I'm So Tired Of Caring Maybe It's Finally Time For Me To Just Turn Off My Feelings

suicide would be soooo good right now

wow i really hate being alive this is all so embarrassing and losery

there's nothing more petrifying than the realization that the main reason i'm like this is because of myself

either my bl@de is garbage or my technique sucks bc i have not been able to get a single good cvt

keeping yourself safe for the sake of someone you love is absurd. it isn't love if there isn't self-sacrifice

just remembered that in 3rd grade my classmates and i would roleplay as a family and i ALWAYS had to play the father and the role consisted solely of giving money to my spoilt kids and mourning the loss of the wife that left me 😭

my most recent cuts are the PRETTIEST shade of red right now god i wish they could stay this way

i'm phenomenal at getting angry on other people's behalf. it's not some godly empathy i just have lots of rage lying around. hmu if you need an angry bitch i'll hate your opps more than they ever even deserved

my friend made a playlist for me !!!! i'm so happy

i'm so good at stroking people's egos i feel like this should be a profession