unfortunately i am nonchalant but its not even by choice i WISH i could be super chalant and cute, maybe that'd make people like me more
"i just want someone to care " but when someone actually does care i tell them to leave me alone
so crazy i'm considering befriending my god-demon companion-enemy that hates me but is also always there for me when i'm doing the worst(?)
sometimes i snap back into reality and it's like wow i need to go puke now
have my first ever therapy session tomorrow does anyone have tips for me
i'm so cute why's no one in love with me
sometimes i want to kill myself just to avoid the irksome task of trying to fall asleep
please for the love of god stop leading me on
self image so unstable i could be the best or worst person ever depending on the hour
self-pitying + superiority complex is actually a crazy combo someone save me from this fate
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