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✧༺♥༻∞THE “I AM” STATE✧༺♥༻∞

INTRODUCTION:

Hello my loves!♡ my name is ⭒❃ Gianna /Ronal ૮꒰ ˶• ༝ •˶꒱ა ♡ and here’s a document I made about the “I AM” state. This document is based off my own understanding and knowledge of the void. I made this doc, to help out those who struggle with the void. It includes the basics of the void. If any of the information does not resonate with you, feel free to disagree<3

(Credits to the loa bloggers on tumblr,@asteriaas-stuffs,@rosellesworkshop, @lotusmi, @multiversebaddie, @gorgeouslypink, @voidsuccess , @stxr-kill , @uniquelymeandmyworld , @littlemissprettyprincess , for the inspo and knowledge ♥*♡∞:｡.｡) All the credits of this blog goes to ronal/ gianna . I'm asteriaa only sharing this as a blog .

Let’s make a scenario on how the void was introduced to you.

Now imagine one day you signed up for a meditation course, and they tell you to relax, breathe and affirm. Once you do that you will enter a deep meditative, called the “I AM” state. You will be at peace when you reach this state and you will not hear, see or feel anything because you are connected with your God Self, aka your God State.

(when you hear this for the first time, i bet you'd definitely think it's easy to get in.)

now when you read this did i mention anything about manifestation? no. if i were to mention “manifestation”. it would be the mindset you have NOW. the reason why many of you guys “fail” to enter the “void” is because you think of it as some sort of magical, far away dreamland that manifests your desires instantly instead of thinking it as a way to connect with your God Self. when the moment you found out you could manifest everything you have ever wanted just through the “void”, you found it hard to believe right? almost impossible.

“How is this even possible? is it true that i can really manifest anything that I want in one night? what happens if this doesn't work? can this really work? let me give it a try.”

i bet these were your thoughts when you heard about the “void” for the first time. why do you think you got these thoughts? it’s because of your assumptions, these thoughts came as they were protecting your dominant assumption, that “nothing is easy to get”, “you have to work hard”, “you cannot have everything you want”. you were told this your whole life weren’t you?. now because of this assumption, you guys find it “hard” to reach/enter the “void”. you struggle with it everyday.

everyday you attempt the “void” HOPING you would reach it, HOPING you would manifest your desires, HOPING you would wake up with them. trying out several different methods, meditations and techniques to enter the “void”. now read the purple paragraph AGAIN, notice how simple it seems. So why are you overcomplicating it?

It wasn’t even called the “void state” in the beginning. It was called the “I AM” state. A state of pure consciousness. Your God State. Not some magical place or dreamland. YOUR GOD STATE. So what does this mean? If I say something that has the word “your” in it, dosen’t it mean it BELONGS to you. So why would you identify that is it is apart from you? Why would you dream and hope to reach it? when YOU ARE IT.

The “I AM” state is you. You are the “I AM” state. It is NOT separated from you. NEITHER are you. You can enter this state ANYTIME. It does not matter. Time, circumstances, THE 3D do NOT MATTER. Stop wasting your time, you got your dream life to live.

Before we continue, first I want you to read this post. It defines the meaning of

“I AM”.

https://at.tumblr.com/vioscosmo/i-am/vwtlogeumn7h

How will you affirm ??

Simple, you affirm “I AM”.

That's it. That's literally it.

You are probably wondering, “wait really? there’s no way it's that simple after I did all this” now then, why are you overcomplicating it again?

You always gotta think, there's something behind it, there's something you have to do first, there's something you have to achieve first before you can manifest whatever you want. That is utter bullshit. There is no hidden cheatcode, there is no secret. IT IS THAT SIMPLE. Manifestation was not meant to be difficult, it was not meant to be a chore, it is a LIFESTYLE. It is IMPOSSIBLE for you to NOT enter the “I AM” state, unless you assume it. You are the operant power, why are you making it difficult? You know its easy to manifest, affirm and persist. There is NO such thing as failing to enter the “I AM” state or failing to manifest.

“An assumption, though false, if persisted in, will harden into fact”- Neville Goddard.

You get what you persist in, you persisted in the fact that “the void is apart from you, the void is difficult to enter, theres no way its that simple, you have to do this, you have to do that.” No

YOU DONT HAVE TO DO ANYTHING.

now, when you enter the “I AM” state, why do you affirm “I am, I am pure consciouness, I am the void, I am not attached to any reality, I am faceless and formless”? because when you affirm this you are connecting with your God State, your God Self. However, you only do this when you are entering, you only persist in this for a short while, in that moment that you are the “I AM” state, then when you don’t feel any symptoms/ when you fall asleep and wake up in your same shit reality, you wonder “why hasn't it worked, I must be doing something wrong, i'll try again tonight” now isn’t that called WAVERING?. You affirm that you are the “I AM” state, then when you “fail” to enter it, you assume it’s not apart of you and you TRY to enter it again. And then you keep TRYING forever. Instead of assuming YOU ARE IT. Won’t that confuse your subconscious mind?. Aren’t you going back and forth? Aren’t you going hot and cold? Aren’t you WAVERING??

