THROWING A PARTY AND DANCING A JIG ON ELIAS CARSTAIRS' GRAVE

my beautiful princess with a disorder

NATASIA POV NATASIA POV OOOOOOOO TRACY DEONN I WORSHIP YOU

i'm being dragged kicking and screaming into drugetash shipping it isn't my fault

bi weekly reminder that all of cassie's main characters are teenagers so maybe give them some grace for their shitty choices and don't expect adult level shit from people who's brains aren't even fully developed

the graphic novel makes me a bangs clary truther that girl HAS BANGS

i'm rereading the legendborn cycle in preparation for oathbound and have some thoughts about nick after legendborn.

i didn't like him the first time around, but as a firm breesel shipper i wanted to take my shipper glasses off and give him an actual shot.

verdict: i kinda hate him more

sel is 100% right. nick is spoiled and selfish as hell. he doesn't give a shit about anything but bree and his feelings and it shows. i don't think he had any obligation to the taking on his position as arthur's scion, but if he doesn't want it then he cannot throw it around when it benefits him.

he just comes of as some oblivious dummy, and on occasion i believe he's absolutely blind to the struggles bree faces not only as a black woman, but as a black woman within the historically white Order. putting her on the spot in a room full of people who view her as an outsider with absolutely no hesitation or concern is dangerous and he doesn't seem to give a shit.

also, i despise what he does to sel. i understand that what sel did was shitty, not disputing that. but attacking someone who can't fight back and explicitly state he did it because he can't fight back? fuck this guy.

HALSEY PLEASE I AM AT MY PLACE OF EMPLOYMENT

"got you."

"got who?"

UNHOLY SCREECH

the prologue being a whole section on its own is such a cool choice i love it

i need makio suma hinatsuru and tengen to give me ONE CHANCE