Just a few seconds ago
I remember
Life seemed so grimm
So dark
So mean
Until i told you the truth
And we changed
We changed things together
Just between us
And the world
With your kindness
Grew brighter
I coudnt see the sun
Until i talked to you
I couldnt see the clouds and how they drfited
So soft and wistfully
Until you made me smile
You whisked me away
So unknowingly
From the darkness ive surrounded myself with
And it wasnt until then
That i saw how beautifully the blue sky was
And that i remembered
How the clouds reminded me of your dress
The dress you wore when we first met
Ill never forget
Not that day
Not that dress
Not you
Not ever.
Of fucking course
What sick bastard doesn’t
People I met for a few moments that live in my head forever.
feel free to cite the deep magic to me witch i was there when it was written but my memory is like REEEEALLY shitty
Can we unnormalize how america does public restrooms?
I want crows, but like, not ones that will steal your food. Or maybe they could steal your food, but you out out a bird feeder or a lile of gems for them to take from so they dont take your food. Or maybe you make a decoy farm just for them. I want little crows that scream at you at random intervals and bring you things if you're nice to them. Like allays but sassy.
minecraft needs more birds. there are like two birds in the whole of minecraft and i find that unacceptable. where are the fucking ducks
The ONE thing i have found that helps with Second Hand Embarrassment is...!
Losing/Not Using The Controller!!
Its a wonderful tactic due to its ability to force one to watch through the whole Second Hand Embarrassment Inducing Scene, WITHOUT ALLOWING FOR ONE TO PAUSE.
It is also a torture method.
But you can get through The Scene much faster and better (like you would watching it at a movie theater) than if you were to pause! In my case, pausing the show to avoid The Scene to or recover from The Scene causes me to want to Stop Watching The Series/Movie to avoid The Scene, resulting in a Disinterest.
To lose the controller or to Not lose the controller, oh which should i choose.
I wish i was truly alone
Alone in a house
Alone in the woods
Alone in the world
So i wouldnt have to feel the pain of people
Hear the pain of people
Know the pain of people
I am scared
I am a coward
You are the best thing to have ever happened to me
And i do not want to lose you
I love you so solidly
So wholey
So maturely
So beyond my years
If i told you
All of this
Would you tell me too?
That you love me so truly?
So wholey?
So beyond your years?
Live your life, and ill live mine
But let me live my life with you
Beside yours
Id like to live
Teach me how to do that?
So that i dont do it wrong
I dont want to do it wrong
I am fragile
I am glass
Thin, brittle
But my love for you is strong
Like roman concrete
With it, i am stronger
As i weather through life
I heal
Like roman concrete
Though neve fully, never wholey
I dont mind
Because your love makes me strong
But i cannot be strong
Without you
If i told you that
Would you see me as simple?
As weak?
As codependent?
Is this parasitical?
Am i bad for you?
Do i bite?
Through my creation, have i poluted?
The water, the air?
With my volcanic ash?
Have i hurt?
Can you breath?
Do i bite?
Have i bitten?
Im scared
I am weak
I feel alone
Solitary
Singular
But with you,
You help
You do not complete me
That is not your job
To complete me
But you
You do so much more