We all know you cannot manifest shit when you waver. You will always go back to the assumption that was already heavily persisted in (the assumption you have now) about the “I AM” state. How do you make a new assumption? You affirm, repeat and persist, until it hardens into a fact.

It is EXTREMELY EASY to enter the “I AM” state. You guys only overcomplicate it. That is why you struggle to enter/tap into it. You need to accept the fact that the “I AM” state is YOU. You guys try and try every night to enter. QUIT TRYING and START ACCEPTING that you are the “I AM” state. stop putting power in the void. stop thinking that the void is above you. The void is below you. The void holds no power compared to you. You are the creator of your reality, nothing is above the creator, not even creation itself.

You are PURE CONSCIOUSNESS. You were born as pure consciousness. You cannot deny that fact. Everytime you affirm for the void you are just simply stating what YOU ARE. Why try so hard to enter yourself?

Now you know the reason why you haven’t connected with your God state yet. So from now on, I want everyone reading this doc to do the following steps. And I will 100% guarantee you that you will enter your “I AM” state, and manifest all your desires.

You will affirm “I AM” throughout the day. (when you are brushing your teeth, washing the dishes, showering, etc. make it the last thing you think of when you fall asleep and the first thing you think of when you wake up)

You will affirm this everyday.

You will persist in this affirmation ONLY. No other affirmations. Just “I AM”.

It is THAT SIMPLE. See how easy it is? You didn’t have to listen to subliminals all day, You didn’t have to do several different methods, meditations and techniques. All you had to do was to affirm “I AM” and persist in it.

An important thing to take note,

Please DO NOT obsess over the void. Here’s why, void obsession leads to you thinking that the void is the only solution to solve all your problems. this leads to you putting power into the void, making it seem like the void is higher than you, more powerful than you and you soon develop the assumption that the void is above you. That is something that i do not want you to go through. It is EXTREMELY unhealthy. I have seen people who obsess over the void, who have tried to enter it for months, YEARS. In this period of time, they could have manifested their desires through other ways. Moreover it lead to so many people going into depression, anxiety and lowering their self-esteem and their power. If you ever think that the void is the only thing that solves your problems, please take a break. Reflect on yourself, remind yourself WHO YOU ARE. The void is not going anywhere it is always with you. You are the “I AM” state. It does not have legs, It ain't running away, it is always inside of you. And another thing to take note, now in the law of assumption community everything revolves around YOU. YOU are the one in POWER. I have mentioned this countless number of times and i'll say it again, you are the operant power and creator of your reality and you being in power, then obsessing over the void is ridiculous. I understand many of you are in a critical state right now, your mental health is not stable, you have issues and problems you desperately want to solve in one night, then you see that there are people who enter the void easily and you start to compare yourself to them. Have you ever heard of the quote “Life is the most difficult exam. Many people fail because they try to copy others, not realisng everyone has a different paper.” ? Everyone’s journey is different, do not compare yourself to others.

This is for those anons on Loa tumblr,

Do not beg/guilt trip others into entering the void for you. That is not right. Stop, ask yourself this, “Am I taking this too far?”. Why do you think all these loa bloggers on Tumblr are posting guides, tutorials, giving recommendations, advice, coaching ets, about how to enter the void? They are not selfish, they care for you, they are there to help. Because they want YOU to enter the void yourself and manifest your desires YOURSELF. You cannot put the power in someone else to enter the void for you. Put yourself in that person’s shoes. If you were them, would you want to enter the void for every single person that comes up to you and asks you. If I were you dear, no. The Law of Assumption is there for you to realise your power. Imagine constantly having to ask someone to manifest your desires for you. Those are your desires, not theirs, it is not their duty to manifest your desires. You have no right to blame anyone but yourself for not being able to manifest anything despite all the info given on the internet. That is your fault, because it is your assumptions. I can’t change your assumptions, no one can. We both live in two different realities. I live in what I assume, you live in what you assume. You have nothing but to change yourself. No one can help you if you can’t help yourself.

Do not ask someone or pay someone to enter the void for you. That’s now how it works. Even if the person were to enter the void and affirm for you. There is NO GUARANTEE that you will enter the void. If your mindset is still shit, how do you expect it to work? And think about it, there have been bloggers out there who have gone into the void for others, not everyone manifested their dream lives. It all comes down to the individual. When you are manifesting something, you are not changing the 3D, you are just changing YOUR BELIEFS and ASSUMPTIONS. Then you’ll shift into a different reality that’s all. You ain't helping anyone or changing anything external. You are just changing your innerself. This is why entering the void for someone else does not work. THIS IS YOUR REALITY. NO ONE can do anything or change anything. ONLY YOU CAN. At the end of the day, it’s your life, not someone else’s and who’s responsible? You are. THERE IS NO SUCH THING AS FAILING TO MANIFEST. You have been manifesting your whole life whether you like it or not. It’s up to you whether you want to make a change. Infact you should be very much grateful you even came across LOA. This is a HUGE PRIVILEGE that many of you guys DO NOT understand..

