Self Image So Unstable I Could Be The Best Or Worst Person Ever Depending On The Hour

my lips randomly decided to hurt who's gonna make me feel better

suicide would be soooo good right now

unfortunately none of my thoughts ever become words so when i have to rant about my interests i can only say "AND THEN DID YOU KNOW SHES SO AHSJDJDKSKMSJDIDOO BABYYYYY EKSOODODKEKKD I NEED TO HUG HER SHES SO YUMMY GOSSSHHHHHH"

remember: you are dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil. dirty and evil

keeping yourself safe for the sake of someone you love is absurd. it isn't love if there isn't self-sacrifice

i have this horrible problem where i think everyone is obsessed with me. it's actually so serious, i need to stop lying to myself

turns out people actually get hurt when i distance myself from them. this is news to me

when i'm doing okay but then the Bad Feeling hits

anyone else have that feeling in your gut that's always telling you to kill yourself

seeing people out here just...existing?? with ease?? without thought?? WHAT.