Hi Myself How Are You Doing

hi. toutai jumpscare

right now i feel like that one little trisha down there ok. i dont know what to do thi s guy i can only think of. i want to dra w but GAH i can onyl traditionelll

imso convinced my fandoms are connected what do you mean mother, pokemon, professor layton , ace attorney and rhythm thief are distanced they cant be that far there is a thin line between them that my adhd brain probably can't distinguish that swhy she likes them all ii believe

i told a friend "what if randall and claire swapped places" and she went. "oh ok so. now they all are gays and lesbians." ....i mean yea h exactly

I don’t use ‘the character of all time’ lightly but that’s what Luke Triton is. He’s a plucky, precocious, newsboy cap-wearing English boy. He’s the coddled son of a mayor. He’s an orphan for 6 years because he hates his dad. He forces his apprenticeship onto his master. He’s been arrested. He’s the sweetest little angel. His first instinct upon meeting a law officer is to assault him. His first instinct upon meeting his future self was to beef with him, too. His solution to a casino shootout was to construct a machine gun. He pauses on the street to scope cabaret dancers. He’s a gentleman. The other kids can’t stand him. A terrorist impersonated him. Logic is his religion. He receives prophecies from rats. He spent an acid trip mistaking a grown man for a little girl and didn’t let it go for ten years. The Loch Ness monster almost killed him and he never spoke of it again. He’s been at the counsel table for witch trials and never spoke of it again. He unearthed a lost civilization and never spoke of it again. By age 8, he’s ready for the world to end. By age 13, he’s bright-eyed and full of beans. If you’re nice to him, he loves you for life. If you’re mean to him, who the hell knows what’ll happen

the craziest beta 'mon is this guy, who would evolve into a random Pokemon upon evolution

like imagine finding this autism creature fighting for its life out in the wild so you catch it out of pity and two months later it evolves into goddamn Rayquaza

People underestimate how much it fucks you up to be subtly excluded as a kid. I would try to talk to my classmates and be met with disinterest or annoyance. The one friend I had, who I clung to and nodded along to his every word, had other friends he liked just as much or more. And his other friends didn’t care for me at all.

I look back at pictures from the time and see how separated I was from them. I remember knowing I was different. I remember posing questions about the world to the girls playing next to me and realizing that they had never asked the same ones to themselves. That the ways we thought couldn’t be more different.

I kept myself amused with my own fanatical stories and musings in my head. I would wander the playground on a circular path, imagining a friend and being sorely disappointed when it didn’t feel as real as I’d hoped.

There was a bubble separating me from everyone else, thin, and nearly invisible, but with a pearly sheen you could catch under the right conditions. I knew it was there, they knew it was there, and it changed me

Do you ever talk to your mutuals?

not really i just post things and hope they fall in love with me

i found out one of my ocs that i usually selfinsert me into things with is alexigender and. i knew she was something in between somewhere but couldnt quite see it and i. feel likke this is not only about kon. that was.pretty self discovery feeling. huh.

queer. gayboy. from a japanese stupid boyband.BUT its a dance group so its gAYER.boy am i so screwed.i finished him 5 seconds ago

hey I'm sorry I stopped in the middle of that sentence my brain decided to flush its cache and I totally forgot what this conversation was