In conclusion, I recommend you focus on yourself. Take care of yourself, take care of your mental health, your physical health. I know sometimes life can get hard, but everything will be alright. Go get professional help if you need or talk to a trusted person. If you a new to loa, affirm for your self-concept, affirm that you are God. Set some ground rules for yourself.

Thank you so much for reading this doc. I hope this doc, has helped you with your void journey. If you are reading this document, know that you are not here for any reason, you are here to manifest your desires. You did not find about manifesting for no reason, you were meant to find out about it, you were meant to manifest all your desires. Out of all the billions of people across the world, only a few know about these wonders, this is definitely not a coincidence. You are the chosen one. ♥*♡∞:｡.｡

NOW GO LIVE YOUR DREAM LIFE!!! 1111

With lots of love, Gia ❀*̥˚

yeah…

♚ 7 Day Void Challenge ♚

This specific challenge is inspired by @rosellesworkshop challenge (which discusses listening to affirmations for 3 nights as well as during the day when you can and tapping into the void on the 4th night). Again, this challenge is inspired by that one specifically but instead of 3 days it is going to be 7 days. This challenge will also be using @lotusmi subliminals and affirmation tapes as well. I will link them below.

Routine

I have created a routine for those who have a hard time sticking to something. This is meant to be followed. If you do use this routine, stick to it. A lot of the reasons why people don’t tap into the void is because they aren’t consistent and they don’t persist whether that be in affirmations or just living in the end.

Make sure your void list or desire list is completed. When you start this challenge I don’t want you to be focused on the list and trying to change every thing because you saw something to add to the list. Stop doing that. Get your list together or just know exactly what you want to manifest in the void.

Once the list is complete, DO NOT CHANGE ANYTHING IN THAT LIST. LEAVE THE LIST ALONE. THERE IS NO REASON TO KEEP CHECKING THE LIST AND CHANGING STUFF. ITS DONE.

During the day, you can create your own affirmation tapes or subliminals to listen to. If you are using an iPhone, you can use the Parrot app to record your own voice and it automatically loops the affirmations. If not, then you can use @lotusmi HIGHLY SUCCESSFUL affirmation tapes and subliminals. This one is great to use during the day, but this one should be used with caution because it has morphic fields added to it and it might cause headaches if used for long periods of time. I would suggest using that in intervals. This one is a subliminal that can be used throughout the day but the music is quite upbeat, so just be aware of that. (I’ve personally used them and I love them!)

Also during the day if you aren’t able to listen to the subliminals or affirmation tapes, I would suggest you loop an affirmation in your head. Now, I’m going to be very clear here, you are not saying the affirmation to force the 3d to change, you are saying the affirmation to help get into the state of being a void master. Please remember that. You can use “I am a master at the void” or “I always wake up in the void” or “In my reality, I always enter the void instantly” or any other affirmation that you would prefer to use.

At night, you can either use your own affirmation tapes or your own subliminals or the ones I linked above. But I would suggest that you use this one or this one. They are very calming and that helps especially if you are trying to sleep. And before anyone asks, yes you loop every single affirmation tape or subliminal that you choose to use.

You do this for 7 days. You do it without stalking Tumblr and asking questions to every blogger. Stop being on Tumblr and stop looking up different affirmations every other day. Stick to one or two affirmations to loop during the day if you aren’t using the affirmation tapes or subliminals. And again do not say the affirmation trying to change the 3d, it doesn’t work that way. Yes, you can robotically/mindlessly affirm as well. (If you don’t know what that is, look it up).

The point of this challenge is to saturate your mind as much as you can. Do you have to do it for the whole 7 days? No, if you feel confident and you are living in the end and you know your state is one of being able to tap into the void state instantly then you don’t have to keep doing it because at that point, just tap into it.

This challenge is easy, but if you complicate it then that’s on you. I tapped into the void a little while ago and affirmed with Cotton Candy that anyone who does this challenge, will enter the void at the end of the 7 days IF THEY LIVE IN THE END AND MAKE THEIR DOMINANT STATE A STATE OF BEING ABLE TO TAP INTO THE VOID INSTANTLY. I added that because I know some people will come on here 7 days later complaining nothing happened, yet they didn’t do what was needed. So it really falls on you.

DMs will be open for one day but do not trauma dump or guilt trip me because I will just block you. I don’t have time for the nonsense. I literally laid everything down right here. There isn’t any excuse.

Tap Into The Void..

