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what happiness looks like๐๐
got my tangible copies!!!!๐งก๐
The ebooks werenโt enough โcoz I want to highlight and annotate tons of freakinโ good lines.
i miss mommy so much that it hurts๐ข i wish that i can hug her and hear her voice even just for a short time
war of the foxes, richard siken / the good place (2016) / twin size mattress, the front bottoms / fleabag (2016) / jamie anderson / wandavision (2021) / in the realm of grief, noor unnahar / twin peaks (1990) / on earth we're briefly gorgeous, ocean vuong
canโt wait, but itโs sad to think that this will be our first Christmas without mommy๐ฅบ๐ข
๐100 Days Till Christmas๐๐
accurate๐ฏ๐ข๐ข
โHealing is layers. Healing is time. Healing is excruciating. Once you think itโs done, itโs not.โ
โ Mary DeMuth
Going straight home, no re-runs..
On an uneventful Sunday afternoon, while taking a nap, I dreamt of my mom. She hugged me tightly, and we talked about random things.
For months after losing her, I thought I am already quite okay and that my attempt to regain normalcy in life is a success. But I guess, I am just a great pretender. I woke up crying my heart out, wishing for my dream not to end, for the time to freeze and for me to just disappear and be with her.
I miss her a lot. ๐ข That was the warmest embrace I have ever received in my life.
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Valtavara, Finland by Andrey Bazanov
โI like cancelled plans. And empty bookstores. I like rainy days. And thunderstorms. And quiet coffee shops. I like messy beds and over-worn pajamas. Most of all, I like the small joys that a simple life brings.โ
โ Unknown
No better sound in this world than the sound of the rain.โ
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โAnd yet, you kept going.โ
โ Unknown
New month, new week, new day, new book, new hope.โจ
Michigan winter.ย Shot on December 12, 2016. Fujicolor Superia X-TRA 400.
The sadness comes in waves on nights, and tonight, I'm drowning.
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Grainy Comic About Grief
Death is nothing at all.
It does not count.
I have only slipped away into the next room.
Nothing has happened.
Everything remains exactly as it was.
I am I, and you are you,
and the old life that we lived so fondly together is untouched, unchanged.
Whatever we were to each other, that we are still.
Call me by the old familiar name.
Speak of me in the easy way which you always used.
Put no difference into your tone.
Wear no forced air of solemnity or sorrow.
Laugh as we always laughed at the little jokes that we enjoyed together.
Play, smile, think of me, pray for me.
Let my name be ever the household word that it always was.
Let it be spoken without an effort, without the ghost of a shadow upon it.
Life means all that it ever meant.
It is the same as it ever was.
There is absolute and unbroken continuity.
What is this death but a negligible accident?
Why should I be out of mind because I am out of sight?
I am but waiting for you, for an interval,
somewhere very near,
just round the corner.
All is well.
Nothing is hurt; nothing is lost.
One brief moment and all will be as it was before.
How we shall laugh at the trouble of parting when we meet again!
I miss my mom everyday.๐ฅบ The pain is just too much to bear, but she raised a brave woman. I will get through this. I will remember her someday without sadness and sorrow but with pure happiness and peace.
โYou think the dead we loved ever truly leave us? You think that we donโt recall them more clearly than ever in times of great trouble? Your father is alive in you, Harry, and shows himself plainly when you have need of him.โ
โ J.K. Rowling, Harry Potter and the Prisoner of Azkaban
I miss my mom a lot.๐ฅบ I promise that she will forever be alive in my heart and in my mind. And, I know that she will never abandon me and my brother. She is always here to guide us. Death can never be a barrier for us to feel her great and eternal love.
moooom๐ฅบ๐
โI am too tired and I miss you too much.โ
โ Simone de Beauvior
Why does it have to hurt like this?