My Misery And My Desire,

her skin is cold, our fingers fold

and i hold her in my eyes

as she moans

“you saved me”

she wrote

life is all about those secret moments,

that nobody would know,

but you

i think i would look peaceful in my casket

Life is a comedy

do you feel it too?

how my body yearns for you

like gravity holds me to the earth

our souls forever reaching

gripping tighter as we touch

grip me tighter

before i float away

stuck in my head i won’t go

to that dark place i know

try to explain my thoughts

lost in translation i’m lost

sometimes i hate social media. it’s a sickness really. it makes you less human. like why do people post a picture of a person as a form of affection? or why does everyone have to look so goddamn happy or interesting? or pretty? it feels so misleading. it takes us away from reality. a digital world where people live through their eyes and thumbs. leaving them with fabricated hearts and blinded minds. can we no longer see what’s really in front of us? we live for something fake, something that isn’t real. a shared delusion, how amusing. i guess what im saying is that the real world is where the magic is. we need to break free from this cage of illusion. these walls we’ve built with our fingertips. just remember what’s important, remember the things that are worth fighting for.

p.s. i do understand the value of it, i guess balance is the key. just don’t let it consume you.

all you do is lie and deceit

don’t you know an eye for an eye

is a bad habit? so keep the receipt

i need them to see,

but this is deeper than me.

try having a secret to keep

with a backstabbing grit in your teeth

but want the whole world to love you

as their favorite mystery piece

how can you blame a single person you meet.

i’m no angel you see

i fly high with devils

born with no wings

my love embezzled

by impermanent things

we are all sinners unique

and purpose we seek

so keep the ground on your feet

because we’re all here fighting gravity

We love the way we want to be loved

i love it when it rains

reminds me of the days

you helped me thru my pain

but it never went away