-Unique 💖😌

Lo’ak using visiting Spider as an excuse to come over and steal your panties to Jack off with later 🥴 he conditions himself thag your scent = getting off, and now he can’t jack off without them AND he has to hide his dick coming out of its sheath every time he gets too close to you

Addicted to you

adult Lo‘ak x female human reader

Words: 4.7k

Summary: The first time it happened, could be considered an accident. He didn’t mean to come over and steal your underwear, stuff it in his tweng and take it with him, like a dirty little secret. The second time however, was less an accident and more a strategic planned theft.

Warnings: explicit smut, perverted Lo‘ak being a little panty thief, masturbation, scent kink, slight somnophilia (with consent), childhood friends to lovers, fluff, mutual pining, reader is spiders sister, oral (f receiving), obsessive behavior, Lo’ak has retractable genitals

Translation:

Tweng = loincloth

Tanhì = star, bioluminescence freckle

Lo‘ak, by all means, is no pervert.

He’s not a freak, even if some small minded people had called him that before. But that’s because of his fingers, and not because of this.

It’s hard to explain how any of this has even started.

It’s just, you’ve always been there. Always running around with him and his siblings, playing in the mud and chasing each other through high branches of trees. Riding piggyback on his shoulders, letting Kiri braid your hair. Crying into Neteyams shoulder when you scratched your knee and then letting grandma take care of it. Sitting by the campfire together, baby Tuk in mums arms while dad tells them stories from earth, from the place you’ve never even been before, yet it’s where you come from. Originally. But to Lo‘ak, you’re all na‘vi. Just like Spider is all na‘vi.

You’ve always been there, small little tanhì. Until you’re not so small anymore. And Lo‘ak isn’t small anymore either.

When they come back, years after seeking oturu with the metkayina, his eyeballs almost pop out of their sockets at the sight of you.

Small little tanhì, he scoffs at the memories of his childhood friend. You’ve grown. Not much for Na’vi standards, still the size of Tuk when she was like 8, but Norm makes jokes about you and Spider not being kids anymore, so he assumes you must’ve reached your maximum height. How cute, he thinks. Lo‘ak however, well, Max says he’s making dad competition now. Almost choked on his coffee when he first saw him again. Apparently you must’ve realized the change in his physical appearance too, because you said stuff like the ocean did him good and giggled when you asked what they were feeding him over there, squeezing the muscles of his upper arm with your small hands.

Apart from your size, Lo‘ak was surprised to see you in human clothing. He assumes, and maybe that makes him a little sad but he would never admit that out loud, that after his family had to leave and Spider was also gone for a very long time, you barely had any reason left to visit the village, other than accompanying Norm and Max to the lab. So you ditched the loincloth for a pair of pants and a shirt. That however, doesn’t change how beautiful you are to his eyes. His little tanhì.

Luckily, that’s pretty much everything that has changed.

Funny enough, because that meant Spider still had to share a room with you now that he’s back. Neither of you are very pleased about this, but as long as he and the Sullys are finally home, none of you would openly complain about the temporary living situation, until Norm had moved some of his stuff out of his office so Spider could move in.

The room you and Spider share isn’t that big. Two beds, a window, a small desk and a wardrobe, that’s basically it. It’s even more cramped when a full grown Na’vi lays sprawled out on Spiders bed, but that doesn’t keep him from coming over every couple of days to hang around like he’s still a lazy teen.

Lo‘ak still can’t get over the sight of you running around in these human clothes. They’re odd. Even worse when you wear them, when you’ve changed so much and there’s so much more, so much new of you to see and now you’re hiding it from his gaze, underneath those entirely too long and plain looking fabrics.

Lo‘ak can barely peel his eyes off of you, swirling around the room with a woven basked on your hip, picking up stuff from the floor while simultaneously nagging at Spider to strip and— pause.

"Anything else?" You ask, taking the shirt that Spider had just worn to put it into the basked.

"Nope", he says, pronouncing the p with a little pop sound. Glancing around the room for the final time, you spot a pair of dirty socks in the far corner and as you bend down to pick them up, something seems to fall out of the basket that you don’t notice right away. Before Lo‘ak can react however, you’re already out of the door.

Sitting upright on the bed, Lo‘ak wants to reach for the tiny piece of fabric that you had lost, but then he’s interrupted again.

"Oh shit, I forgot to give her my tweng", Spider groans, pulling a woven cloth out from where it was sandwiched between the mattress and Lo‘aks butt. "I’ll be right back, bro." And then he basically sprints after you.

Chuckling to himself, Lo‘ak now finally gets to pick up what had fallen out of your basket.

It’s pink and small, looks like a triangle almost. Too small to be any kind of clothing. No, there’s really not much fabric on it. Strange, he thinks. He turns it in his hands and then spots a tiny, white ribbon on what he assumes must be the front, and now that he holds it like that…

It almost sends him off the edge at this very moment as he realizes— It’s underwear. Great mother, those are yours!

