Baby dazai the national treasure that you are... +some bonus skk shenanigansš«” these are all a few weeks old
I'm sad I didn't see this on the 23rd, this would've been a wonderful addition to my birthday
Osamu may have spent the entirety of his paycheck on flowers and chocolates for his beautiful lover. You canāt blame him, really, anyone would do the same. Still, itās rather impressive seeing him haul up all the random gifts and snacks and roses and tulips and- oh you get the idea- hauling all of it up to your door with a wide smile on his face.
It was three trips down the stairs till he got it all up, and heād gotten enough candy to last you a year, and before you knew it every window and surface was littered with flowers. And when you asked him why he spent all his money on you, heād shrug and tell you that itās better spent on you than him. He swats away your worries and concern with a smile though, because he wouldnāt want his pretty ābelladonnaā frowning on such a āromantic and ardently fanciful dayā
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The cuteness š„ŗš„ŗ my poor heart can't handle such cute little things
tiny eepy cozy pajamas party š“
I saw this merch design and couldn't resist š„ŗ
guys i think my style in inconsistent. like wtf. that is definitely not my style??? but i think it's lowkey cute for a quick doodle. (i'm so obsessed with him)
Some more drawings of the Sea Au
Fandom: BSD -Bungo Stray Dogs
TW: none? I think?Ā
DAZAIĀ
I said it in my Soukoku fic, Dazai wouldnāt know affection if it slapped him in the face ten timesĀ
Like he might realize when someone is showing interest in a sexual kindĀ
And he would probably notice if someone is crushing on himĀ
But like, if he likes them back?Ā
NoĀ
Man is blindĀ
Heās too busy panicking overĀ read denyingĀ his own thoughts and feelings over you to analyze your actionsĀ
Heās busy trying to think of anything but how pretty you are when he sees you -thank you very muchĀ
No joke though, this can be applied to pretty much anyone he cares aboutĀ
I mean he practically had a heart attack when Atsushi gave him flowersĀ
Anyways if he finally admits to himself that he likes you then I could see him trying to push you away if Iām being brutally honestĀ
He doesnāt want to lose you and he believes that anything he wants that he obtains, will be striped from him sooner or laterĀ
Butā¦, in a perfect world he would eventually work up the courage to ask you outĀ
He would probably avoid directly asking you but this is Dazai so he could defiantly figure out some round-about way to askĀ
As for the relationship?Ā
He would still be his teasing selfĀ
But he would tone it downĀ
Not because he doesnāt want to annoy you but more so because he actually lets some of his masks down when alone with youĀ
He defiantly is very clingy to youĀ
Man has been touch starved for a long time and he fears attachment too much to be touchy with the ADA membersĀ
But now he has you, who not only tolerates him but has decided to stay with him?Ā
Of course heās not going to let this chance slip from his grasp before all this inevitably ends (heās still in denial)Ā
He never cared much for holidays like Christmas or ValentinesĀ
But now he wants to experience them, with youĀ
Heās always thinking, plans and outcomes racing through his mind, what ifs andĀ regretsĀ Ā
But like, if you ruffle his hair, his brain just stops.Ā
Like no thoughts, he short circuitsĀ
When his brain returned to him the first time it happened he panickedĀ
Like, who gave you that amount of control?Ā
After that first time he continued to try and get you to do it without askingĀ
He needed his brain to shut up every now and then, and now he has a reliable sourceĀ
Anyways, he likes to be a spoiled princessĀ
No one can change my mindĀ
For all his predictions he will never be able to predict your love and kindness for himĀ
CHUUYAĀ
Someone give this poor man a hugĀ
Ugh, my heartĀ
I canāt imagine him wanting to date a normal citizen, too much of a riskĀ
So youād probably have to work in the MafiaĀ
Even then, dating you would still be placing a huge target on youĀ
He would actually take you out on dates before asking you outĀ
Dates with him would be romanticĀ
Like dinner by candle light vibesĀ
Heād be strategic on where you guys sitĀ
No need to be precarious on what you order, itās all on himĀ
When he does ask you out he would be slightly flustered but it just makes him adorableĀ
Say yes, he doesnāt deserve to be hurt any moreĀ
He would spoil you to no endĀ
If you want it, you can have itĀ
Youāre the only one allowed to call him shortĀ
He might get flustered from PDA in the start but will gradually warm up to itĀ
Nothing clingy, just hand holding, a hand around your waist, a quick kiss here or thereĀ
But if he sees some guy hitting on you?Ā
Down right possessive, arm snug around your waist, shoulder to shoulderĀ
And if heās drunk? Even worseĀ
Like heās pulling you onto his lap just to make sure that asshole knows your takenĀ
If you do work in the mafia with him, he likes going on easier missions with youĀ
And while he knows that you can handle yourself just fine, he canāt help but imagine something bad happening to you when he isnāt there to save youĀ
Heās lost too many people in his life, please, donāt leave him as wellĀ
