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went from trying to get my friend not to kill himself to coaching him on how to ask his crush out. i have never been on a date

unfortunately my desire to see them happy greatly contradicts my desire to be the one and only reason they're happy

something's not right, i'm sensing it

one of my most persistent fantasies is me giving myself an incredibly deep wound and then cauterizing it myself. it's unlikely that i'd ever go through with it, but still, a girl can dream😔

i'm gonna delete tumblr for a while (or maybe indefinitely) bye guys!!!

"i'll try including everyone better form now on!" why. why can't you exclude everyone. everyone except for me. god you're too nice

did i ever like her or did she just give me the most attention

if someone pisses me off one more time today i think i'd be well within my rights to commit homicide

madoka magica is sooo crazy imagine being in middle school and your crush dies and you’re so upset that you kickstart a time loop and repeat the same month 100 times over trying to stop her from dying but unwittingly you make her more and more important to the universe’s continuation (because you have effectively created 100 timelines that are dependent only on the survival of your crush) and therefore her death becomes more and more devastating to the world as a whole in every new timeline and finally your crush sacrifices her life willingly to become a god and you’re the only one who remembers her and this depresses you so much that you construct a whole imaginary universe where your crush is alive and you trap yourself and the souls of your friends inside it and then when you realize it’s Not Real, Actually, you pull your crush (who, again, is now god) down from heaven and become the literal actual devil

without my mom constantly shoving food down my throat i probably just wouldn't eat. i wish she would just leave me to my fate