Lo‘ak almost passes out as he spots a tiny wet patch on the fabric. It makes something in him throb, knowing that your cunt was once pressed there, your sweet, sweet pussy rubbing and pressing against the soft cloth, while some of your juices leaked out and stained the material.

He swallows dryly.

Your clit must have rubbed on it, too, he thinks before he can even stop these thoughts from coming. And Lo‘ak, by all means, is definitely no pervert, but he can’t help but imagine the cute little nub dragging across the fabric, the nub that he just wishes he could wrap his lips around and slowly suck, watching as you writhe and cry out from the stimulation on your sensitive form.

Lo‘ak doesn’t know, can’t even explain it to himself as to what has driven him to his next move, but he then puts the fabric to his nose and, almost on instinct, inhales.

The very scent of your sex on the fabric makes his head spin and his cock stir to life.

Oh, how he loves your scent. That filthy, sinful scent on your panties, the lovely fragrance enhanced all around the cloth. With each trembling intake of your smell that his soul inhales, the harder his cock grows, until it finally unsheathes, bulging a tent into his now entirely too tight tweng.

The first time it happened, could be considered an accident. He didn’t mean to come over and steal your underwear, stuff it in his tweng and take it with him, like a dirty little secret.

The second time however, was less an accident and more a strategic planned theft.

Lo’ak now knows where to find them, knows that there’s a small woven basket in the far corner of your room, and if he lays on Spiders bed and stretches enough, he can just reach into it with his very fingertips. So when you and Spider are busy with something else, he so casually stretches his long limbs and grabs the first, black little slip he can reach, stuffs it in his tweng and then pretends that Neteyam is calling him through the throat comm or that he suddenly remembered he had stuff to do at the village or whatever reason is believable enough to hurry out of the door and hide somewhere in the forest.

Once his heart stopped pounding in his ears and his lungs stopped burning, Lo‘ak settles against a tree and pulls the small piece of fabric out of his tweng. Pretty black, cotton panties. Warm now, from rubbing against his skin on the way here. His hand twitches as he examines them in awe.

In all honesty, Lo‘ak really thought that the silly little childhood crush he once harbored for you was finally filtered out of his system after spending the first few nights at the metkayina village bawling his eyes out because he missed you so much. But no amount of other girls he tried to occupy himself with to forget you could change anything about those feelings that came rushing back to him like a tsunami, the very moment his eyes fell on you again, even after all those years apart. And now you’re all grown up, both of you are, and he’s not that awkward little guy anymore, had his fair share of girls to know how to talk to you, how to flirt and maybe even confess his feelings that could lead to something more, yet here he is. Cock throbbing in his palm with your slip pressed against his nose while he furiously jerks himself off to your scent. Like a pervert.

He was gritting his teeth as he stroked over his shaft, squeezing the light blue tip of his cock just right, forcing the very first droplets of pre-cum to form and spill over his knuckles. There’s a tightness, a warmth that swells inside him and it gets even worse when he inhales deeply, your scent filling his nostrils. His hand strokes faster, harder and he moans against the soft cotton.

Speeding up his movements, Lo‘aks hips were already bucking up to fuck into his fist. His imagination, those clear images in front of his minds eye, of your pussy dragging over the same spot he was rubbing his nose against were only egging him on more.

"Fuck, fuck, fuck", Lo‘ak was chanting curses as he felt the coil in his stomach threaten to snap. His head was thrown back in bliss, your underwear pressed tight to his nose and he couldn’t help but bite down on the fabric to stifle his moans when he finally came.

And suddenly Lo‘ak feels like he’s 14 again, blushing like an idiot whenever you’ve hugged him, not getting the words out when it was just the two of you together.

He was so head over heels for his little tanhì, that this seemed to be the only way to give him some temporary relief, until he would finally get his shit together and gather enough courage to ask you out.

But before this could even happen, things were already getting out of hand.

The first time might be an accident, the second time not so much, but the third, fourth, fifth … and then the tenth time— that’s when he realized this was growing into some strange form of addiction.

Of course he made sure you would never realize what a perverted friend he was, always making sure to rinse his cum and any stains out of the fabric before stuffing them back to the basket in your room, switching them out for a new pair. But not making you realize how perverted he actually was, that was easier said than done.

Naturally, all Na‘vi had a keen sense of smell. Lo‘ak had always been able to smell your natural scent when you were near. And in the beginning, just holding your used underwear in his hands got him hard, made his nose twitch, fingers itching to get them closer, bury his whole face in them and inhale. It was intoxicating.

But Lo‘ak didn’t even realize what he had done to himself, up to the point he came completely untouched for the first time, just from smelling them. That’s when it finally dawned on him. Your scent was enough to get him off. He had actually managed to condition himself to this– coming to your scent, not being able to come when he couldn’t smell you.

Oh, that was bad, he thought. That was really, really bad.

Even worse, because you’ve always been touchy with him. Always hugged him, held his hand, jumped into his arms. And Lo‘ak was so used to carrying you around on his shoulders or his back, that it would’ve been strange of him not to. So now here he was, again, suffering from the consequences of his own actions.

