Aseriesofmiraculousmoments - Be Who You Are And Say What You Feel

Sherwin, Jonathan & ‘Shirley’ in @inaheartbeat-film​ 

A closeted boy runs the risk of being outed by his own heart after it pops out of his chest to chase down the boy of his dreams.

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I wanna go to the beach at 4 am and watch the sunrise with you

The biggest question on my mind always

is she gay

The three sexiest things in the world:

- Turning a girl on. Touching her in the places that make her sigh and moan and press harder into you, her mouth falling open in pure pleasure. When she can’t stop herself from covering your hand with hers, showing you what she wants. The way she squeezes her eyes shut and grips her hair and whispers “fuck”. 

- Knowing a girl is turned on by your body. Her groan when she watches you undress, the look in her eyes and how they never leave you. When she has to take a minute to calm down, the way she bites her lip and swears and looks at you like she’s been given a gift only for her and she can’t wait to explore it.

- Being turned on by a girl. Her touch giving you tingles, the way you lose yourself, throwing your head back in pleasure. Watching as she explores you, your breath getting heavier, your body growing warmer and reaching out to hers, the overwhelming desire for more more more.

…fuCK i’m so gay

I hate that I feel like I have to explain away every thing I feel

Like

Yeah I ran out of my meds and

I have a new prescription but I just

Don't care enough anymore

I know they're important like hell the reason I feel how I feel is because not taking them puts me out of whack but

The goddamn box has fallen behind some shelf somewhere and I just no longer have the will to look for them let alone take them. It takes two seconds for me to reset my alarm for them but I can't even bring myself to do that.

Too hollow and ready to be done now please.

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