My Attempt To Be Understood

“my head was killing me, i was killing me.”

— m.v

even when the whole world is telling me no,

i still only want you.

so tell me,

what should i do?

i was too scared to tell you i loved you

too late it seems

too late it seems

my mind is too fast

i can’t keep up

teach me how to love you

it’s always the stars that fall down

that never reach the ground

do you feel it too?

how my body yearns for you

like gravity holds me to the earth

our souls forever reaching

gripping tighter as we touch

grip me tighter

before i float away

moth

when i look deep into your eyes,

hypnotized, i’m staring into a light.

i squint my eyes, but im still stuck to you.

i’m burning up from the things that you do.

well i’m a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

yea just a moth,

in the dark im lost,

and it seems all i want here is you.

tonight,

you and me,

the sunrise,

i envy.

no home,

come save me,

window,

escaping.

well i’m a moth

in the dark im lost,

and the only light i had was you

yea just a moth,

in the dark i’m lost,

and the only light i had was you.

just leave me,

it’s hopeless,

im burnt up,

and swollen.

someone,

once told me,

true love,

is stolen.

-b

Home body,

But nobodies home.

How could I exist?

I’m only blood and bone.

I’m way too deep in consciousness,

i get lost in supermarkets.

Who are you to judge,

what’s inside my pockets?

If I gave you the world

You’d question how I’d got it.

If heaven was here,

You’d stomp right on top it.