"i Just Want Someone To Care " But When Someone Actually Does Care I Tell Them To Leave Me Alone

my most recent cuts are the PRETTIEST shade of red right now god i wish they could stay this way

digging myself deeper into this hole because if i'm unable to rejoice in the light above ground, at least i can find comfort in the familiarity of the darkness

I love them but I also want to shoot them dead because they like attract friends and I have 2 Dms in my entire account im going to fucking crywhy am I so unlovable.

suicide would be soooo good right now

when i get constructive criticism so now our entire friendship has been a lie and they've hated me from the start

guys i got a whole homura figurine today as a (late) birthday gift⁉️⁉️⁉️ OHMYLORD. I'M OVERJOYED

not talking to me for more than 2 days counts as abandoning me btw

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME I'M LITERALLY THE BEST

unfortunately i AM crazy. sorry to anyone that hoped i might get better

one of my most persistent fantasies is me giving myself an incredibly deep wound and then cauterizing it myself. it's unlikely that i'd ever go through with it, but still, a girl can dream😔