I Don’t Want To Be Human Anymore.

no i dont make sense so stop asking

Being mentally ill is a full time job

i’m so mentally exhausted it’s unreal

😞

J please 😪💔

Me: seriously though its time to pull my shit together

Me 7 months later: seriously though its time to pull my shit together

My trauma didn’t make me soft. It made me distant. Angry. Distrustful. Bitter. Never soft. What they did was never soft.

please make it stop.

It hurts so bad.

even though it’s called bipolar disorder, we don’t just experience two emotions. we experience depression (sometimes severe), (hypo)mania, apathy, anger (sometimes extreme), we dissociate, we shut down, we feel numb, we feel anxious or panicked…. It’s not a two-way street. stop stereotyping. 

It’s okay to miss your abuser.

It’s okay to miss that life.

It’s okay to miss the good times you had.

It’s even okay to miss the bad parts.

It’s okay.