Cigarette Duet

Cigarette duet

[Мы похороним их всех, а потом покурим]

Я где-то в твоей квартире посеяла космос:

В кухне звёздная пыль прорастает пшеницей и дурью,

Галактика в ванной похожа на орхидей колос.

Если вся наша жизнь -- для Бога реалити-шоу,

То мы -- Его явно “любимцы” вторых ролей:

По нам не напишут фанфикшена (что хорошо),

По нам будут только фанаты безбожные млеть

[Какое реалити, Боже,

Когда мы в дерьме]

Согласно Иуде, есть в каждом из нас распятье;

Согласна с Иудой -- мы кладбище собственных мечт.

В нашем личном аду направления нет как понятья,

Так что Стикс не течёт,

Нам с тобой её не пересечь,

Поэтому мы с рукавами по локоть в земле,

До самых последних поклонов мы будем в работе.

Не бойся, хороший мой, мы похороним их всех

И будем курить, пока вечность

и нас

не поглОтит.

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maybe mediocrity isn’t wrong. maybe you don’t need to be the best at everything you do. maybe you don’t need to be the best at anything you do. it’s ok to simply do things because you enjoy doing them. its ok to not want to advance in your job. nothing has to be a competition. you don’t need to be better than anyone. you can do things just because they’re fun. you don’t need to read up on the history, and know everything about it. its ok to just exist. its ok.


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2 years ago

who up delaying the inevitable


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1 year ago
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3 years ago

thinking about anti-role models. people you look at like "well whatever i'm gonna be in life it's not gonna be that"


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2 years ago

15.07 UTC+3

You wake up in the air.

You wake up on the last row.

You wake up with an ebook in your hand.

In general, you feel this trip like a distant memory. Separated from you. Even though its hard to recall the conditions so good if you have never experienced them. Wide aisles. Two-courses lunch. Indian half of the plane. Transit. Knees don't abut. Food on specific plates. Metall silverware.

3 hours 15 minutes left. 76% of the phone charge. The stewardess puts a glass of coxe on the table. Not a "cup", but a "glass". We took off two-minutes-to-hour ago.

Look back on the page of Fight Club just to see that the guy's flat exploded during the lunch. Book's in Englsih. As if I'm not fed up with the language after my school year. As if I'm not sick of it. Nervous nausea starts to lighten for the first time in four days.

You wake up on the ground.

You wake up in your bad.

You wake up with knot of hysteria in your stomach

Dad's watching second volume of Deadpool one seat aside from me. Outside it's -52.5° Celsius. I haven't learnt all the Fahrenheit, feet, pounds and value added for goods, which, depending on the state, ranges from 10 to 15 per cent of the price indicated on the price tag (excluding essential products and food in general). Mother's watching a something with Kate Blanchett. After all everything I've heard involuntarily about this actress I got sick after one mention of her.

I haven't slept well since the beginning of the exam week. It's 16 nights. I wake up every threeto four hours and can't calm myself for a long time. Critically insufficient for an organism in stress. Two hours fifty-eight minutes left till the first landing. "The duration of the flight is 4 hours 10 minutes". The Transatlantic twice longer. Girl in front of me is watching "Frozen 2" on Turkish with English subtitles. I worry about Elsa.

You wake up in a liminal space with no time or geotag.

It's 5 am in LA. Means that it's past eight at Godmother's. Good morning, you sleeping beauty! Screen in front of me shows that right now, 15.25 UTC+3, Mecca is on the left if one needs to address. Sore eyes -- adding the on-board-one, there were about five hours if sleep.

You fall asleep in the air.

You fall asleep on the last row.

You fall asleep with an ebook in your hand.


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2 years ago

I've said it before and I'll say it again but there's practically no reason to delineate between "binary" trans people and nonbinary trans people

2 years ago

“he’s killed people” ok but have you considered that he did it in a hot pathetic way.

2 years ago

Oh...

my entire life is just a test to see if i’ll commit suicide or homicide first

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