I’ll Probably Come Out To People With Some Sht Like A Meme With “i’m Gay” As The Caption

honestly i need to know more about queerplatonic friendships

can someone explain them

like can you be in a relationship AND be in a qpr? can you be non-compatible romantically and be in a qpr?

NOOOOO NOT DARE 😭😭😭

umm i’m gonna share my cringy ahh poem i wrote at 3am. i hate it. i wrote it in english for some reason.

someday.

apologies you never hear are my favourite to tell.

the inner dialogue i write out

the monologue i imagine

the whispers that never left my mouth

a spoken regret that never happened

though it repeats in my head.

it feels as if i should’ve stayed.

though i know someday i’ll be red.

someday.

the same day i never tell you.

i find comfort imagining myself playing with my siblings’s children when no one else would. my siblings don’t have children. i just imagine myself doing what no one else would with me

argyle has absolutely no idea what’s going on and i respect that 💀💀💀

i think my father only farms because it reminds him of his father.

apparently he worked the most on the farm. he’s the one who inherited it. see, his father died when he was 11. he’s the youngest. if he’s much like me, he probably feels as if he didn’t get as much time with his father as his siblings did before he died.

grief is hard for everyone, but his family was the type to shut up and work when any hardship happened. distract themselves. i think that’s why he does it.

he doesn’t want to sell our cows completely, no matter how much he cares for the enviroment. i know it’s not for money. we have enough, the cows barely garner any needed difference.

it’s just his way of dealing with grief, i think my [paternal] grandfather did the same when his father died at 11. coincidencentally, my great-grandfather’s (same person who died when my grandfather was 11) parents left him in ireland when he was 6.

they all had hard lives.

drinking hasn’t been in my family for a generation but i feel the weight of the “curse”, as my great-grandmother apparently called it.

i’m starting to believe her

trauma really does damage to families, doesn’t it?

(not going to pretend i have it bad/worse than others, i’m fine, just food for thought.)

i gotta say i find his face so aesthetically nice?? like greek god statues idk

We're genuinely so brave for the way we somehow manage to navigate cis society never knowing wtf is going on in their heads at any given time

wait. how do non demiromantic people feel love? i’ve always considered myself alloromantic but never thought abt this?? 😭😭

am i demi or smth? someone explain 😭

will drink my water now. thank you, fish

I would like for you to drink 1 water today, you can drink half a water now and the other half later if that's easier, take care of yourself please