aranayad
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โCourage doesnโt always roar. Sometimes courage is the quiet voice at the end of the day saying โI will try again tomorrowโ.โ
โ Mary Anne Radmacher
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am i the only one whoโs excited for christmas season?๐ฅน
๐Christmas Breeze ๐
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Halfway to Christmas ๐
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Envy can kill.
Lost and drowning again.๐ถ
forever in love with sunsets๐ฅ๏ธ
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The ocean is the peace I crave.๐ This has always been my home, where my mind is at ease and my heart is happy and calm.
This.
I was a gifted child. Until I wasn't. I was the golden girl. Until I couldn't burn anymore.
My parents expected me to build wings of gold and fly further than anyone could ever try. I don't blame them, having a child to raise is like sculpting a clay pot, you can shape it the way you like, paint it the colour you fancy. To raise a child is to play God. To raise a child is to be God.
But to be a child is to fall, to make mistakes, to fail. The thing about being too bright at an early age means you burn out by the time you're 16 and suddenly the world around you becomes more gray and terribly, terribly lonely. The fire is never warm enough, nothing is ever enough. And one day you find yourself begging to a godless sky, begging for a new spark.
I was a gifted child once. I was the golden girl. And one day, I burned out.
-Ritika Jyala, excerpt from The world is a sphere of ice and our hands are made of fire
Fave weather + fave sound = heavenโ๏ธ๐ค
in my element๐๐๐
Lost in paradise!๐ณ๐
@BaliofLiwa
๐ตTake me, take me, me
Ferris wheeling babe
It's the air I crave (crave, crave)๐ต๐ถ๐ก
just keep swimming
Months have passed but why does it still hurt like hell?
I am arranging the clothes in my closet and everything in here just reminds me of my mom. I miss her so much that I wish sheโs right beside me now.
Indeed, grief and longing is not about the big things. Itโs the small things that crumple your heart and crush it again and again into small pieces.
Looking back on 2021 is bitter and painful. I lost the most important person in my life โ my mom. I can still vividly remember all the nights that I cried myself to sleep, the times when I questioned God and asked Him to take me with her, the days when I came home to an empty and lonely house, without the warmth of a mother waiting for me.
Itโs without a doubt, the worst year of my life.
Now, as I bid farewell to 2021, may I also leave behind all the sorrow and heartache it brought me.
May 2022 be the year for complete healing and for finding new hope and strength from God.๐๐ผ
Richard Savoie.
Christmas is in the air!๐โจโ๏ธ
I just miss my mom so much. Oh, what I would trade just for me to have a glimpse of her and to hug her for a second. โน๏ธ
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โIt is okay if you donโt complete things and goals as fast as other people do; we are all different people with different levels of skills and itโs okay to go at your own pace.โ
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