Alwaysmissingyou - Always Missing You

not being able to remember a lot of trauma  not being able to explain it  not being able to say why you’re so scared

i guess i shouldnt be surprised

05.01.20

quick question: how the fuck do I get through the rest of my life like this

i deserve all kinds of pain.

even though it’s called bipolar disorder, we don’t just experience two emotions. we experience depression (sometimes severe), (hypo)mania, apathy, anger (sometimes extreme), we dissociate, we shut down, we feel numb, we feel anxious or panicked…. It’s not a two-way street. stop stereotyping.