atfreedomsdoor - arashel
arashel

this blog is mainly just for random thoughts of mine & life updates. tw for topics related to sh and suicide

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1 month ago

getting mad at myself is so funny because yes of course i'm gonna ruin your life for that but also now my life is ruined and i have to be mad at myself for doing it and the cycle just continues

1 month ago

PLEASE FOR THE LOVE OF ALL THAT IS BEAUTIFUL KILL ME BEFORE I HAVE TO START WRITING THIS GODFORSAKEN DEBATE PLEASE

1 month ago

unfortunately i am nonchalant but its not even by choice i WISH i could be super chalant and cute, maybe that'd make people like me more

1 month ago

UGH i still have that stupid debate to write im gonna KILL MYSELF

1 month ago

sometimes i'm tempted to ask my online friends if they think i'm pretty (i love external validation) but then i remember they've never even seen my fucking face

1 month ago

btw if you do my writing assignments for me i'll love you forever just saying

1 month ago

i <3 actively making myself get worse so that people actually take me seriously

1 month ago

"i have the endurance of a god," i say, knowing damn well i haven't endured shit

1 month ago

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME I'M LITERALLY THE BEST

1 month ago

took a blood test today, i am elated

1 month ago

IN THREE MONTHS I GAINED 4 KILOGRAMS WHAT THE FUCK THATS IT IM NOT EATING ANYMORE

1 month ago

i love flattering people it's so fun seeing how they react to praise

1 month ago

nothing better than befriending someone who has no friends, they literally give you all their attention

1 month ago

i absolutely adore feeling someone else's weight on me, it's like a blanket but cooler

1 month ago

in the mood to start eating really little again what do we think guys


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1 month ago

What's your number 1 biggest dream in life?

to feel loved

1 month ago

pain no longer tickles that little corner of my brain like it used to, i'm tired

1 month ago

i'm so good at stroking people's egos i feel like this should be a profession

1 month ago

remember: you are dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil

1 month ago

i can't stop thinking of kissing my friend what does this mean guys

1 month ago

got 2 compliments today. i think it's safe to say i'm fucking gorgeous

1 month ago

if someone pisses me off one more time today i think i'd be well within my rights to commit homicide

1 month ago

'People are panicking about AI tools the same way they did when the calculator was invented, stop worrying' cannot stress enough the calculator did not forcibly pervade every aspect of our lives, has such a low error rate it's a statistical anomaly when it does happen, isn't built on mass plagiarism, and does not obliterate the fucking environment when you use it. Be so fucking serious right now

1 month ago

"you're really gonna eat all that?" your absolutely fucked relationship w food is none of my business btw

1 month ago
Keep Yourself Cute!

keep yourself cute!

Keep Yourself Cute!
Keep Yourself Cute!

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Keep Yourself Cute!
1 month ago
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...
It Was Not On Wheat...

it was not on wheat...

1 month ago

...noodle sex???😭😭

First thing you see after you zoom in is how you die

First Thing You See After You Zoom In Is How You Die

How you dying 👀

1 month ago

i was talking to myself when i realized it wasn't myself i was talking to. it was someone i know, except they weren't actually talking to me. idk if everyone does this but i just came to the realization that i have full blown conversations with this one person only for all the conversations to be imaginary. what the fuck.


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