One of your soft, squishy thighs on either side of his shoulders, the back of his head snugly pressed between your thighs and his hands holding your ankles so you wouldn’t fall off as you wandered through the forest.

Normally, he’s a good listener. But he has long stopped listening to whatever you were talking about, now that your scent was so close to his nose that his cock was already pocking out of his sheath and Lo‘ak was slowly loosing every internal battle of trying to keep it in there until they had reached high camp.

Every time you giggled or laughed, Lo‘ak could feel the vibrations against his neck. He could feel every shift, every drag of your clothed cunt against his skin. The warmth radiating from your core, the softness of your thighs on either side of his head, while dainty fingers played with his braids.

Suddenly there’s tug on his braids and Lo‘ak damn near whimpers as you pull his hair to get his attention and— no, no, no you had to get off, you had to get away from him, because this is all too much.

"Lolo", it’s the silly nickname name you gave him as a child, the one that still makes his eyes roll because you used to tease him wit it. "Are you even listening? I asked you a—"

"Sorry it’s just, you– you’re getting kinda heavy, tanhì." Two hands grab your hips before you can even protest and there’s a look of utter confusion on your face, once your feet meet the ground again. Too heavy, Lo‘ak mentally slaps himself. He can lift you up with one hand, so who’s going to believe that?

You look at him with your brows knit tightly together, eyes narrowed to scan him up and down like you were trying and could actually see through him and fuck, his body was working against him in this moment, because the feeling of his own slick coating his cock as it slowly slid out of its protecting sheath sends a shiver up his spine.

"C‘mon let’s keep moving, we’re almost there", he hastily blurts out, leading the way now, hands clenching into fists at his side.

Lo‘ak tries to ignore that your scent still lingers heavy in the air, even as you walk behind him. He also tries to ignore how silent you had suddenly gotten, tries not to look back because he knows you‘ll look hurt or confused, or both, as to why he had suddenly decided to put distance between you and him –and called you heavy, on top of that.

The entire walk back to the village was filled with silence, and even though it felt heavy in his heart, it’s what he needed to calm himself, to make his cock soften and breathing even, to put his focus on something else other than the flowery sweet smell that’s walking just a few feet behind him.

It’s not hard to guess why he doesn’t see you the day after that. Spider visits high camp alone, says you’re out with Norm somewhere to gather ar'lek seeds so they can plant them in the small herb garden in hells gate. He knows that’s just partly the truth.

The next day, Lo‘ak doesn’t even wait for you to come over, or not. Spider spends the day with Kiri anyways, and maybe that’s his sign to finally get his ass up and do something about this whole fucked up situation, apologize for acting so weird and put an end to his strange addiction.

It’s already late in the afternoon when Lo‘ak reaches the human outpost camp. He taps the code into the small keypad on the front door of the facility, puts a respirator on and walks down the hallway. Several turns later and he finds himself at your door, knocks ever so lightly, it’s almost too light, before slowly opening the door, crouching under the frame and stepping inside.

The sight he’s met with definitely gets his knees a little weak.

You’re curled up on your side, your lashes are softly resting on your cheeks, lips slightly parted with quiet sighs of sleep falling from them. Your shirt has ridden up a bit, exposing your hips and stomach to him, blanket nowhere to be found. His gaze wanders over your body, the curve of your waist, down to your legs and eywa help him, you’re not wearing pants. All that’s covering you, are those pink panties that seem very familiar to him and fuck, if that doesn’t make him swallow hard because he just realized these are the ones he’s first taken from you. The ones he had completely soaked in his cum until he nearly passed out, shooting blanks from how many times he jerked off with them pressed to his nose and then wrapped around his cock once he had completed inhaled your scent off of them.

And now he has to hold himself back, because your deliciously sweet scent almost suffocates him the moment he settles to sit on the end of your bed.

He can’t help the way his hands move on their own, just a soft caress up and down your thigh. Completely harmless, he wants to make himself believe.

You hum in your sleep, eyebrows pinching together for a brief moment before you relax into his touch. It’s like your scent grows more intense the longer he strokes his warm palms over your exposed skin, running up your thigh, the curve of your hips. His fingertips trace the cotton fabric of your panties, hooks it under his finger, plays with it, before he runs his hands back down your legs.

Lo‘ak feels his body heat increase the longer he plays with you like this. Feels his sheath opening up, the tip of his cock teasing against the cloth of his tweng, the retraining tightness of trying to keep it in there. His tail curls like he’s in pain from holding himself back, and then your thighs spread into his hands, opening up like a pretty flower, subconsciously presenting yourself to him.

He knows he shouldn’t… but he can’t help it.

