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“I found a life in you,

When I was barely living.”

Sober enough to check up on them at 4 in the morning.

you: I am Diana of Themyscira, daughter of Hippolyta. In the name of all that is good, your wrath upon this world is over.

me, an intellectual: I am Moana of Matunui. You will board my boat and sail across the sea to restore the heart of Te Fiti

Lexa rolling her eyes every time and giving in to what Clarke wants 😅

You know what’s the worst of crying?

It’s when you try to steady your breath, a tear escapes your eyes and suddenly you are a god damn waterfall.

It’s when a sound must escape your chest and you have this urge to stop it in your throat.

It’s when you can’t breathe out loud cause you know you’re gonna be on full bawling.

It’s when you have to put a hand over your mouth or bite something just to suppress everything and hope that if something else hurts you won’t notice the pain eating you inside.

It’s when your head starts to ache and hope you just fall asleep while holding tightly to your pillow or a blanket.

It’s when the world is quiet and the only noise you hear is coming out of you.

It’s when you thought you already healed and you remember the pain you’ve already forgotten.

It’s the worst of crying because while you want to release everything you can’t go looking at the past like it’s not affecting your present.

It’s the worst because no one can know. Not that you’re being stubborn or putting a brave face, it’s the worst because you chose to do it alone. Because you actually know what to do, you just don’t know how.

Tonight’s drama is on me. I dwell on it and guess whose heart hurts now? 🤷🏽‍♀️

See? Breathe. You survived a day. Let’s try again tomorrow, okay?

Saying “Guns don’t kill people, people kill people” is a good argument for why there should be stricter gun laws…because people kill people.

ok universe, i’m ready to feel good things. make me feel good things.

You can drink the night away,

Fill up the void, the absence.

But no amount of alcohol

Would ever occupy that space

You call loneliness.

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