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back to deleting tumblr bye guys!!

i havrnt dine any sorrt of sh simce like april 14th HWAT

speaking of alexander hamilton, i fucking HATE HIM. i hope he rots in his grave and i hope i get the privilege of spitting on it one day

YAY GUYS I FINALLY GOT AROUND TO WATCHING HAMILTON

Every Woman That Follows Me Is An Angel And Beautiful

had a dream where i was sleeping and my crush(?) was waking me up, and she genuinely looked so ethereal. i'm gonna be honest i don't think i have ever felt desire like that in my entire life

have my first ever therapy session tomorrow does anyone have tips for me

had to get a little incision and now there's a hole in me and there's a weird thing in the hole

madoka magica is sooo crazy imagine being in middle school and your crush dies and you’re so upset that you kickstart a time loop and repeat the same month 100 times over trying to stop her from dying but unwittingly you make her more and more important to the universe’s continuation (because you have effectively created 100 timelines that are dependent only on the survival of your crush) and therefore her death becomes more and more devastating to the world as a whole in every new timeline and finally your crush sacrifices her life willingly to become a god and you’re the only one who remembers her and this depresses you so much that you construct a whole imaginary universe where your crush is alive and you trap yourself and the souls of your friends inside it and then when you realize it’s Not Real, Actually, you pull your crush (who, again, is now god) down from heaven and become the literal actual devil

i'm gonna delete tumblr for a while (or maybe indefinitely) bye guys!!!

guys i'm recording a cover of hamilton's satisfied i hope this goes okay !!!!

what's with my life and just always finding ways to make me more miserable

what i wouldn't give to be light yagami

tell me why i've been dealing w pre-period symptoms for the past WEEK, only for it to STILL not be here????

"am i permitted to yap" i am going to kiss you very platonically

not talking to me for more than 2 days counts as abandoning me btw

you wouldn't even be able to comprehend how absolutely TIRED i am. just absolutely drained. fully depleted of energy. not even "no will to live," i'm just EXHAUSTED

i'm so tired of caring maybe it's finally time for me to just turn off my feelings

how do i atone for my sins holy shit

i'm very uncomfortable with being alive

guys i got a whole homura figurine today as a (late) birthday gift⁉️⁉️⁉️ OHMYLORD. I'M OVERJOYED

one day, someone will find my bad attitude endearing

genuinely wish i could stop thinking. it's not even intrusive thought anymore, they're just so RANDOM i hate it

YOU WERE LITERALLY ONLINE WHY DIDNT YOU REPLY TO MY MESSAGES JUST YESTERDAY YOU SAID YOU LOVED ME WHAT HAPPENED TO THAT

"you were such a sweet child what happened?" existence

changed the pfp of one of my socials to sparkle and my friend(?) called her a "kawaii pick me" i'm so sick of this bs

any storyline conveyed in the form of a manga will simply never enter my brain, i wish it didn't have to be like this

nevermind guys i was actually overreacting and the debate isn't that hard to write. now my only problem is actually doing the debate, and knowing my annoyingly soft-spoken voice, it will not go well for me

maybe making everything worse to get more attention is the only way to live