do everyday to help my community. I’m no president, no spokesman, I’m just a normal human being just as much as you, that wants good things to happen to the people in their life. And if you don’t want that, I’m sorry. Thank you for expressing yourself, I’ll take your words into consideration. Good luck to you.

When the new day is born

Will you nurture it?

Will you teach it who you are?

Will it change you?

Or will you let it pass you by

Like a slow death in the sky

Whiskey Apologies

Where do I begin?

It all started way back then.

A blonded stare,

A sugar bear,

A blue truck and the wind in your hair.

We gave up that night,

Too many fights,

I did what I thought was right.

What a little life.

And then I drank too much and I didn’t slow down.

I said move on but i didn’t know how.

I said you’re better off without me now.

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find the words.

So where do I begin?

It all started way back then.

And in the end, I lost a friend.

We are footprints in the sand,

Just footprints in the sand.

I’m all alone,

It’s been so long,

I think of you,

Is it wrong?

i don’t deserve,

A single thing,

So here it is,

My apology.

Call me crazy,

And you can hate me,

But I won’t blame you,

I lost my way.

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it,

Give me time you know that I’ll find it.

Fail fail fail

Try again

Fail fail fail

Try harder

Fail fail fail

What are your regrets

Fail fail fail

Till the altar

Where there’s a meaning,

there’s an author,

And they experience all that they wander

Spread your wings,

a jump little farther

And fail fail fail

No longer

some things are,

better left untold,

im too old for feelings,

and feelings have gotten too old,

i dream of dreams,

and im dying to know,

what they mean,

or what they hold,

for he was a silver boy,

and all she craved was gold.

Burnt cigarettes,

Count my frustration,

My lungs, my ashtray,

My heart, it’s all failing.

Coughing up swallowed words.

Better late than never, I guess…

i remember every night

i held your hand

so you could sleep

and i remember every night

you said to me

you didn’t want to be alive

so i’d never sleep

so that every night

you’d still be here with me

Why fight for someone who wouldn’t fight for you?

my heart aches for you

i can’t take it anymore

leave my heart at the door

spilling blood on the floor