a beautiful possibility,
an extraordinary maybe,
“the great perhaps”,
a hopeful tomorrow.
anything may happen,
so let it happen,
and to experience it,
how rare it must be.
i hear music when i’m around you
And after everything, I still have nobody. Why do I give so much of myself to other people?
Whiskey Apologies
Where do I begin?
It all started way back then.
A blonded stare,
A sugar bear,
A blue truck and the wind in your hair.
We gave up that night,
Too many fights,
I did what I thought was right.
What a little life.
And then I drank too much and I didn’t slow down.
I said move on but i didn’t know how.
I said you’re better off without me now.
Give me time you know that I’ll find it,
Give me time you know that I’ll find it,
Give me time you know that I’ll find the words.
So where do I begin?
It all started way back then.
And in the end, I lost a friend.
We are footprints in the sand,
Just footprints in the sand.
I’m all alone,
It’s been so long,
I think of you,
Is it wrong?
i don’t deserve,
A single thing,
So here it is,
My apology.
Call me crazy,
And you can hate me,
But I won’t blame you,
I lost my way.
Give me time you know that I’ll find it,
Give me time you know that I’ll find it,
Give me time you know that I’ll find it,
Give me time you know that I’ll find it.
some things are,
better left untold,
im too old for feelings,
and feelings have gotten too old,
i dream of dreams,
and im dying to know,
what they mean,
or what they hold,
for he was a silver boy,
and all she craved was gold.
even when the whole world is telling me no,
i still only want you.
so tell me,
what should i do?
my attempt to be understood
stains everything i do
there are no mistakes
let the chaos consume you
Poltergeist
There’s an outstretched hand,
Just out of touch,
Just out of reach.
I can almost feel the warmth,
Of small fingertips,
Trying to understand me.
Why do I fight the feeling?
Am I weak?
Am I brave?
I think I’m scared everyday.
Is it the truth I need?
Is it love I want?
Is there something here?
Or is it nothing at all?
I hold my home in my hands,
My mind flies around like a phantom,
And all along she was there,
Touching my skin,
Oh she got me going mental.
What would you do,
If I loved you just a little?
What would you do,
If I lean a little closer?
It’s my fault,
I haven’t done what I’m supposed to,
I was wrong,
For bottling all these emotions.