My Heart Aches For You

Home body,

But nobodies home.

How could I exist?

I’m only blood and bone.

I’m way too deep in consciousness,

i get lost in supermarkets.

Who are you to judge,

what’s inside my pockets?

If I gave you the world

You’d question how I’d got it.

If heaven was here,

You’d stomp right on top it.

how do i explain?

what do i say?

you’re in my thoughts

got a headache

i’m still awake

i cant escape

leave me alone

but don’t stay away

life

seems fake

sometimes

you know?

can you

believe

the things

you knew?

if you

deny

the things

you hide

you might

just find

you’re holding

demons

inside.

i’m always running away,

am i even worth knowing?

it’s funny how things change,

and life keeps going.

one more time

touch my skin

hold me tight

i don’t want it to end

the look in ur eyes

tells me everything

all your lies

disguised as loveliness

all those things you said

all those things you said

i don’t want to die

but don’t want to exist

don’t know how to cry

i’m no good at this

it’s all in my head

it’s all in my head

don’t become a victim of yourself

you control everything you do

i am made up of broken promises and unlived dreams.

all you do is lie and deceit

don’t you know an eye for an eye

is a bad habit? so keep the receipt

i need them to see,

but this is deeper than me.

try having a secret to keep

with a backstabbing grit in your teeth

but want the whole world to love you

as their favorite mystery piece

how can you blame a single person you meet.

i’m no angel you see

i fly high with devils

born with no wings

my love embezzled

by impermanent things

we are all sinners unique

and purpose we seek

so keep the ground on your feet

because we’re all here fighting gravity

When the new day is born

Will you nurture it?

Will you teach it who you are?

Will it change you?

Or will you let it pass you by

Like a slow death in the sky

some people take life too fast

some too slow

here i am in between

trying to find the balance

of everything i know