Swallowing hard, Lo‘ak kneels at the end of the bed. Careful as ever, he pulls you towards him, holds you open like a five course meal on a silver plate with both of his hands on the backside of your thighs. He nuzzles his nose against your skin, tenderly. Inhales, places soft kisses here and there, moves further to the inside of your leg. His nose never breaks contact to your skin, you just smell too good, he’s completely lost in it. Addicted.

His breathing soon turns into shallow pants of air, his mind growing dizzy and pupils dilated to the absolute max as he continues to scent you like a drug.

The content little, "Mmh…" followed by the arch of your back as you stretch yourself, hands coming up to rub the sleep in your eyes away, do little to faze him now, let alone stop him from what he was doing. It’s too late to stop anyway.

Glancing down on yourself, Lo‘ak feels your breath hitch in your throat in a shy little gasp, thighs trying to close shut, but his hands keep them in place.

"Lo‘ak?" You ask, face flushing red and for a moment he comes back to himself and his heart aches because he thinks he fucked up, crossed every possible boundary, ruined your friendship because he got too lost in his perversion– but then you bite your bottom lip and brush your dainty fingers through his hair, cradle the back of his head and pull him closer.

He grins.

Lo‘ak doesn’t break eye contact with you as he kisses your inner thigh, fangs grazing your skin before he sucks a small hickey right there. He kisses the purplish mark on your flesh before he moves further, eyes on yours before he presses his nose against the cotton fabric of your underwear. Your hips rise off the bed, impatiently bucking against his face and Lo‘ak groans.

"You smell so good, tanhì", he murmurs, nosing your clit, nudging the little nub until a whimper falls from your lips. "So sweet, I just… sorry, I had to."

A soft laugh draws his attention from your clit back to your face and he lifts his head up to properly look at you.

"Don’t apologize", you say, chest heaving, "I was waiting for the day you finally decide to make the first move." He smiles at this. And maybe he blushes a bit too, but there’s barely any time for you to see it, before his face is buried between your thighs again. He inhales sharply, letting your scent cloud his mind and then he presses a kiss to the outline of your clit, feeling it twitch beneath the thin fabric.

Hooking his fingers under the waistband, he tells you, "lift your hips for me", and as you do, he slides them off of your legs completely.

You watch his eyes darken with lust once you spread your thighs further for him, watch him part your folds with his thumbs almost tenderly, brushing over the little hood of your clit to get it into his direct view.

"Don’t tease", you then whisper and Lo‘ak thinks, if only you knew how much he was holding himself back right now. "I would never", he chuckles, and you squeak when he grabs your thighs and pulls you closer, bends your legs so your knees are almost touching your ears.

Flattening his tongue, he then licks a board stripe from your dripping entrance up to your clit, and oh tanhì, you’re making even the sweetest fruit competition. Lo‘ak groans, loud and shamelessly, once your slick juices run over his tastebuds like sweet nectar. Your hips jolt, moans spilling from your mouth as he closes his lips around the little nub of pleasure and sucks, hard.

You gasp sharply, hands fisting his hair tighter and mindlessly tugging as your thighs snap close around his head.

"O-Ohh god, fuck, Lo‘ak", you moan, back arching to get his mouth closer to you and Lo‘ak thinks it’s adorable. You’re panting, gasping and moaning like you can’t believe how good he’s making you feel.

Between your thighs, you hear him hum at your taste, your clit drags against his nose and those puffy lips, while he slurps your slick like he’s starving.

A glance up at you reveals that you’re staring sightlessly at the ceiling, slack-jawed and dazed, and Lo‘ak feels a surge of amusement and affection. So cute, looking almost as sweet as you taste on his tongue.

While sucking on your clit earned him the most of a reaction from you, he more often switched to sticking his tongue into your clenching hole as far as he could reach– which was deep, considering the proportions of a Na‘vi compared to a human. Like this, he could perfectly smooch the flat of his nose against the little nub that made you cry out, could smell you at the same time he was tasting you and that combination made something in him twist into a tight knot, daring to snap at any moment.

"Lo’ak, Lo’ak, oh– holy shit, Lo’ak", you moaned his name like a prayer, and the sound of it was send straight to his cock that had fully unsheathed itself by now. It throbbed heavily, pre-cum soaking his tweng and bringing friction to the sensitive tip once he’s started humping the air, hips bucking and thrusting, searching for more.

There’s nothing he wants more than to bring a hand down to his cock, get rid of the loincloth and start stroking himself, fuck his fist if necessary, anything to get the edge off. But his hands can’t, don’t, want to move. They’re perfectly comfortable where they are, holding your thighs, spreading you wide open while he devours you. He can’t bring himself to do anything other than grind his face against your pussy hungrily, tongue gliding through your folds, sucking and slurping and kissing until tears prick at the corner of your eyes.

"Lo, I’m close", you whimper, hands tugging harder on his braids and he loves it. "I’m- I think I’m coming. Please. Please don’t stop!"

And stopping is the last thing that’s on his mind.

