Why Do I Want To Grow Up?
why do i want to grow up?
well, i’m glad you asked!
firstly, antidepressants aren’t recommended to <18s and it’d be incredibly hard to be prescribed any medicine
secondly, the ability to do whatever i want. choose my profession, even if it’s a decision between a shitty job and a shittier job.
thirdly, to come out, i can’t now because-
-fourthly, everyone at school is homophobic. i’d feel more safely gay outside of school.
fifth, i feel chronologically like i am too young to have a proper relationship, and everyone my age is bad anyway. i want a relationship though, probably just cause i want to be someone’s first choice though lmao
sixth, i feel stuck, if that makes sense? i don’t enjoy childhood and want to be in my twenties so i can do stuff, especially without fear of being bullied lmao. i want control over what i do, like i mentioned before.
seventh, social anxiety probably gets better after puberty.
eighth, people will be better after puberty.
ninth, i want to do something with my life. something worthwhile. probably an activist for native people lmao (irish, indigenous, aboriginals etc)
tenth, inconsistency. i want a change in routine.
yes i am aware i will have many more responsibilities, but childhood is not fun for me at ALL
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one look at my name, my profile picture, and me will tell you all you need.
also boo hoo go cry to your ma
i gotta say i find his face so aesthetically nice?? like greek god statues idk
We're genuinely so brave for the way we somehow manage to navigate cis society never knowing wtf is going on in their heads at any given time
dream i had in class yesterday
ireland, green, green-grey (i didn’t want it to be the same lmao), eithne.
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too young yet too old at the same time ✨
i think my father only farms because it reminds him of his father.
apparently he worked the most on the farm. he’s the one who inherited it. see, his father died when he was 11. he’s the youngest. if he’s much like me, he probably feels as if he didn’t get as much time with his father as his siblings did before he died.
grief is hard for everyone, but his family was the type to shut up and work when any hardship happened. distract themselves. i think that’s why he does it.
he doesn’t want to sell our cows completely, no matter how much he cares for the enviroment. i know it’s not for money. we have enough, the cows barely garner any needed difference.
it’s just his way of dealing with grief, i think my [paternal] grandfather did the same when his father died at 11. coincidencentally, my great-grandfather’s (same person who died when my grandfather was 11) parents left him in ireland when he was 6.
they all had hard lives.
i don’t know exactly what this post is for but oh well
i just… picked up a spoon
and took it to room
and now i’m chewing on it
like not in a way that would break it
just chewing on it
is this a symptom of depression or smth lmaoo
no this is me when i remember animals exist
wait
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