Stuck In My Head I Won’t Go

some things are,

better left untold,

im too old for feelings,

and feelings have gotten too old,

i dream of dreams,

and im dying to know,

what they mean,

or what they hold,

for he was a silver boy,

and all she craved was gold.

teach me how to love you

strength only comes from within.

it is without hesitation,

all from the inside,

with all of your heart

and soul.

i wore frozen tears

but it hurts

you’re burnt in my skin

like a curse

my flesh will never forgive you

my flesh will never forget

my flesh will never forgive you

my flesh will never forget

The stranger

I walked along a sunlit road

A stranger passed and said hello

He gave a nod and gave his phone

And said you must speak

To the unknown

“But sir, my heart is a timebomb

I don’t know when it explodes

My rip cage of violence

The war inside of my heart

It’s just another battlefield

With no ends

And a thousand starts”

“Go on soldier

Die for something

Die for the beating drums of your flesh

Die for the love of life and death

Die for the things you’ll never forget

And die without words unsaid

Because to have died, is to have lived

And to have lived, is to have never died”

The stranger took the phone and fled

I never saw him again

poison in my blood,

no bite, no arrow either.

just a glimpse of heaven,

to a nonbeliever.

Would you do it all again?

Would you tell me that you love me?

If time was running backwards,

Would you do it all again?

Would you tell me that you love me?

If time was running backwards,

Would you do it all again?

cardboard boxes,

felt more like home,

always running,

from things i don’t know,

in the backseat,

everything i own,

call me crazy,

but i feel so alone.

and i can’t decide if i’m,

living or if i’m gone,

there’s a ghost living here,

and i take him everywhere.

Burnt cigarettes,

Count my frustration,

My lungs, my ashtray,

My heart, it’s all failing.

Coughing up swallowed words.

Better late than never, I guess…

don’t become a victim of yourself

you control everything you do