He loves when you rest your head on his chest and listen to his heartbeatĀ
And while you do that heāll run his fingers through your hairĀ
Chuuya loves to spoil you rotten as I stated, itās his love languageĀ
So sometimes heāll just hand you his black card and let you go shopping with friends or somethingĀ
In fact, he encourages you to buy what you wantĀ
FYODORĀ
Honestly? Where do I start with him?Ā
Like congratulations if you meet him and make it out aliveĀ
I donāt know if I should congratulate him taking an interest in you thoughĀ
I feel like he believe that the interest he had in you was purely innocent curiosityĀ
But I also donāt think he would try to delude himself for as long as Dazai doesĀ
Eventually he would notice that something was different about his interest for you than usualĀ
And while he would hesitate to put a name to it so quickly he would eventually give in after realizing there was no stoping this feeling from festering in himĀ
After coming to terms with hisĀ romantic?Ā Feelings and interest in you he would definitely begin to manipulate you into feeling the same way for himĀ
If you donāt already that isĀ
If you donāt confess then heāll definitely do the same thing Dazai didĀ
And when you agree, he of course knew you would, he makes you move in with himĀ
He canāt let his dearest other slip from his finger now can he?Ā
I feel like before ever getting into a relationship, you would have been made aware of his āworkāĀ Ā
Please, make sure the man eatsĀ
And takes his iron pillĀ
Nikolai is getting a little tired of that daily routine despite how much he loves to be around FyodorĀ
Anyways, dates arenāt a very common thing in fact, very, very rareĀ
I mean⦠what did you expect?Ā
Manās a literal terroristĀ
That being said, from time to time heāll leave his ālairā to spend time with youĀ
If you ask, heāll gladly play the cello for youĀ
If he snaps at you for ābothering him with pointless thingsā when you bring him his iron pill or food just listenĀ
Donāt bother him with such thingsĀ
And then same thing the next dayĀ
And after some 4 or 5 days heāll stumble from his roomĀ
Staggering as he tries not to collapse or faint from both his lack of energy and his iron deficiencyĀ
And when he walks into the kitchen trying to get the iron pill bottle open?Ā
Let him stumble his way over to you and ask for help before you finally do as suchĀ
And he realizes just how dependent on you heās becomeĀ
Itāll happen again eventuallyĀ
But as of that moment, itāll at least be awhile before the cycle repeatsĀ
(That last part of Fyodorās was based upon some fanfic I read for him. I'm not sure who it was by, but Iāll tag it if and when I do find it.)Ā
A/N: anyways, believe it or not, I love Chuuya just as much as I do Fyodor and DazaiĀ
Iām just not as confident in his character. Since Iām a lot like Dazai, he comes easy to me and by substitute, Fyodor does as wellĀ
But Chuuya? Despite him being one of my 5 favorites along with Dazai and Fyodor, I just donāt resonate personally enough with him to write him really well
I need my brain to shut up for once, like explain to me how I can hyperfocus on three Fandoms at once?
Like... how tf does that work?
Bsd makes sense cause of course, I'll never escape it's clutches
But I've gotten sucked back into Poppy Playtime in the last couple of weeks
And now... I fell down the rabbit hole of UnderTale after like years of not seeing anything for it
At the very least I finally got to really work on my UnderTale AU that I had started when I first got into UnderTale some 5-6 years ago
Lmao my YouTube feed is also currently Bsd, Poppy Playtime, and UnderTale, a lovely bunch
I posted about my Undertale AU HERE
Ok so I figured I should make a post about myself before I forget to lol. So here it is-
Anyways lets start off with the important stuff:
Pronouns: She/Her
Age: Adult - 18+
Name: Call me BLANK or Amber(Sekio)- no Amber is not my real name but my initials are still A.S
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Random facts time I guess /į ļ½”źļ½”į\ :
I can't pick a single favorite of anything for the most part and if I can the list was very narrowed down lmao
My favorite color(s) are: Black, Purple, and Teal...you know the colors on my header...
I love psychology, it's my favorite subject except for games, writing, and art
I have problems with hyperfixating on things like *cough* *cough* BSD
I'm asocial- not antisocial, I'm pretty sure I'd know if I was a sociopath or psychopath- but asocial
I'm an introvert or maybe an ambivert... not quite sure on that one
I'm asexual (and mad that I never find anything for asexual pride- but I did find two pins a while ago. The Funny thing is that I found them at Spencer's)
I spend a lot of time on Genshin
I spend even more time thinking of BSD or my OG Characters/Story
My favorite characters are Dottore and Keqing, maybe Neuvillette
I hate Jean for the simple reason that I lost Zhongli to her, I also hate Mona because I lost Kazuha to her twice on SEPARATE BANNERS.
I love art and writing...Oh! and I play d&d
I have problems
I hate odd numbers
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Anyway, that's all for now, and I didn't put a favorite song cause it constantly is changing... although I guess I could've put my favorite bands (Panic!AtTheDisco and Set It Off) but whatever.
ć¾( ̄ā½ļæ£) Bye~Bye~