Your tiny hole clenches around the tongue that’s thrusting in and out of you, and Lo‘ak can’t help but imagine how you’d feel around his cock. He wants to, he really fucking wants to split you open on it, bend you in every possible position and feel your tight walls clamping down on him. But this right here is his priority. He wants you crying out and coming on his tongue, wants to drown in your slick and inhale your scent for a good while longer before he can stuff you full of his cock.

"Yeah? You’re gonna come, tanhì?", he mumbles against your clit and your hips buck against his mouth, desperately searching for more. "Come for me then, c’mon. Let me taste you, give it to me."

"Uh-huh", you nod frantically, lifting your head up to look at him. Your hands tug on his braids, guiding him back to where you needed it most and Lo‘ak gladly complied your order. And then your hips were rising off the bed, and you nearly sobbed as you chanted, "m’coming, m’coming– oh– fuck!"

Your hold on his hair loosens just as everything below your waist tightens.

The sounds that were reaching his ears were a combined chorus of groans and high-pitched whimpers coming from both of you. While Lo‘ak feasted on your arousal, his tweng got equally as soaked in his cum than his face got soaked in yours.

You like the way that the gold in his eyes seems to glow up at you from between your legs, when you manage to pick your head up and look down at him. You like the way that his fingers dig into your skin as a stern reminder for you to stay there, and you like the way that his tongue continues to lave at you, despite the trembling of your legs.

The expanse of his tongue drags methodically against your cunt one last time, gathering your taste like he means to savor it. Then, his head raises, all glistening lips and prideful eyes, his hands sliding up your sides to hook around your waist. 

"Holy fuck", you exhale a shaky breath. "Lolo, what the hell, where did that just come from?" You laugh in disbelief, a bit more than just breathless from the intense orgasm, and Lo‘ak chuckles with you, crawling onto the bed to settle himself between your thighs.

"Don’t call me that childish name when I just made you come on my tongue, tanhì", he purrs into your ear, grinning, and the feel of his canine grazing your ear sends a shiver up your spine. Lo’ak then nuzzles his face into the crook of you neck, pressing his weight down on you and if it weren’t for the uncomfortable slick and sticky feeling between your thighs, you could actually enjoy this.

"Can you give me my underwear", you whisper, blushing, "please."

"No", Lo‘ak tells you ever so nonchalantly, face still buried against your skin. Your brows furrow and you can’t help but laugh, "What– Why?"

"I‘m keeping them", he says, "As a little souvenir."

Hearing that, makes a completely new wave of heat wash over you, lightening up your cheeks in crimson red.

"Perv", you mutter quietly, a smile tugging at your lips.

"Hmh, yes I am. But you also can’t have them back because…"

Theres a pause, two arms snake around your middle and hug you tight, before he rolls over and drags you with him. You gasp at the sudden change of position, now straddling his stomach with him laying flat on your bed. Rising a brow, you look at him, waiting. Lo‘aks hands then grab you by the waist and he pulls you up in one fluid movement, your hands fly up to catch yourself just in time, both of them on the headboard of your bed now as your core hovers only mere inches from his face.

His breath his warm on your skin, sending goosebumps all over your body as it fans over the slick covering your inner thigh. Licking his lips, he grins up at you, the hunger in his eyes evident, as he says,

"Because I’m not done with you yet, tanhì."

How I woke up in the void using SATS

I knew about the void since last year, from a submaker who then advised I join loa tumblr then I did, I read many post just trying to understand and know more about the void ( I didn't believe in it it felt to good to be true honestly) I decided to enter the void through sleep paralysis because I've always had sp for years and I didn't even want it, but the one time that I actually want to induce sp I couldn't 😤 lol I was so mad about that, it completely ruined my sleep schedule and I became discouraged and decided to take a break from sp and I began procrastinating, nothing motivated me so I deleted tumblr and focus on my self concept for 3 weeks ,That's when I found out about SATS and robotically affirming, this time I wanted to persist in my desires cause it was killing me inside knowing that I'm the only one that's getting in my own way, so I kept affirming and persisting doing SATS with the Thomas Edison method and within a week I woke up in the void state. And just affirmed I have all my desires that I wrote in my notes app and that's it.

Sats is so easy to enter with just a little practice you can do it too, sats is a door to extraordinary realms of superconscious awareness.

What I manifested

Being fearless, having no anxiety

Lifa app ( I'll be perma shifting with it soon)

My skin tone being a shade darker

A voice like Sabrina Claudio but 10x angelic

A body like lemy

Enhanced my features( I've always been a pretty girl anyways)

Revised my matric results

Never having vaginismus anymore

500k in my bank account every week

Master shifter

Being decisive( this was a problem)

Long sexy tounge

Being more feminine

A futanari girlfriend🤭

Revising never being in a relationship with my toxic ex

And many more

afftape! I have mastered the void 160k! pure affirmations. the louder layer has 2k affirmations. That are more layeres, it has 160k affirmations in total. https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=UAne3HC15UM&feature=youtu.be

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